Mistaken Love

Written by : Yunali

Chapter 13 - Fate

Disclaimer : I will never own one of the greatest anime, Cardcaptor Sakura. Ever!!

Notes : Italic words - Tomoyo's letter to Sakura


A/N : I believe this is the last chapter! Let's just see how this will turn out alright?

Hugs, kisses, gratitude, appreciation and thanks are rewarded to:

MiniSparky : It is a miracle. Good thing I didn't make the car severely..i mean severly..injure her. I'm kidding! I wouldn't make dear Tomoyo chan die! Of course not! -smiles-

Crystalz Tearz : If school was a person..I'd attack him/her. Okay, maybe I won't, I'm not that mean. You don't proofread either? I get pretty lazy and in a hurry as well. I'd like to read one of your fanfics.

amethyst sweet angel : Thanks for reviewing!! Yay! My computer tends to go stupid on me too. But! I love it! Without it, I won't be able to update my story and meet wonderful reviewers like you! You got hit by a car?!! No!! I'm glad you're okay though! -smiles- I had a dream about getting hit by a car -laughs deviously- ..it was too weird. -gasp- You're adding me to your favorite list? Yay!! Thank you so much!!

tenshi cherry blossoms : Lol! Yeah, I made Kaho a pain in this fanfic!! You like the last scene? It didn't confuse you right? Yeah, I have two foreign languages, Japanese II and CHamorro.. -whines- But!! I love taking Japanese II. I'm going to try and take Japanese III next year!!

AniMeAzN-5-14 : Yes! Go Sakura chan! Smack her! Thank you. She did deserve it. -evil grin- You deserve a huge thanks and a big bear hug!!

black shinigami : I hope this chapter isn't a cliffy too...hehe..Well, you're just going to have to read and find out. Arigato!!!!!!

black-thief : -cheers- Yes!! Tomoyo chan survives!! Don't you just love it?! I certainly do! Go Tomoyo chan!! Thanks!!

VampiricEternity : Hehehe..you know what? I had a project..making a book about myself..I used your review as an example. I printed your review and cut and pasted it onto my book. My chapter is amazing?! You're amazing too!!

Sakuralover : School has kept me too busy, with all the homework and projects. Yay! E&T survived! I love this couple!! The S&S scenes, of course were added for all those S&S fans out there!! Thank you veryyyy much!!

FromDayOne : I hope this will help you get unconfused. I don't even know if that sounded right. -laughs nervously- I wish Eriol and Tomoyo were an official couple, so I may stop dreaming. Oh well, I love them anyway!! Just like I love my reviewers!!!! MWAHAHAHAHAHA!! You're a great reviewer!!

amethysapphire : I hope that's how you spell your name...eh..heh. Yes! It's your first time to review and I'm so glad that you did as well!! I truly appreciate it..because you had time to review for me!! You're so sweet!! You'll see if Tomoyo chan survived in this chapter. Yay!! Thanks again!

To all my other previous reviewers and all readers :

Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!! You've made it possible for me to continue this fan fic!!! I hope you like this last final chapter of Mistaken Love!! Enjoy!!
Tomoyo's POV

It's been three months since I left Japan. I left unnoticed, I bet you're wondering why. It's obvious. I ran away..again. I didn't expect it, but as I realized it, it was best the decision I could make. He still has feelings for her. I know it. Why do you think he didn't leave Kaho yet? He's very unsure of his feelings. Indecisive. He can't choose between us and it's driving him crazy.

Yet, I think it's best for him to stay with ...Kaho. I hate the choice I've made, but I believe so much that she will make him happy. Much more happier than I could possibly do. His happiness is my happiness. Like Sakura, her happiness is mine.

I did leave all of them, but I only told Sakura Kinomoto, my best friend. Do you remember the flight I booked? I departed after one week since that car incident.

I thought I could make myself happy, but I can't, since I know I'm not there to give him happiness. But how would I know if I will not run away again? I didn't want to be put up into this chaos with Eriol and Kaho...so I left. I couldn't stand it anymore...with all the constant arguments about me.
Flashback

After that dream in the hospital. I felt I needed to go back. Sakura's mother, Nadeshiko has helped me realize that. Not only was Nadeshiko Sakura chan's mother and guardian angel, she was my guardian angel as well. She helped me realize that someone else needed me there. How sure was I that when I would return everthing would be alright?

