This is my first Yu-Gi-Oh! fic. I am soooo happy. I can't believe I'm gonna kill off my favorite character. sobs Well on with my fic. Two-shot!!! Ryou's POV the whole way...next chapter Bakuras POV.

This story contains suicide if you do not like to read it then don't read my story!!!

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Ryou to Bakura /Bakura to Ryou/

Midnight Blues

I sat on the edge waiting for the time to come. This is it, tonight is the night I finally give into the darkness completely. I hear the sound of feet coming up to my room with very loud 'thuds'. Bakura, what is he going to do this time.

I see him come into my room. "Brat, I'm going out so don't wait up for me because if you do I'll beat the shit out of you." he said in a very commanding voice.

"Yes, I understand." I answer back know it was the last time I talked to the one I love. Yes I love Bakura although I would never admit it to him straight in the face. He would probably just laugh and slap me in the face.

He leaves me in my room alone not knowing what I do will hopefully get him back to reality show him that everything he has done to me will come straight back at him. I make sure he has left the house before I go to the kitchen and get a knife and head straight for the bathroom.

I have been thinking awhile about how the gang has been treating me, how they ignored me and forgot about me. I was just there. They never talk to me besides a 'hi', never a real conversation. Igrabbed the knife from my left hand and put it in my right then cut into a major vein of my wrist. Then I cut my other wrist the same way.

Finally I thought about driving it through my heart, but that would be too good a death for me. I deserve to have a long, painful death for all that I have sinned, putting Yugi and everyone else in pain by my yami. I would bleed to death, I already feel dizzy and light-headed. I see a pool of red blood around me.

I get up to grab a piece of paper and a pen to write a final goodbye.

To all who read,

I am sorry for what pain me and my yami put you through. I take all the blame for it was my hands that have done the deed. I may not have been in control but it's the fact of the matter. No one may care but I care deeply about you all, so now is my final goodbye.

Love,

Ryou

I cut one more long gash through my right arm and another one in my left, until I fall into a sleep I will never wake up from.

Vegeta's Princess590: Well that was interesting to say the least. But I still can't believe what drove me to write a story about this. Well please review.