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A/N: Sometimes anger can lead us to be blind, and so we don't always see help when we need it the most. Lyrics //CAPS\\ Refer to bottom of page for translations
Chapter 3: Going under
As Tomoyo tore through the streets, she turned on her radio and found an American radio station, which was playing her favorite song, so she blasted it at full volume. While she had the cd in her player at the moment, it was ironic that they'd play it now.
//NOW I WILL TELL YOU WHAT I'VE DONE FOR YOU. 50 THOUSAND TEARS I'VE CRIED. SCREAMING, DECIEVING AND BLEEDING FOR YOU AND YOU SILL WON'T HEAR ME.\\ //GOING UNDER\\ //DON'T WANT YOUR HAND THIS TIME I'LL SAVE MYSELF MAYBE I'LL WAKE UP FOR ONCE. NOT TORMENTED DAILY DEFEATED BY YOU.\\ //JUST WHEN I THOUGHT I'D REACHED THE BOTTOM.\\ //I'M DYING AGAIN.\\
//I'M GOING UNDER, DROWNING IN YOU.\\ //I'M FALLING FOREVER, I'VE GOT TO BREAK THROUGH.\\ //I'M GOING UNDER.\\
//BLURRING AND STIRRING THE TRUTH AND THE LIES, SO I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S REAL AND WHAT'S NOT.\\ //ALWAYS CONFUSING THE THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD, SO I CAN'T TRUST MYSELF ANYMORE.\\ //I'M DYING AGAIN.\\
//I'M GOING UNDER, DROWNING IN YOU.\\ //I'M FALLING FOREVER, I'VE GOT TO BREAK THROUGH.\\ //I'M GOING UNDER.\\
//SO GO ON AND SCREAM, SCREAM AT ME I'M SO FAR AWAY.\\ //I WON'T BE BROKEN AGAIN, I'VE GOT TO BREATHE, I CAN'T KEEP GOING UNDER.\\
//I'M DYING AGAIN.\\ /I'M GOING UNDER ,DROWNING IN YOU.\\ //I'M FALLING FOREVER, I'VE GOT TO BREAK THROUGH\\ //I'M GOING UNDER.\\ //I'M GOING UNDER.\\ //I'M GOING UNDER.\\
She pulled into an empty space on the street and turned off the radio, then grabbed her keys. Getting out of the car she walked up the steps to apartment 4A and rang the bell. Touya who was shirtless and only partially awake answered the door. "Tomoyo nan no suru anata hitsuyo?" She didn't answer him, but pushed past him and walked inside. He closed the door and turned on the lights, seeing her outfit as well as her hand. " What happened to you?" he asked. " I was in a mood so I put on the lowest thing I could design. slutty yeah don't remind me." she said. She remained standing as she slowly tried to gain some courage. "Listen you wanted me to talk about Sakura.well that's a hard subject. like Yukito is for you. So why don't we skip it all, thanks for helping me earlier, so if I ever want to have a nice little chat again I'll call until then leave me the hell alone!" She stood up and walked out the door leaving Touya stand there. "Tomoyo wait! Matte!" he yelled. "No screw the talking! I'm sick of trying to talk!"
With that said she got into the car again and began to drive anywhere she could.
~A few hours later~
"What's going on with her?" he asked as he looked out at the sky.
"Naze na anata iku mitsukedasu?" a familiar voice asked him.
He turned around, uttering only one word "Okasan?"
"Ohayo Touya." she said smiling
"Kanojo ni kuko." she said.
"Dare ga?" he asked.
"Tomoyo." she said and slowly faded away.
"Tomoyo nan no suru anata hitsuyo?"- Tomoyo what do you want?
"Naze na anata iku mitsukedasu?"-Why don't you go find out?
"Okasan?"- Mother?
"Ohayo Touya." - Good Morning Touya.
"Kanojo ni kuko." - She's at the airport
"Dare ga?" - Who?
A/N: Some don't understand that this is only a temporary solution to problems, running away doesn't solve everything. Also I sort of modeled her after Faith in season 7 of Buffy. Stay tuned for the next chapter.
