New Emotions
Chapter Six
Inuyasha stood totally confused at her words. He watched as he closed her eyes in anticipation of what was going to happen next. Soon after her words were spoken he caught another scent. It reeked to him. He covered his nose as Kagome stood and looked towards the mountain. Suddenly a gigantic whirlwind came. Inuyasha's eyes widened. He was about to ask Kagome what that was but something stopped him. He went from looking at Kagome to kissing the dirt. Man, he sank low. He looked up to see what had caused his downfall and the sight made him wretch. There, holding HIS Kagome's hands was a filthy youkai. He was wondering why Kagome had not purified him. He was a male wolf youkai. He had black long hair pulled back into a ponytail. He had icy blue eyes and barely wore any clothing. Whatever he did wear was mostly fur. What bothered him most was the way that wolf was eyeing Kagome. They were filled with lust and love. It irritated him to no end. This wolf was drooling over his Kagome.
"Kagome! Where have you been? Why are you a hanyou? I was SO worried about you!" The youkai closed his eyes as tears flowed down anime-style. He hugged her close to his body. Kagome blushed and pulled away. "I have been with Inuyasha when he bought me as a slave..." She was abruptly cut off by the now fuming wolf. He turned to stare daggers at the one so called Inuyasha who was already glaring daggers. His blood was boiling and he didn't know why. This piece of FILTH was touching HIS Kagome! His basic instinct told him to rip this FILTH to shreds. He was broken from his thoughts as the FILTH screeched its menacing cry.
"A SLAVE!!!!!!!!!"
"I have no idea WHO you are but STAY away from KAGOME!"
"You should be talking dog-breath! You are giving me heartburn!"
"Then allow me to help you!"
"Sure like a mutt like you can help me."
"No I INSIST!"
Inuyasha through a punch at Kouga who easily dodged it. They were both in a fighting stance and throwing sparks everywhere. Kagome walked in hoping to stop the two arrogant fighters. "Come on you guys this is stupid!" She was ignored as she rolled her eyes. She looked back at the two fighting boys.
"How do you know Kagome you wimpy wolf?"
"I should be asking you the same dog breath!"
"SHE IS MY WOMAN!"
Inuyasha's jaw dropped to the floor. His eyebrow was twitching uncontrollably. His eyes began to go wide. He stared at Kagome. He refused to believe it. He growled at Kouga. "She is NOT your WOMAN!" Kouga smiled smugly. "Yes she is. Her parents had arranged a marriage between us." Inuyasha's heart felt like it would burst. His parents had received a letter confirming it and told him. He never wanted to believe it. He remembered what he had confessed to himself. He found out then he hid it far away deep in his heart. He basically made himself forget how he felt. That feeling just resurfaced as well as the force that broke it. He turned to Kagome with hurt eyes. Kagome saw that look and it tore her apart. She hurt him. She knew that now. She never wanted too. It wasn't her choice. She remembered the day her parents told her she would be married to Kouga. It was the day her heart was broken.
Flashback
A thirteen year old Kagome looked out the window. She had always been dreaming of the day she would once again meet her Inuyasha. Her eyes widened. Had she just said her Inuyasha? She smiled dimwittedly. How could she have been so stupid? For the last eight years she had insisted it was merely out of companionship. Here at the castle everything had been so dull. Tears streamed down her eyes. It would never work. This was probably another one of her foolish dreams that would never come true. A maid knocked on her chamber door.
"Excuse me your highness but your parents call for you down in the main hall."
Kagome dried her tears and slowly began her descent down the stairs. She closed her eyes. She had a bad feeling about this. Lately her parents have been discussing her marriage and she knew they were not talking about Inuyasha. When she approached her worst fears were confirmed. There in the hallways stood her parents along with the lords of the East and a boy around a year older than her. She did a little curtsy and listened to her parents' painful ramblings. With every word they spoke about her marriage another part of her was dying and yearning for Inuyasha to be here with her.
With Kouga
His parents had been telling him about his marriage. He was supposed to marry the young daughter of the lords of the North. 'I bet she if some awful looking snobby girl.' He sighed as he went along with his parents. During the trip his parents told him about his to-be bride. With every word they said, he wanted more and more to meet her. When he finally arrived there the princess was no where to be seen. Her parents called her down. Finally coming down the stairs was the prettiest sight he had ever seen.