Expect the unexpected.

I came back. And I had so much choices to make. After I woke up. Kaho slightly pushed Eriol away from me and slapped me harshly. I wanted so much do return that harsh action, but how will that help me?

" Eriol will never be with you! You run away from everything! I know you'll do it again. What makes you think you can make him happy? You don't know him! You don't know anything about him! Eriol told me, you went on one date! Not even as yourselves!! Do you think that you'll make up all the mistakes you've made? "

" You don't know what happened between us. You don't know how he feels. " I responded with a low tone, still recovering from the accident.

I glanced at Eriol kun. He stared at the two of us, Kaho and I. I guess he was speechless. Maybe what he heard was true...

End Flashback

That's what all she said and left. She dragged Eriol kun out of the hospital room we were in and left..He didn't say anything to me afterwards.

I thought about what Kaho had said and here I am. Clueless. Sometimes I regret leaving Japan and sometimes I don't. That was the past and this is the present. I have to deal with reality.

I was weak in love. Something so complicated. Dealing with this situation is mind boggling. They say, don't follow your brain, follow your heart.

Have I done that? All this thinking has gotten me tired, but I have to write to Sakura and tell her everything. I have to express and let her know how I feel. She's the only one I have and can talk to. My mom, Sonomi Daidouji is always busy..with business of course.

Dear Sakura chan,

Hey, How is your relationship with Syaoran kun?

Flashback

" Just kiss him already!! " I demanded, my attention utterly focused on the two sweethearts who were obviously in an awkward position.

I watched sweetly as Sakura and Syaoran dive right into the kiss. Maybe her first love and her last. Hopefully one day, I could feel the same way she truly feels.

" Sakura chan!! This is so CUTE!!! " I squealed with joy and jumped up and down in the air with complete excitement.

" One more time! One more time! I need to catch this unbelievable sweet moment!! " I ordered as both of them stared confusingly at me while I ran into Sakura's room and searched for a camera or a camcorder. Something to catch this breathtaking moment!!

I came back and I saw Sakura's head simply lay on Syaoran's chest sweatdropping.

End Flashback
I guess it's going great! I wish you the best! Cherish every moment with him.

I don't know when I'll return, but please wait for me. I'll be back, maybe a whole, new different person.

I want to change my habits. Change those that ruin my life and make me regret choices I've made.

I certainly had to think of what to write to Sakura chan.

You told Eriol kun, didn't you? You told him I left. How is he by the way? I remember a call on my cell phone, when I was about to depart from Japan.
Flashback

" Your ticket Miss. " The flight attendant reminded me politely.

" Oh yes. I apologize. " I smiled at her and she handed me the ticket.

Ring! Ring! It must be someone that knows my departure. I glanced at my cell phone and it turns out, it wasn't Sakura. I know her number and she's the only person that knows this day was my flight.

Who else would it be?

" Eriol kun. " I mumbled staring at my cell phone.

I just know Sakura would do something to fix this.

I won't answer it. I choose not to do so.

End Flashback
That's alright that you had told him, because it has already been done.

You're probably wondering..why can't I be a strong person inside and out? Having to overcome your fears isn't easy. It simply takes time. A lot of time.

When time comes..things will change.

Hopefully..I'll see you.. Take Care!

And Sakura chan...

" The greatest thing you'll ever learn, is to love and be loved in return. "

Always,

Daidouji Tomoyo

" That should finish it. " I yawned sleepily as I glanced at the clock. Only 6:30 pm. Am I that tired? Unpacking..well..is pretty exhausting.

" Is the post office closed at this hour? " I questioned myself as I stretched my arms.

" Ah, what the heck! "

I sealed the letter and wrote the necessary attachments in the front. To Sakura Kinomoto. The letter had said.

I strolled down the misty streets of England. Hey! I don't need to go to the post office anyway. There's a post box right in front of my apartment.

I stared with fear at the dark blue post box. Am I ready to mail this letter? ...I felt myself shake from an inaudible laugh. This is just to Sakura chan. Nothing to worry about.

