I Hate You Because I Love You~~~~~~ Chappiter 5
Yo nothing much really to say... Little depressed right now... Why do people have to die? Especially by their own hands?! It makes me so sad, God this is frustrating this one author killed herself because she was being picked on... And this other author is talking about doing the same. I don't have control over them or their lives but they need to see the truth! I am scared of death I'm afraid it will hurt and I'm afraid of losing all that I have worked so hard to accomplish! Yet when you weigh out the good and the bad only the bad things stick out in my mind the most vividly! It is tearing me up inside and reading others feelings of suicide really made me think... What is our purpose in living? Just to be pushed down in the dirt and made fun off? I don't know...
Sorry for worrying you all with that I just needed to get that out of my system... ^_^
Disclaimer: I don't own Fruits Basket or any of its characters!
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AnimeObssesed: Oy life sucks when you have school... I'm not really in the mood to make fun of anyone right now so I will go straight to the story...
Kyo muse: Aww... Cheer up! I'm back in the story, doesn't that make you happy?
Yuki muse: I bet not I bet it is you that is causing her depression to be worse!
Kyo muse: Take that back you rat boy!
AnimeObssesed: Shut the Fuck up all of you, you are giving me a headache!
Yuki muse: O_O now look what you did baka neko!
Kyo muse: *mumbling about unfairness*
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Yuki stared in horror at the object in Akito's hand a pocket knife that was poised and
ready to attack at any slight movement. Akito spoke up, "See what I have done for you
and now you must do something for me..." There was a slight sneer in Akito's voice as he
cut Yuki's jacket then shirt off. As Akito leaned down and cut off his clothing Yuki
Stiffened and not wanting to watch and looked towards the window to distract himself. As
Yuki looked out the window then he thought he saw a brief shadow of what looked like
people, but he then just shook his head he was leading himself to false hope.
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The four of them rushed in and started to run blindly toward Akito's room as fast as they
could. Haru kept turning the wrong way so in the end he was being dragged by Tohru
who was following Ayame and Momijii. Ayame reached the door first and finding the door
locked started to bang on the door yelling at Akito, "Let Yuki out Akito! Onegai! He is
not ready!" Tohru and everyone else paused as they heard this 'Not ready for what?' went
through everyone's minds.
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Yuki squeezed his eyes shut as he felt the cold, hard steel touch his skin then pierce it.
Akito looked down at his cousin Yuki and thought to himself, 'Ah what a wonderful prize
I have here all for myself!' Akito then broke from his thoughts and started to finish what
he had started to carve into Yuki's chest. Then there was a banging on the door and Akito
and Yuki both heard a broken voice of Ayame through the door, "Let Yuki out Akito!
Onegai! He is not ready!" Yuki opened his eyes, 'Not ready for what?' he thought. Akito
just sneered at the door and finished carving an O on Yuki's pale white chest that had now
become stained with crimson. Yuki felt something wet coming from his eyes, he was
crying. 'Why is this happening to me!? I want the pain to go away! Why!?' Akito heard
more banging on his door and decide to have some fun. He picked Yuki up by his hair and
dragged him to the door knowing that Tohru would most likely be on the other side.
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Ayame got impatient after another minute passed and started to bang on the door again. They all waited another minute and just as Ayame was going to try again they heard the
door unlock and they watched in horror as blood started to seep through from under the
door as it opened agonizingly slow. There stood Akito with Yuki in his arms bloodied and
even paler than usual. Tohru let out a scream so loud that all of the Sohma's heard her and
started to flock to the doors of the main house to see what was wrong, totally oblivious to
the rain that was pouring harder that ever.
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Akito scooped up Yuki in his arms then reached out to unlock the door and started to
open it very slowly. After the door was fully open he heard a scream and smiled, he had
accomplished something with another. He didn't hesitate though and raised the knife to
Yuki's throat and shouted for all to hear, " This is my punishment for all who disobey me
and will not love me when I ask for it!" Everyone stared in wonder at Yuki the most
innocent of creatures was always the one to receive the most pain it just wasn't right. Akito then
pulled the knife away from Yuki's throat and aimed it at Tohru, then threw.
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Tohru gasped as she felt something pierce her skin. Everyone looked on in horror as Tohru fell to
ground after the knife hit her right in the chest. Yuki hearing the scream had woken and as his
eyes opened the first thing he saw was a knife flying toward Tohru then hitting her right where her
heart was. Tohru was on the ground crumpled in a heap a pool of blood surrounding her as she
tried to breathe. 'Yuki please be ok...' were Tohru's last thoughts as she shuddered and went still.
The people who were standing around her started to cry and the little kids were being led away
from the bloody scene. Ayame looked down at Tohru then looked up at Yuki and saw the tears in
his brothers eyes. 'Poor brother he just had to wake up just in time to see this!' Ayame thought
while he turned away no longer being able to look at Tohru's stunned face. Momijii just stared he
was frozen he didn't know what to do so he knelt down and tried to hug Tohru. But to his horror
he didn't transform nor did he feel any warmth coming from her. Haru stared down at Momijii trying to hug the dead Tohru and sighed picking up Tohru and walking out into the rain yet again,
and not saying a word. Yuki still in Akito's arms struggled to get out of his grasp and failed
miserably as all of the Sohma's started to follow the speechless Haru carrying the dead Tohru.
