A/N: well I haven't been writing much, cuz I've been readin other fics. I'm kinda stuck too, with this one. Making a beginning. This one's gonna be much more dramatic than any other fic I've written. School's out!!!!!!!!!!!! yay1 I'll try to update sooner!
Sora's kinda angsty in this chappie.
Disclaimer: I don't own Digimon. I'm gettin tired of writing this but I don't want to get sewed! Inside joke between me and my cuz. Or rock'em sock'em robots. U'll see.
Hehe
manwhore!
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Sora's POV
As I heard the faint sounds of moans and groans from behind that door, I knew I was only coming home to a hell. I couldn't bare to walk in there. To find the one I call my mother acting as if nothing was out of the ordinary. And that manwhore sitting on the couch next to her, his arm snaked around her waist. It seemed as if he was going to take her away from me, with his glare and tentacle grasping her. Their hair messy, shirts and/or pants almost off. The heavy breathing and fake smiles plastered on their faces, thankful for my warning knocks.
Knock knock knock knock pause knock knock knock
(4knocks pause 3knocks)
My warning, or alert, that I was coming in, and only I. I know to never bring anyone with me whenever my 'mother's' 'home.' Sure my friends question, but I never seemed to care. The more I saw her with him, the more apathetic I became. Seeing them matured me. Showed me what this world we call earth is all about, or at least dark side. It's nothing but, hearts being broken, causing people to do rash and harsh things. I blame it on love actually, funny for me to think that, being the 'child of love'. Sometimes it's love that causes it, usually loneliness. Which can sometimes come from false loves, or something of that matter.
The mahogany door in front of me taunts me ever so. The small wooden sign carved with the name 'Takenouchi' seems to laugh at me. Hell. That's all I'll find once I enter, my own personal hell.
I raised my hand in a loose fist, as It makes it's destination, I hesitate.
Should I go, if I wanted to I could just runaway. I'm sure she wouldn't miss me, and my father's in a whole different continent, looking up legends of...God who knows.
But I don't...why? I suppose I feel obligated to. Maybe...I don't even know why I do the things I do.
A sigh escapes my lips, as my hand descends.
Nope, not today. I can't deal with it today.
I walk towards the elevator. Knowing there's a place, 5 floors down , that I can call home for awhile.
As the elevator takes me to my destination, my mind begins to ponder again. I don't know when it happened, or even if it was always there, but I became a deep thinker. I'm not exactly sure what you may call it, but I think about things differently then most people. More intense than I should think at 16. I think I was always like that, but never realized it...until 5 months ago I guess.
A ding invades my thoughts. The gate opened, and my feet began to lead the way.
Matt's POV
DING DONG
I sat on Tai's couch lazily. Slouching, legs wide, and my head facing the ceiling.
DING DONG
"Tai! Get your damn door!" I growled. I'm not sure exactly what he was doing, but he was in his room. Probably looking for something.
"Matt! Get off your ass and do it yourself! It might be someone important!" I heard his faint voice bellow.
I got up, as lazy as I could. I walked up tp the door with a scowl fixed on my face.
Stupid Tai! it's his place! why can't he answer his own damn door?
My anger ceased. I really didn't need to be mad. I wasn't doing anything anyways. As I creaked the door open, my scowl faded.
To my surprise and delight, I saw her standing in front of me. A smile spread across my face. Every time I saw her I couldn't help but smile. Her soft auburn hair rested lightly on her shoulders. Her smooth peach skin looking as fresh as usual. And her eyes. I always get lost in those deep pools of crimson. I think I am now.
She blinked, and realization hit me. I was staring at her, not sure how long...probably not that long. My face heated up. I knew I was blushing now.
Great. That's all I need, to get caught staring with a smile on at the girl I adore.
"Uh...sorry...I didn't mean to stare." I broke the silence.
"That's okay...so, can I come in?"
I moved out of her way, and chauffeured her to the living room. My arm led the way.
"Thank you very much sir."
"So, what brings you to this dump?" I smiled.
