Title: On the Way Down

Rating: R/NC-17

Summary: Two entirely different people with only one kind of unfulfilled lust. They lives in two different worlds, with different lives, different goals, and different purposes. There was something more. But not love. Never love.

Two entirely different people with only one kind of unfulfilled lust.

Quiet moans filled the room as his lips collided harshly with hers, his hands stripping off her last article of clothing as his arousal pressed against her inner thigh. Fingers traveled down his well-defined chest to grip his straining manhood, gently leading the tip to brush against her entrance. A deep moan of approval from him was met by her own groan as he entered her slowly, her inner walls stretching to accommodate the unexpected large intrusion.

His hot lips left hers to softly lick her breasts, sucking gently on a nipple as his entire length settled inside her. No matter how much of a release this gave both of them, she could never figure out why he always took it so gently. One would think that lust would bring anger along, but such was not the case. He was… different. He cared for her in some extent. He cared more than anyone ever would. And she was eternally grateful to him for that.

Her whole life had brought nothing but anger and bitterness. She thought she could live her whole life holding everything inside, but it was getting to be too much. She couldn't handle all of the stress in her life… and that's when he came in. He helped her rid herself of that stress, of all the problems she couldn't deal with. He helped her. It wasn't just sex. There was something more. But not love. Never love. She swore she would never love again.

The pleasure was rising as he chose deep, fast strokes, trying to reach both of their peaks quickly. She cried out his name shamelessly as she came, lubricating his arousal and allowing him to slide in and out of her easily. The hot friction between their two bodies became even more intense as she hooked her legs around his waist, bringing him deeper inside her.

His lips crushed hers as he continued to pound into her ruthlessly, determined to reach his climax. She would've never thought that he, so caring and gentle, could ever be rough, but even when he was being rough with her, his true character still shone through. Unselfish and giving. She envied him; he had every characteristic she had ever wanted but could never have.

He moaned deeply into her mouth as he gave a final thrust, spilling his seed into her as her body milked it up. They had never worried about protection, but that was the least of her worries right now. All she needed was him, once a week. He was all she ever wanted.

But it was never about love.

She never questioned his intentions. He was so giving that she accepted the opportunity once it was handed to her. Honestly, she was a little curious, but it was none of her business. He never asked about her, so it was only fair that she do the same.

Fair? Since when did she ever play fair?

Dark blue eyes focused on him as he slept peacefully, almost too good to be true. And he probably was. She would never be enough for him. Not that she wanted to. But yes, she thought about it often. If anyone ever found out, they'd be dead. In a second, with no hesitation on her behalf.

But she couldn't speak for his.

Slender fingers traced red shades as she sighed wistfully, withdrawing her hand. She'd never understand him. They lived in two different worlds, with different lives, different goals, different purposes. And somehow their lives were forever intertwined. She craved him, needed him, wanted him. It was another addiction she couldn't bear to live without.

And no one knew. Not even him.

He stirred, his eyes opening to find her staring at him. And all he could do was stare back. Decent conversations barely passed between them, despite the close contact they had grown so accustomed to. He knew better than to make a remark about how he knew… he knew that it wasn't just sex. There was something more. But not love. Never love.

He swore he would never love again.