Disclaimer: I hate these so much, but ok. I don't own anything that has any association with Harry Potter, I don't own him, or the characters in the book.... but i have a birthday coming up.. so with some luck maybe J K Rowling will give me Remus.. or Sirius??! Im not picky!! Ahahah
Its a short fic... semi angsty.. but very fluffy at the end.
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It takes strength just to look at you now, more strength of heart than I possess.
Your eyes scream out pain, and your face spells out defeat. Finally life defeated you. -That always was the difference between us. Life had already trampled me, but you had not yet been vanquished.
But, I guess life trampling me was really my advantage. I understood the harshness of life, what it was capable of. Your, I still embraced it, and found a way to love some of the things that were in it. And that you see, loving the things fashioned by a cruel world, was my mistake.
You, though, you were so far untouched, and untainted by the cruelty of life. You found no reason not to love what was in the world, you had no warning of the harshness of it all. You believe that you got the better of life, not that life gets the better of you. You soared above it all, and for a while, despite my instincts, I did too. You helped fashion my wings with your kiss, and taught me to fly with your tender embraces. So, I soared along side you, but, just as you lifted me up, you brought me down too. You abruptly crashed, just as you were grazing the clouds, and you made me plummet along side you.
You broke my wings, broke them so I never would soar again. And even worse, you used me as the tool for the crash, for you and my destruction. You betrayed my secret, made me vulnerable.
I am desperately trying to piece my wings back together, but your just leaving yours shattered.
I know that I can never soar and fix by wings by myself, but, I cannot ask for your help. My wounds from the crash are still tender.
Weeks go by, and I keep my distance. Slowly, the pieces of my smile are all back in place, and only my wings remain broken. You are still shattered all over. Refusing to be fixed, refusing to pick up the pieces.
Slowly, I walk over to you, and piece your smile back together, then your heart, then your laugh, and lastly your wings. You are once again standing proud. Slowly, with a tender kiss, you heal my wings also. Once again, I find myself soaring along side you. I realize now that you were not refusing to be healed, but were only waiting for me to forgive you, which was the only way you could ever be healed again.
I realize now that life doesn't always have to get the better of you if you let it.
I realize now that with you by my side, the world isn't such a cruel place.
I realize now that my only mistake was not, loving some of the things in life. My mistake was not loving everything thing in my life.
I realize now that you are the reason I soar, the reason I learned to fly.
I realize now that I love you.
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