Sorry this took so long to write!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sorrysorrysorrysorry!!!! And then when I was going to update, died....sweatdrop

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Inu-Yasha Che Mi Ami (Inu-Yasha that I love)

May 4, 2004, cafeteria, 12:01, Tuesday (I have officially given up on the 'No Writing During PMS' idea......I'll just try not to complain too much about my horrible and disgusting fat)

So far so good. Inu-Yasha hasn't done anything suspicious so far. I'm going to include a list of things that he's done today under my surveillance.......if he actually does anything interesting.

And just for the record, I am so not stalking him, I'm just......watching him wherever he goes (except for in the boy's bathroom, I'm not that bad). And it's not that hard, either, considering that we have ALL our classes together, hehe. It's fate I tell you. FATE.

Why do I like him, anyway??? He's apparently not that amiable - I mean, if my observations are correct – and they always are – he just says 'feh' and 'keh' and 'wench' and 'jock' to anyone who dares to talk to the great and powerful Inu-Yasha. WHY do I like him?? WHY does ANYONE like such a super-ego freak with YELLOW eyes?!?!

Oh yeah. 'Cause he's the hottest guy in school.

Riiiiiiiiight......almost forgot about that part.

.......

NOT!

It's common knowledge that he even models for this one magazine of his brother's......Bling Thing or whatever. I've been saving up my money to buy a collection of them and start a collage of Inu-Yashas to put on my mirror. Ok, fine...... so technically I'm kind of a stalker. Kind of being the key words, there. It's not like I take pictures of his bedroom or anything, or have a picture of him in his boxers (even though I wish I did).

I think I'll leave it at that thought. I'm becoming more and more like Miroku, I swear: Picturing Inu-Yasha......in his boxers......under some mistletoe......with.......me....... oooooooooooh I like these thoughts.

May 4 2004, on porch swing, 9:47, Tuesday

Nothing happened today except they lost my blood sample and I have to go in for another shot. I'm starting to feel funny now in anticipation like my nerves are on edge, probably because I'm getting hysteric, again, during my period in the middle of a bout of bad weather. Speaking of which I'd better go inside – I don't want to be hit with another flash storm. It's odd, this weather. Maybe it has something to do with my physic light bulb powers.

Ooooooh......I'm so MAD!!!! THAT AKITA WOMAN PUT ME THROUGH SO MUCH PAIN, AND THEN SHE MYSTERIOUSLY LOST MY BLOOD!!!!!!!!!! SHE DRANK IT! NOw I HAVE PROOF!

May 5, 2004, Wednesday, Homeroom, 7:15, Wednesday

Another guy died an unexplainable death, I'm fat, I feel depressed, the sun isn't out, yet, and nothing is happening between Inu-Yasha and me or with any one else - it's like he's been hiding for some reason. I think I'm going to go bump into him in the hall and say hi or something, since he seems pretty glum ever since the announcement of the father's death. And guilty. He seems glum and guilty. Besides, maybe it'll make me feel better. Or me......hehehe.

LATER THAT DAY IN THE CAFETERIA

It took me three tries, but I was finally able to say 'hi' to him when we passed each other in the hall. Considering that it's so damn noisy, there, I thought that he hadn't heard me. Kouga, on the other hand, who had been standing right next to him at the time said 'hi' right back to me, a big smile on his face. Hehe. He'd pulled a Kagome. But Inu-Yasha just slunk away, hiding his face and 'feh'ing as he went. He's so hot. I'm scared that he's getting depressed – statistics show that it's a common thing to have happen when the weather's foul. And lately, random storms and 'ominous' clouds, as Miroku calls them, have been gathering around ever since after my shot.

Well, I was angry when mom tricked me into going, but not that angry.

Miroku, being a Buddhist Monk Wanna-Be (he says it attracts the chicks) stated loudly that he thought the cause of such foul weather had to do with demons. I was like, 'Whatever. Get a life,' as almost everyone around us laughed at him. He shook his head at me and muttered something about PMS turning ALL girls into demons. More laughter, this time at me. I thunked him solidly on the head for that one, even though he was right. I think I'll stay away from my friends during my anger bouts during this week.

Hey, I just noticed that I hadn't cared when Kouga waved at me. Or when random people laughed with me. And at me. Never mind that part, I think I'll just focus in on that Kouga thing. I mean, he's like the second most popular guy in school, and he had waved at me, Kagome Higurashi - the biggest, nerdiest, geekiest girl in school! He seems a little, I dunno, nicer than Inu-Yasha. Boo on him.

Geez? Why do I feel so sour? Maybe it's because Inu-Yasha feels bad, 'cause whenever I get near him I start to feel foreboding and on my guard. But who can blame me, he's not exactly the most social guy I've ever seen. I mean, for all I know, he could the demon that's calling all the clouds, considering his evil, evil mood.

May 6, 2004, movie theatre with Yumi and Sango (and Miroku, although no one really invited him), 6:13, Thursday, waiting for the damn movie to actually START

Yumi and Sango are deep in an argument about democratics verses republicans, Yumi being the democrat and Sango being the republican. I hate talking about politics with friends – it always winds up in some sort of argument or another, so I'm taking this time to write, even though I really feel like taking this time to talk about Inu-Yasha. But hey, what's new?

I must say that I am very disturbed. I mean Inu-Yasha and Miroku? A couple? Both Yumi and Sango apparently think that, in the event that Miroku should suddenly turn gay, he should try out his luck with Inu-Yasha. They reason that their slightly aloof, yet rather devoted and determined personalities make them the 'perfect' couple. "Plus," says Yumi, "Inu-Yasha has white high-lights in his hair, while Miroku has black."

And I have blue highlights. Yay. Big whoop.

"Opposites attract," Sango clued me in.

One day, blue and white will be opposites, I tell you, and when that day comes Inu-Yasha and I will be attracted to each other like magnets. THEN they'll see who Inu-Yasha goes with. Miroku can have Sango for all I care.

And Miroku, I know you're reading this, so please go away and grope Sango or something.

Uh-oh......I hope he didn't take that seriously – ok, I was right......he did. Poor, traumatized Sango. Well, at least they're not talking about politics anymore. I'm going to see if I can squeeze out some info on Inu-Yasha's evil, sour mood from Sango or someone. Seriously, he's a great person to talk about.