Rinoa stared out of her window that overlooked the once beautiful scenery as the Garden floated through the Centra plains. Her life was a Hell that would never cease to torment her as she walked down to the memorial for her beloved one...Squall Leonhart.
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And
if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Your
presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
There
was not a single joyous emotion left in her, there was only a pain
that felt like a ship that is moving on land. Her heart was now
frozen like the tip if the tallest mountain in Tribia. Her dreams
were nothing but fatal memories of her past before the day she had
found him in the Training Center...dead.
These wounds won't
seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much
that time cannot erase
She looked at her cold bed from her position in front of the spotless window and had and idea. What would it be like to not breath? She asked herself this question for months, but there was never an answer...until now. She walked over to the green-sheeted bed and lifted the mattress up to reveal her savior.
When you'd cried I'd wipe away all of your tearsWhen you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have 'hold of me
Rinoa
slowly pulled the long dagger out and stared at her reflection in the
mirror next to her. Her eyes were swollen red because of all her
tears she had wept, her once creamy skin was now almost pure white,
and her raven locks of hair were tangled due to the fact that she had
not put a brush through it since three nights before.
You used
to captivate me
By your resonating light
But now I'm bound by
the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant
dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
She stood before the window once more and whispered something to the breeze that was flowing in.
"I am coming, my knight..."
With
these words she drew the dagger up to her chest and placed it in
between her breasts. She took a deep breath as tears ran down her
cheeks.
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just
too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
She
quickly pushed as hard as she could onto the weapon and screamed from
all of the pain and torturing she had inside of her escaped her small
figure.
When you'd cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When
you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand
through all of these years
But you still have 'hold of me
She
fell onto the floor and stared at the blood seeping through her blue
t-shirt. There was not a single pain that she was feeling that she
had not already felt since the warm and sunny day that everything
lost all importance to her...Squall's last day alive.
I've
tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're
still with me
I've been alone all along
She cried once more just before her body went limp and she was taken to another world. She looked around at the meadow and spotted Squall walking over to her. They slowly embraced and Squall kissed her cheek with pure love. Only one word came from Rinoa's pouty lips
"Squall..."
when
you'd cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream I'd
fight away all of your fears
and I held your hand through all of
these years
but you still have 'hold of me
me, me...
