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To Love You
Summary: Suboshi loves Yui so much but it seems that Yui doesn't look at him the same way he did. Can Suboshi endure the pain of loving her?
Suboshi's POV
As I watch her cry on her bed, my heart feels an endless pain. It's as if a thousand daggers have stabbed my heart a million times. I don't want to see her that way. She's crying because of a worthless man, she's crying for Tamahome. I'd like to kill him now with my bare hands but I know my Seiryuu no Miko wouldn't like that. Wait! My Seiryuu no Miko? No she can never be mine especially her heart that she has already offered to a man that is not trustworthy for her heart. Why does she need to suffer and feel the pain that had enthroned to her by Tamahome? If only I could get her pain out of her heart and place it in mine.
I want to hold her close to me even though her heart is away from me; I still want her beside me. Even though she sees me only her seishi, I still want to be with her.
Am I wrong to let my heart love her?
No, maybe this is just part of loving someone you truly love and cherished all of your life.
I'm willing to do everything for her.
Please don't cry my Miko... If only I could...if only I could wipe your tears and comfort you in my arms. If only you could love me just like how you love Tamahome, I would never let you cry for me.
I can make you happy and forget about the man that caused you so much pain. Sometimes I wish that I'm Tamahome but I can't be like him. I'm not him!
I'm Suboshi your seishi, your seishi that truly loves you.
Can you possibly love me Miko, my... Yui?
Author's Note: This is my first Fushigi Yuugi fic. I hope you would be kind to review this. Thanks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!