Before she could answer, Tai's voice interrupted our little chat.
"HEY! I HEARD THAT!....HI SORA!"
He remembered her voice as well as me.
We both glanced towards the hall leading to the hovel he calls his room. I can hear Sora's girlish giggles, as a grin overcomes my smile.
I shook my head, Sora finally stopped giggling.
"Well?" I asked.
"Huh?...oh. Well I was bored at home, noone was there. So I came with the brilliant plan to have a little visit at my best friend's home." sarcasm was used in the word brilliant.
"Some plan?" I said, breathing out a laugh.
We both sat down on the couch.
"Where's your mom?"
She shrugged.
"Probably at work. But she should be back soon."
She gave me another one of her sweet smiles, but something was...off. I'm not sure...but it didn't seem that honest...
As I was about to go deeper in the conversation, Tai interrupted again. He came out of the hall with something in his hands.
"Ha! I told you I could fine my Rock'em Sock'em Robots!"
That was when I remembered what we were talking about before he rushed in his room.
"Never said you couldn't." I replied cooly.
Sora gave a blank stare at the both of us. I answered her questioning look.
"We were watching TV, and some old commercial for those robots came on."
Tai had a goofy grin on, as he showed the almost ancient toy off. He set them down on the coffee table in front of Sora and me.
"Yup! And they still work!" he exclaimed ecstaticly.
"Like it matters. You know you'll only loose to the Great Yamato Ishida!"
He gave me a face, somewhat of a scowl. Then I heard Sora's giggles again...it was cute.
"You mean the same 'Great Yamato Ishida' that lost at a game of tennis with me."
She had to bring it up. That was supposed to be kept between us. We all knew sports weren't exactly my thing, but to them it was like a miracle for me to even dribble a soccer ball.
"You played...a sport!" I saw Tai's eyes bug out.
"Yeah...I did. Only 'cause Sora said she needed to practice before she could go to my show."
Sora nodded continuing the story.
"So Yama intelligently came up with a deal. He said If I could beat him, then he'd take me to his show. And if he won, ...he'd take me to his show."
I gave a wink to Sora.
"So you see, it was a win win situation. Don't be so shocked Taichi."
"Yeah, I mean it's not like it's his first time..."
It was true. The only person I ever played sports with was her and T.K.
"Really? How come I'm just knowing this now? Aren't best friends supposed to share everything?" tai asked.
A just smiled. Sora, however, looked kind of uneasy. She had a more serious face on.
We begun to play with the toy. Sora just sat down, watching the game. But she looked uneasy again, deep in thought. She kept glancing out the window, and the clock.
"Tai?" she spoke.
"Hmm...?" his eye didn't leave the game, as did mine. I wasn't sure who was winning right now, but I had won 2 games so far, and him 1.
"Do you still have that Brand New Cd I let you borrow?" (A/n: Brand New's a band)
His concentration left the game. He faced towards Sora.
"Yeah. It should still be in stereo."
She nodded and walked into the hall.
Taking my chance, I let my blue guy hit his red guy, and won.
"What! No fair I wasn't paying attention."
"Too bad Tai. I won best 3 out of 4!"
He let out a groan in defeat. No smile came across my face I could only think about Sora.
"What did Sora say earlier? About why she's here?"
"She said noone was home, and that she got bored."
Tai's eyebrows knitted slightly together.
"That's weird, her mom's home." his voice was almost a whisper, making sure Sora wouldn't hear. "I saw her going up the elevator when I followed Kari out the door. She was with some guy too."
"Something's wrong...but I don't know what."
Now I knew something was up. Even Tai was worrying. Sora, why don't you tell us. Aren't we your best friends?
Then Sora came in form the shadows of the hallway. In her hands was a CD case. Our looks of worry were still on, she noticed.
"What's wrong?" her face began to become almost the same as ours.
We didn't speak. I was hoping Tai would say something...but...I guess that leaves me to talk first. I opened my mouth, my brain still searching for an answer. I was at a lost of words.