Once everyone was out Akito laughed to himself and said to Yuki, "Now will you love me now
that you have nothing else left to love!?" Yuki looked up at Akito and knew that he had won he
didn't want this he wanted Tohru back! He had loved her and actually earlier that day he had
planned to confess his feelings, but now, now it was to late for everything. Akito looked at Yuki
and his face then blanked then there was a smile on his face a true genuine smile that graced the
crazed teen's face. Yuki looked up and saw the smile there and knew that his cousin was happy
for what he had done. Yuki then saw Akito looking down at him with a renewed fire in his eyes,
the fire of lust. Yuki knew Akito was going to finish what he had started.
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Haru looked down at the still face of Tohru and started to head off to Shigure's house for a
reason he has not yet even thought of. Ayame and Momijii just followed Yuki almost forgotten
but not totally, they could do nothing now to stop Akito and they had felt as if they had known it
the whole time. As Haru neared Shigure's house he spotted Mii walking away huffily with
Shigure's finished script in hand. As Mii approached the gloomy figures she saw the blood stained
Tohru and paled and started to bombard them with questions. The three just ignored her and kept
walking as Mii kept following and never relenting on her questions. From the roof Kyo saw four
figures in the distance and rushed off down the stairs and to the front door. Even though it had
been pouring rain Kyo had been so worried about what had been happening, he had sought out
sanctuary on the roof. As Haru got closer Kyo noticed that there was a bloodied figure in his
arms. Almost not daring to look closer he stepped out of everyone's way and then saw to his
horror who exactly was in Haru's arms. Kyo opened and closed his mouth like a fish out of water no words forming, as he could not speak from the realization. Then Shigure walked in whistling a
happy song that was soon cut short as he saw a bloodied Tohru lying on his couch as paled. He
looked from one person to another, looking for some sort of explanation as to what had happened.
All were speechless all didn't know what to say all were frozen with shock, horror, and fear. They
didn't know what to do there was almost nothing they could do. Mii looked down at Tohru and
felt a great pity for the girl and everyone surrounding her and started to weep silently. Shigure
looked down and thought of how Tohru was just smiling that very same morning and now it was
wiped away and would never grace her beautiful face again. All other thoughts of earlier that day
were wiped away from Ayame's mind, as he stared helplessly down at the unmoving body and at
the same time he was wondering why he had left his brother there, he should have done
something! Momijii's usual happy glow and a little annoying voice was now dulled to a pained
forced thing that was barely recognizable of him. Haru was battling on the inside with his darker
half making sure that he didn't come out and do anything stupid or rash. Kyo was the one who
felt it the most 'Kuso why wasn't I there to protect her! I probley could have prevented this if I
had just gone along!' Then as if by impulse everyone looked up at the same time and looked at
each others grim faces and comparing another's feelings with another's. Kyo couldn't take it any
more he wanted to know what happened, he didn't like to feel so clueless, he needed to know
where Yuki was as well... Why was he not with them?
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MEANWHILE
Yuki was pressed up against the wall with his wrists tied together being held up by a coat hanger
as Akito continued to strip Yuki of all of his clothing finally leaving him totally bare. Akito then
hurriedly stripped himself of his remaining clothing as well and pressed up against Yuki
whispering in his ear, "You have no idea how long I have waited for this day..." At that he started to nip at Yuki's ear and hearing a half moan half gasp continued on down to his neck and biting it
just hard enough to draw blood. Akito had now marked Yuki as his, his very own and no one
else's. Yuki didn't know what to do he was still in shock from what had happened to Tohru. He
then started to become furious, 'WHY?! Why did Akito have to do this to me all the time, push
me down!?' As Yuki thought this he clenched his fists into tight balls then as Akito neared closer
he lunged forward trying to get away, just to get away from this horrible place that haunted his
memories now and forever.
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AnimeObssesed: Sorry *yawn* I keep holding out on you guys... *_*
Shigure muse: It might have something to do with the all niter you are pulling!
AnimeObssesed: Huh...? *Drool coming from mouth* Did you say something?
Shigure muse: no nothing what so ever was said...
Ayame muse: It is going on 5:30 am I think that you should at least take a nap!
AnimeObssesed: I can't trust you guys for a second and you know that!
Yuki muse & Kyo muse: We will watch them for you!
AnimeObssesed: That is more what I'm worried about...
Haru muse: I have made my presence know now so I can help baby sit these annoying fools!!! *Does peace sign*
AnimeObssesed: Ok I leave it all to you so don't fail he you hear or you shall suffer my wrath!
Hatori muse: Please review it would most likely bring AnimeObssesed out of her cranky state, hopefully. Ja!