Celtic Sorceress
A/N: Sometimes anger can lead us to be blind, and so we don't always see help when we need it the most. Lyrics //CAPS\\ Refer to bottom of page for translations
Chapter 3: Going under
As Tomoyo tore through the streets, she turned on her radio and found an American radio station, which was playing her favorite song, so she blasted it at full volume. While she had the cd in her player at the moment, it was ironic that they'd play it now.
//NOW I WILL TELL YOU WHAT I'VE DONE FOR YOU. 50 THOUSAND TEARS I'VE CRIED. SCREAMING, DECIEVING AND BLEEDING FOR YOU AND YOU SILL WON'T HEAR ME.\\ //GOING UNDER\\ //DON'T WANT YOUR HAND THIS TIME I'LL SAVE MYSELF MAYBE I'LL WAKE UP FOR ONCE. NOT TORMENTED DAILY DEFEATED BY YOU.\\ //JUST WHEN I THOUGHT I'D REACHED THE BOTTOM.\\ //I'M DYING AGAIN.\\
//I'M GOING UNDER, DROWNING IN YOU.\\ //I'M FALLING FOREVER, I'VE GOT TO BREAK THROUGH.\\ //I'M GOING UNDER.\\
//BLURRING AND STIRRING THE TRUTH AND THE LIES, SO I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S REAL AND WHAT'S NOT.\\ //ALWAYS CONFUSING THE THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD, SO I CAN'T TRUST MYSELF ANYMORE.\\ //I'M DYING AGAIN.\\
//I'M GOING UNDER, DROWNING IN YOU.\\ //I'M FALLING FOREVER, I'VE GOT TO BREAK THROUGH.\\ //I'M GOING UNDER.\\
//SO GO ON AND SCREAM, SCREAM AT ME I'M SO FAR AWAY.\\ //I WON'T BE BROKEN AGAIN, I'VE GOT TO BREATHE, I CAN'T KEEP GOING UNDER.\\
//I'M DYING AGAIN.\\ /I'M GOING UNDER ,DROWNING IN YOU.\\ //I'M FALLING FOREVER, I'VE GOT TO BREAK THROUGH\\ //I'M GOING UNDER.\\ //I'M GOING UNDER.\\ //I'M GOING UNDER.\\
She pulled into an empty space on the street and turned off the radio, then grabbed her keys. Getting out of the car she walked up the steps to apartment 4A and rang the bell. Touya who was shirtless and only partially awake answered the door. "Tomoyo nan no suru anata hitsuyo?" She didn't answer him, but pushed past him and walked inside. He closed the door and turned on the lights, seeing her outfit as well as her hand. " What happened to you?" he asked. " I was in a mood so I put on the lowest thing I could design. slutty yeah don't remind me." she said. She remained standing as she slowly tried to gain some courage. "Listen you wanted me to talk about Sakura.well that's a hard subject. like Yukito is for you. So why don't we skip it all, thanks for helping me earlier, so if I ever want to have a nice little chat again I'll call until then leave me the hell alone!" She stood up and walked out the door leaving Touya stand there. "Tomoyo wait! Matte!" he yelled. "No screw the talking! I'm sick of trying to talk!"
With that said she got into the car again and began to drive anywhere she could.
~A few hours later~
"What's going on with her?" he asked as he looked out at the sky.
"Naze na anata iku mitsukedasu?" a familiar voice asked him.
He turned around, uttering only one word "Okasan?"
"Ohayo Touya." she said smiling
"Kanojo ni kuko." she said.
"Dare ga?" he asked.
"Tomoyo." she said and slowly faded away.
"Tomoyo nan no suru anata hitsuyo?"- Tomoyo what do you want?
"Naze na anata iku mitsukedasu?"-Why don't you go find out?
"Okasan?"- Mother?
"Ohayo Touya." - Good Morning Touya.
"Kanojo ni kuko." - She's at the airport
"Dare ga?" - Who?
A/N: Some don't understand that this is only a temporary solution to problems, running away doesn't solve everything. Also I sort of modeled her after Faith in season 7 of Buffy. Stay tuned for the next chapter.
Celtic Sorceress