What could I do? Ask her straight forward why she lied to us. Or stay completely silent...like now. I knew what I had to do. If I really do care for her, I'd help her.
The man across from me, talked first. I mentally let out a sigh of relief. I was never a big fan of confrontation. I was usually scared, but the only times I ever did, was when my emotions took over. It only really happens out of anger, or love, or concern.
"Sora why- di-" his words were cut short by the door ringing.
Dammit. I want to know why she lied, I hate the sudden interruptions.
Noone budged. We all knew that tai was the one to answer the door. It was his home, but I think we all wanted to avoid this. He sighed and swiftly walked to the door.
I kept staring at the door, and I knew Sora did too, even though she was behind me.
I couldn't see who was there right away. Tai was covering the slither of the outside world behind the door. I could hear the conversation however.
"Hello. Is this the Yagami residence?" a man said in a deep husky voice. He was obviously someone around the age of our parents, considering his voice. Hearing it reminded me of my father's.
"Yes...uh..why?"
"I want to know if Sora is here? I'm a friend of her mother's. I was just at their apartment, and she asked to come tell her something. Is she here?"
I looked back at Sora. Her eyes were wide in shock. Something's definitely not right. If he's a family friend then why is she so shocked. I saw her fists clench. She was angry at this man for some reason...but what? I saw a gleam of fury glisten in her fiery eyes. What had this man done? That's when I realized that Sora really did lie to us.
He was at their home, with her mother, and she just said she was home alone. She completely lied to our faces. It was serious, because after all the years I've known her, she's never truly lied to me. Usually it was sarcasm, or because there was a secret surprise party or something.
I looked back to the door, and the man was inside now. Only about a couple steps in front of the doorway. A man about 6 ft. something, was staring at Sora. His eyes weren't of those of a friend. They were dishonest, fake, just like his smile. Had jagged dirty blonde hair, that seemed to match his honey eyes. He looked rather rugged with his whiskers and rough face.
I read Tai's face, he was just as lost as I was. He gaped at Sora's expression, and the man's. We both had to find out what was going on. I didn't care who talked first anymore, all I cared about was Sora.
"Y-yes?" she managed to let out. Her voice was very quiet, but the man heard it just fine.
"Sora, your mother wants you to come home for dinner. It'll be ready in 20 minutes. Goodbye." he walked out, almost immediately. Tai closed the door almost the same.
He was like one of those telegram messengers, come to give a message and then just leave. The man didn't smile or anything. Tai and I both looked back at Sora.
She was different now. Her head was lower. Her crimson orbs weren't showing the same anger once held before. They were softer, I couldn't see her face fully, I only saw up to the bridge of her nose.
"Sora..." Tai started. "Why didn't your mom juts call you?...or here?"
I never thought about that. He had a good point.
"I don't have my phone..." her voice was almost a whisper.
"Oh..."
She didn't answer his question fully. Whatever she was thinking, it must have been of great importance.
We both just stared at her, unsure of what to say. I didn't want to bring up the fact that she lied about noone being home.
The silence seemed to last forever. No one moved an inch. I saw Tai still hovering by the door, through the corner of my eye. I was still sitting in between them, and sora still stood in front of us.
Then tears began to fall. They streamed down her face, and fell on the vinyl floor. Her soft ruby eyes, were full of water. I saw tai, and his face was just like mine. Awestruck.
I wanted to go up to her and hold her in my arms, something I was never really able to do. I couldn't though, I sat looking at her.
Instead of actually helping her, in anyway, I only had questions run through my mind.
Why? Why is she crying?
Who was that man?
What does he have to do with all us?
Tai whizzed by me, and was by Sora's side in an instant. Why didn't I do anything.
His arms were wrapped around her shoulders. She didn't even do anything. Her hand were by her side, her head low with fresh tears falling.
"Sora's what's wrong? Why are you crying?"
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A/N: soory I'm ending this chapter like this. I'm kinda busy wih other stories and stuff.