With Inuyasha
He sat looking out the window dreaming of his little angel. It has been eight years since their fateful meeting. Ever since that day all he had been doing was thinking about the one day he would meet her again. Sure their parents kept in touch but they were to busy to ever visit. He looked gloomily out the window once more. He was a love struck fool. He couldn't believe that he had been so stupid. This whole time he told himself over and over again that Kagome was only his friend when the answer was right in front of him. He loved her. He frowned she was thirteen now wasn't she? Isn't that the age when their parents choose their husbands? Inuyasha panicked. Just then his parents called him over to their room.
"Inuyasha, we have wonderful news!"
"What is it?"
"Do you remember Kagome? Well she is getting married!"
Inuyasha's heart stopped. 'No, she was getting married? Was this love just imagined?' Inuyasha's heart sank further. 'I won't let this get to me. I will forget about this! I bet right now she is enjoying herself perfectly. She would've never liked me that way anyways.'
"That, that's great, may I please be excused?"
"You may."
Inuyasha calmly walked out of his parents' room. The second he was out and closed the door he made a dash to his room. When he got there he lay on his crying. However he wasn't the only heart broken teen.
With Kagome and Kouga
Kouga was immediately awed by Kagome's beauty and allowed his jaw to drop. Kagome was immediately awed by his stupidity and embarrassment. He regained his composure and closed his mouth. "Oh my, pardon me, my name is Kouga." He reached for her hand and kissed it. "My name is Kagome." She snatched her hand back. She was disgusted at this behavior. She frowned. 'He doesn't love me. He just likes the way I look.' Her thoughts were brought back to Inuyasha. She felt tears prickle at her eyes but forced herself not to cry. Her parents coughed and began to announce their news. "Kagome, Kouga, you too will be married in about two years!" Kouga seemed excited and sad. 'AWW!!!!!! TWO YEARS!!!!!! Well at least I will marry a beauty like her.' He smirked. Unbeknownst to him Kagome's thoughts were totally different. She immediately paled. 'I have to marry HIM!!!! Well at least it will be in two years.' Then something struck her. A lone tear fell. She paled even further and excused herself to her room. Kouga was left stunned. He looked to her father. Her father in turn shrugged at the young wolf prince and simply answered. "Tears of joy."
The moment Kagome reached the confines of her room she began to sob. She would never be with Inuyasha now. She sniffled. 'It's not like he actually liked me. He probably is grinning with glee that the maniac girl was going to be married. He would never like a girl like me. Please Inuyasha; you are the only one who can save me from this nightmare.' Unknown to her, that thousands and thousands of miles away a heartbroken hanyou rested his thoughts along with hers.
With Inuyasha
He lay on his bed crying his eyes out. He knew it wouldn't help the situation, but it help him emotionally. All he could think of was Kagome. It wasn't easy to forget your first love. 'It's not like she would have liked a hanyou like me.' But something in him told him he was wrong. 'Well she is probably so happy with her new husband to be. She would never like me anyways.' Something told him she wasn't happy though. He wanted so bad to believe that. 'One day, I will find you and save you from your nightmare.'
End Flashback
All of her thoughts from that day came crashing back causing her brain to rack of the forgotten sorrow. All of her feelings and emotions she had tried so hard to forget all came back. Her sorrow, her pain, her fear, and her love. The two rivals continued their bickering not knowing the pain they were causing to the one they were fighting over. Kagome's breathing began deep and shallow as she tried to fight for her consciousness. However she was fighting a losing battle. Her last visions were of Inuyasha and Kouga's silence. She watched as Inuyasha turned tail to make a run for her. She heard him yell her name. 'Inuyasha......' Then all went black.
Hey people! I AM SORRY FOR ALL THE KOUGA FANS WHO READ THIS!!!!!!!!!!! I DIDN'T MEAN TO MAKE HIM SOUND LIKE A JERK I AM JUST WRITING THIS SO I AM SORRY IF I HAVE OFFENDED YOU! Sorry about the updates. Sorry about the length too I had to make it a little bit shorter then the rest of the chapters. Oh and about my updates. I wait for a good amount of reviews. I have chapters already though LOL. evil smirk I am not very happy either. Where did my reviewers go? I am missing the one of the four people who are very important to me here on FFN. Where that person is I do not know. I am pretty sure you know who you are though. Oh and HEHE just to clear some stuff up. Kagome still smells a little bit like her old self so Kouga knew that it was her. And if you don't mind I want LOTS of reviews for this chapter. I ALREADY HAVE CHAPTER SEVEN READY! I AM JUST GOING TO WAIT FOR REVIEWS! THE FASTER YOU REVIEW THE FASTER THEY ARE COMING! I WILL END THIS STORY IN ABOUT TWO MORE CHAPTERS.
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