Flashbacks. Memories. Dreams. Incidents. Accidents. Mistakes. All colliding into my mind. Just what do I want? How do I want to make myself happy? Satisfied?

There's truly only one possible answer.

I hate to admit the truth, but it's obvious.

Ack! I felt the wind knock the letter out of my hands. Just like my dream. [A/N : Refer to first chapter]

But..in the dream, it landed into someone's hands.

I watched the letter fly by the breeze of the wind. That little pink envelope held all my memories and I sent them to my best friend so she may keep it. I may return..who knows? It's possible I'll be back..I'll return to my memories.

I didn't bother chasing after it. My body wanted to, but my heart said no. I'll believe my heart just this once. It is, after all, very important in the body....in mine.

" I think I'll just let fate handle it all. " I said to myself as I opened my arms and let the breeze fly past me.

" It all started with a letter..and ended with one as well... "

" To think that Tomoyo Daidouji would run away... " A deep voice echoed in the empty halls of the manor of Eriol Hiiragizawa.

" From you? " His companion had asked.

" I'm not sure. " His mind has hesitated him to answer.

" What are you sure about then? "

Complete silence and tension had filled the air.

" Are you scared to admit it? " His friend urged him to tell.

" I'm not. " He denied as he pounded his fist on the table that positioned in front of him.

" Then why won't you tell me? " He questioned with no response to his actions.

" Damn Li! Will you stop pressuring me to reveal what I refuse to say. "

" You're hesitant..let go Hiiragizawa. " A friendly comment had been advised.

" But.. " He clenched his fist, prepared to pound the table once more to release his frustration.

" Oh, you mean Kaho? "

" Do you honestly love her? "

" I...don't know. "

" Yes or no. " Two choices. One answer.

" Yes or no. " His friend had repeated in the same tone. Repeating the same options had irritated the sweet, charming Hiiragizawa causing him to lose control and reveal his final answer.

" I LOVE HER!! " Eriol admitted as he stood up from his current position. " I've told her so..but I don't think she heard me... "

" Tell her again. "

" I need to get out. "

" What time is it? "

" Six AM.. " He answered as he walked over to the front door as Syaoran had followed. Early morning. The sun has rised and the breeze had refreshed him as he stretched his arms.

" So Li, you're staying longer? " His back faced Syaoran as he asked.

" Yeah. I'm staying for Sakura...because her best friend has left. "

They stayed quiet for awhile, enjoying the cold breeze and the bright light blue sky. Eriol's sapphire eyes focused on the sky. He needed to relax and that was obvious and expected. But he had not expected that fate was blowing his way.

" What's this? " Eriol asked as an envelope was placed gently onto his hand.

" What? "

" This! " He waved the envelope in the air while Syaoran squinted his eyes as he attempted to take a good look at the names written on the envelope.

" Fate. " Syaoran simply replied as Eriol paused and read the front attachments.

His eyes had widened. Maybe there's time to admit his love for her.

" Don't wait Hiiragizawa. "

" I choose not to...but I will wait forever for Tomoyo Daidouji. "
Owari

A/N : Finish! Owari! The End! Mwahahahahahaha! Yes, you all must be mad at me. I didn't expect this ending either. Happy endings don't always turn out in every story. This is totally different and unexpected..but I have a special gift in store for all of you!! Yes all of you!! You desperate to know? It's Mistaken Love Part II !!!!!!!! Some are just probably wondering..why not just complete it? Good question..but it'll stray from the plot like what I just did when adding Kaho. Oh well! I promise you, a second part to this fan fiction. That's it! I'd like to thank every single one of you who had read my fan fiction and to those who had time to review. Reviewers...muah! muah! muah! to all of you...every single one of you!! If you hadn't reviewed..I wouldn't have the intention to complete this story!! So arigato!! ARIGATOOO! Oh and please review..and if you do.. I'm totally positive you'll get your story!! Don't be ashamed, go ahead and get mad at me!! Yay!! If I have any grammatical errors, please tell me by a review. You absolutely have the initiative to do so! I'm just lazy to proofread.

This is the longest chapter I have ever written!

Mistaken Love Part II