Kind of a cliffy huh? Well, u probabaly can tell whot the man was, and maybe why she's cryin.
well i finally got te internet! yay! so i'll try to update my other stories soon. asap, i guess.
R&R
Sora's kinda angsty in this chappie.
Disclaimer: I don't own Digimon. I'm gettin tired of writing this but I don't want to get sewed! Inside joke between me and my cuz. Or rock'em sock'em robots. U'll see.
Hehe
manwhore!
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Sora's POV
As I heard the faint sounds of moans and groans from behind that door, I knew I was only coming home to a hell. I couldn't bare to walk in there. To find the one I call my mother acting as if nothing was out of the ordinary. And that manwhore sitting on the couch next to her, his arm snaked around her waist. It seemed as if he was going to take her away from me, with his glare and tentacle grasping her. Their hair messy, shirts and/or pants almost off. The heavy breathing and fake smiles plastered on their faces, thankful for my warning knocks.
Knock knock knock knock pause knock knock knock
(4knocks pause 3knocks)
My warning, or alert, that I was coming in, and only I. I know to never bring anyone with me whenever my 'mother's' 'home.' Sure my friends question, but I never seemed to care. The more I saw her with him, the more apathetic I became. Seeing them matured me. Showed me what this world we call earth is all about, or at least dark side. It's nothing but, hearts being broken, causing people to do rash and harsh things. I blame it on love actually, funny for me to think that, being the 'child of love'. Sometimes it's love that causes it, usually loneliness. Which can sometimes come from false loves, or something of that matter.
The mahogany door in front of me taunts me ever so. The small wooden sign carved with the name 'Takenouchi' seems to laugh at me. Hell. That's all I'll find once I enter, my own personal hell.
I raised my hand in a loose fist, as It makes it's destination, I hesitate.
Should I go, if I wanted to I could just runaway. I'm sure she wouldn't miss me, and my father's in a whole different continent, looking up legends of...God who knows.
But I don't...why? I suppose I feel obligated to. Maybe...I don't even know why I do the things I do.
A sigh escapes my lips, as my hand descends.
Nope, not today. I can't deal with it today.
I walk towards the elevator. Knowing there's a place, 5 floors down , that I can call home for awhile.
As the elevator takes me to my destination, my mind begins to ponder again. I don't know when it happened, or even if it was always there, but I became a deep thinker. I'm not exactly sure what you may call it, but I think about things differently then most people. More intense than I should think at 16. I think I was always like that, but never realized it...until 5 months ago I guess.
A ding invades my thoughts. The gate opened, and my feet began to lead the way.
Matt's POV
DING DONG
I sat on Tai's couch lazily. Slouching, legs wide, and my head facing the ceiling.
DING DONG
"Tai! Get your damn door!" I growled. I'm not sure exactly what he was doing, but he was in his room. Probably looking for something.
"Matt! Get off your ass and do it yourself! It might be someone important!" I heard his faint voice bellow.
I got up, as lazy as I could. I walked up tp the door with a scowl fixed on my face.
Stupid Tai! it's his place! why can't he answer his own damn door?
My anger ceased. I really didn't need to be mad. I wasn't doing anything anyways. As I creaked the door open, my scowl faded.
To my surprise and delight, I saw her standing in front of me. A smile spread across my face. Every time I saw her I couldn't help but smile. Her soft auburn hair rested lightly on her shoulders. Her smooth peach skin looking as fresh as usual. And her eyes. I always get lost in those deep pools of crimson. I think I am now.
She blinked, and realization hit me. I was staring at her, not sure how long...probably not that long. My face heated up. I knew I was blushing now.
Great. That's all I need, to get caught staring with a smile on at the girl I adore.
"Uh...sorry...I didn't mean to stare." I broke the silence.
"That's okay...so, can I come in?"
I moved out of her way, and chauffeured her to the living room. My arm led the way.
"Thank you very much sir."
"So, what brings you to this dump?" I smiled.
Before she could answer, Tai's voice interrupted our little chat.
"HEY! I HEARD THAT!....HI SORA!"
