And if you held me would I still fall? In your arms

Your promises of protection,

Protecting me from harm.

Yet I still fall, into the darkness,

I'm wondering, when I'm crying, and I doubt...

Do you catch me at all?

I'm doubting..

They say, this world is against us

But I feel like nothing is

Here for me at all.

I've been told,

You will always be there...

But where are you?

Who are you?

I'm calling out...But what is your name?

I'm flying inside my insecurities, and boundries

Are getting so hard to break.

Why am I, so stuck inside my own mind?

No control, my own thoughts, bring me to

My knees.

Who are you?

Where are you?

Do you answer my call in the dark?

Yes you do...when I'm falling

It's because I've jumped

Out your arms, I did it myself.

But you pick me up, and hold me your heart,

The boundaries are strong. But I am the one

Who breaks them.

Not you.

Who are you?

How I can say you left me here...

It was me who left you...

And I'm calling.

I'm crying.

Your son, when he was dying.

He was doing the same,

And now I'll

Praise his name, he went through

Exactly the same, exactly the same.

Who am I?

Where am I?

What am I?

I'm foolish to blame you

When it's my fault.

Why can't I learn from my mistakes?

I'm trying.