Letting it go.
Some people find it really hard to let things go. Others can easily do so. Some are right in the middle. I never really have been able to let things go easily before but I guess I have to now.
My father and brother are gone and my mother doesn't care about me anymore. She refuses to even pay for me to see a doctor she didn't even talk to me about my problem. I'm still seeing Dr. Gordon though. She has been a huge help but she's not the tipe of doctor that I should be talking to. Most of her patients are people with as she puts it mental problems. In my opinion there all crazy.
But the kind of doctor that she wants me too see is a psychologist which apparently handles patients with emotional problems. I don't know about that but it does make me feel better to know that she dosen't think that I'm crazy.
Gordo has also been a huge help. He was always a great friend and is now a great boyfriend. He really cares for me and I really care for him. I sometimes feel like I might even love him.
I have made good friends and I'm getting involved in sports as well as both the school talent and the school fashion show. With the help of Gordo I'm starting to get my life back into order.
As for Miranda and me we had a good friendship and know its gone. We aren't going to become friends again or even be civil. Same thing for me and Kate and Claire. But that's ok I have plenty of closer true friends know.
I woke up today feeling calm and relaxed. I got out of bed ad got ready for school.
Gordo waited for me outside prepared to walk me too school.
"Ready to go," he said smiling.
Ready, I said smiling as I shut the door behind me.
I was ready for much more than to go to school. I was finally ready to let it go.
THE END.