I don't own nothing
TUESDAY:
Catherine woke up Tuesday morning two to soft voices in her kitchen. "Lindsey?" she called from her bedroom as she struggled to get herself out of bed. " Lindsey?" she called again and walked toward her kitchen.
Lindsey came in to the living room and stopped her half way. "Mommy, before you go in there I want you to know that he is sorry and that he loves both of us very much and I don't want you two to yell at each other." Lindsey ran to her bedroom as Catherine made her way into the kitchen to find Gil sitting at the table.
"What are you doing here?" she avoided eye contact as she walked over to the sink and began running water over Lindsey's breakfast dishes.
Gil stood up and walked toward her "we need to talk" he put a hand on her shoulder. "Don't touch me please," she whispered as tears came to her eyes. "I can't do this, I don't want to cry over you anymore." she turned and faced him. "I just want to know why you don't want to be with me, was it something I did?"
Gil put his hands on her face but she pulled away " I asked you not to do that", I f you want to talk you have to do it now, because I have to call the moving trucks and cancel them and I have to call the reception hall and cancel and the church and all of those things that need to be called when a wedding has to be cancelled." she let the tears overcome her and she put her hands over her face.
Gil put his arms around her and tried to move her hands but again she pulled away " You don't need to see me cry Gil, God forbid I wanted this wedding to happen and I am upset" Gil pulled her back into him " Catherine I have seen you cry before." Catherine let him hold her " Yeah but you have never made me cry so there for it is a different situation." he pulled away and sat down at the table.
Gil sat down beside her "I wanted to say that I am sorry and I was stupid and I was scared and I want to be with you and marry you" Catherine made a face " Why did you act like that and say all those things that hurt me, you say you love me and then you say you are sorry. All I wanted you to do was tell me why you were being so distant."
Gil sighed " I did not know why I was being such a jerk and then when I saw you crying and you threw the ring at me I knew that I had really screwed up and that's why I came over that night because I realized that I need you in my life, you and Lindsey, now that I have you, now that you are a part of me I don't think I can go on with out you."
Gil leaned across and wiped away her tears and kissed her forehead " A long time ago I was in love and she broke my heart, I never thought I would be able to feel like that ever again and then I met you and I told my self that I deserved to be happy again, and then I realized that it was almost time for us to say our I do's and I thought that it was only a matter of time before you broke my heart, so I broke yours instead and I hate myself for it but at the time I was scared and I thought I had to do it before you did it to me."
Catherine stopped crying "that's stupid, you know I would never hurt you." she made a face
Gil was now on his knee in front of her " I can't lose you, I need you, can you forgive me, because I really want to marry you on Saturday."
Catherine smiled " I do forgive you" she smiled a kissed him