He remembered her voice as well as me.
We both glanced towards the hall leading to the hovel he calls his room. I can hear Sora's girlish giggles, as a grin overcomes my smile.
I shook my head, Sora finally stopped giggling.
"Well?" I asked.
"Huh?...oh. Well I was bored at home, noone was there. So I came with the brilliant plan to have a little visit at my best friend's home." sarcasm was used in the word brilliant.
"Some plan?" I said, breathing out a laugh.
We both sat down on the couch.
"Where's your mom?"
She shrugged.
"Probably at work. But she should be back soon."
She gave me another one of her sweet smiles, but something was...off. I'm not sure...but it didn't seem that honest...
As I was about to go deeper in the conversation, Tai interrupted again. He came out of the hall with something in his hands.
"Ha! I told you I could fine my Rock'em Sock'em Robots!"
That was when I remembered what we were talking about before he rushed in his room.
"Never said you couldn't." I replied cooly.
Sora gave a blank stare at the both of us. I answered her questioning look.
"We were watching TV, and some old commercial for those robots came on."
Tai had a goofy grin on, as he showed the almost ancient toy off. He set them down on the coffee table in front of Sora and me.
"Yup! And they still work!" he exclaimed ecstaticly.
"Like it matters. You know you'll only loose to the Great Yamato Ishida!"
He gave me a face, somewhat of a scowl. Then I heard Sora's giggles again...it was cute.
"You mean the same 'Great Yamato Ishida' that lost at a game of tennis with me."
She had to bring it up. That was supposed to be kept between us. We all knew sports weren't exactly my thing, but to them it was like a miracle for me to even dribble a soccer ball.
"You played...a sport!" I saw Tai's eyes bug out.
"Yeah...I did. Only 'cause Sora said she needed to practice before she could go to my show."
Sora nodded continuing the story.
"So Yama intelligently came up with a deal. He said If I could beat him, then he'd take me to his show. And if he won, ...he'd take me to his show."
I gave a wink to Sora.
"So you see, it was a win win situation. Don't be so shocked Taichi."
"Yeah, I mean it's not like it's his first time..."
It was true. The only person I ever played sports with was her and T.K.
"Really? How come I'm just knowing this now? Aren't best friends supposed to share everything?" tai asked.
A just smiled. Sora, however, looked kind of uneasy. She had a more serious face on.
We begun to play with the toy. Sora just sat down, watching the game. But she looked uneasy again, deep in thought. She kept glancing out the window, and the clock.
"Tai?" she spoke.
"Hmm...?" his eye didn't leave the game, as did mine. I wasn't sure who was winning right now, but I had won 2 games so far, and him 1.
"Do you still have that Brand New Cd I let you borrow?" (A/n: Brand New's a band)
His concentration left the game. He faced towards Sora.
"Yeah. It should still be in stereo."
She nodded and walked into the hall.
Taking my chance, I let my blue guy hit his red guy, and won.
"What! No fair I wasn't paying attention."
"Too bad Tai. I won best 3 out of 4!"
He let out a groan in defeat. No smile came across my face I could only think about Sora.
"What did Sora say earlier? About why she's here?"
"She said noone was home, and that she got bored."
Tai's eyebrows knitted slightly together.
"That's weird, her mom's home." his voice was almost a whisper, making sure Sora wouldn't hear. "I saw her going up the elevator when I followed Kari out the door. She was with some guy too."
"Something's wrong...but I don't know what."
Now I knew something was up. Even Tai was worrying. Sora, why don't you tell us. Aren't we your best friends?
Then Sora came in form the shadows of the hallway. In her hands was a CD case. Our looks of worry were still on, she noticed.
"What's wrong?" her face began to become almost the same as ours.
We didn't speak. I was hoping Tai would say something...but...I guess that leaves me to talk first. I opened my mouth, my brain still searching for an answer. I was at a lost of words.
What could I do? Ask her straight forward why she lied to us. Or stay completely silent...like now. I knew what I had to do. If I really do care for her, I'd help her.
The man across from me, talked first. I mentally let out a sigh of relief. I was never a big fan of confrontation. I was usually scared, but the only times I ever did, was when my emotions took over. It only really happens out of anger, or love, or concern.
"Sora why- di-" his words were cut short by the door ringing.
Dammit. I want to know why she lied, I hate the sudden interruptions.
Noone budged. We all knew that tai was the one to answer the door. It was his home, but I think we all wanted to avoid this. He sighed and swiftly walked to the door.
I kept staring at the door, and I knew Sora did too, even though she was behind me.
I couldn't see who was there right away. Tai was covering the slither of the outside world behind the door. I could hear the conversation however.
"Hello. Is this the Yagami residence?" a man said in a deep husky voice. He was obviously someone around the age of our parents, considering his voice. Hearing it reminded me of my father's.
"Yes...uh..why?"
"I want to know if Sora is here? I'm a friend of her mother's. I was just at their apartment, and she asked to come tell her something. Is she here?"
I looked back at Sora. Her eyes were wide in shock. Something's definitely not right. If he's a family friend then why is she so shocked. I saw her fists clench. She was angry at this man for some reason...but what? I saw a gleam of fury glisten in her fiery eyes. What had this man done? That's when I realized that Sora really did lie to us.
He was at their home, with her mother, and she just said she was home alone. She completely lied to our faces. It was serious, because after all the years I've known her, she's never truly lied to me. Usually it was sarcasm, or because there was a secret surprise party or something.
I looked back to the door, and the man was inside now. Only about a couple steps in front of the doorway. A man about 6 ft. something, was staring at Sora. His eyes weren't of those of a friend. They were dishonest, fake, just like his smile. Had jagged dirty blonde hair, that seemed to match his honey eyes. He looked rather rugged with his whiskers and rough face.
I read Tai's face, he was just as lost as I was. He gaped at Sora's expression, and the man's. We both had to find out what was going on. I didn't care who talked first anymore, all I cared about was Sora.
"Y-yes?" she managed to let out. Her voice was very quiet, but the man heard it just fine.
"Sora, your mother wants you to come home for dinner. It'll be ready in 20 minutes. Goodbye." he walked out, almost immediately. Tai closed the door almost the same.
He was like one of those telegram messengers, come to give a message and then just leave. The man didn't smile or anything. Tai and I both looked back at Sora.
She was different now. Her head was lower. Her crimson orbs weren't showing the same anger once held before. They were softer, I couldn't see her face fully, I only saw up to the bridge of her nose.
"Sora..." Tai started. "Why didn't your mom juts call you?...or here?"
I never thought about that. He had a good point.
"I don't have my phone..." her voice was almost a whisper.
"Oh..."
She didn't answer his question fully. Whatever she was thinking, it must have been of great importance.
We both just stared at her, unsure of what to say. I didn't want to bring up the fact that she lied about noone being home.
The silence seemed to last forever. No one moved an inch. I saw Tai still hovering by the door, through the corner of my eye. I was still sitting in between them, and sora still stood in front of us.
Then tears began to fall. They streamed down her face, and fell on the vinyl floor. Her soft ruby eyes, were full of water. I saw tai, and his face was just like mine. Awestruck.
I wanted to go up to her and hold her in my arms, something I was never really able to do. I couldn't though, I sat looking at her.
Instead of actually helping her, in anyway, I only had questions run through my mind.
Why? Why is she crying?
Who was that man?
What does he have to do with all us?
Tai whizzed by me, and was by Sora's side in an instant. Why didn't I do anything.
His arms were wrapped around her shoulders. She didn't even do anything. Her hand were by her side, her head low with fresh tears falling.
"Sora's what's wrong? Why are you crying?"
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A/N: soory I'm ending this chapter like this. I'm kinda busy wih other stories and stuff.
Kind of a cliffy huh? Well, u probabaly can tell whot the man was, and maybe why she's cryin.
well i finally got te internet! yay! so i'll try to update my other stories soon. asap, i guess.
R&R