Blackcherryimplants: well this is a double poem thingy... but umm yea the first one if kinda inspiried from a fiction where kagome is possesed by kikyou and kills inuyasha, but then finds out after kikyou goes away to hell, she secretly wanted to kill him all along... then the second is about how sango started having feelings for miroku... very angsty but yea...
Kagome
A single tear fell...I scream and cry, yet I do not yell...
I feel the pains lying so cold in my mind
my free soul... yours to find...
Its been so long since I could love my self...
yet I feel like a little toy elf...
Alone and cold I stay far away...
I can no longer be hurt by what you say...
My skin grows cold... my face voied of emotion...
You just sit and scream... when I fall out of motion...
Your nothing but a liar...
I watch as you dance around the deathly fire...
I am trapped... in you shackles and chains...
Caught thinking about your distugisting sayings...
My mind sees a gentle push...
I crawl out from under the bush...
now its your time to scream....
Your surprized by my eye's happy gleam...
I ended what had never begun...
and as I dust off, your life...
I turn and run to the sun...
Sango
Love will find you your a nice enough person, that you dont need to find it...its dark... I cant see my own hand in front of my face... I really feel scared...
I dont know what to do... its like the more I cry out the more opressive and thick the darkness becomes...I crawl in a small ball on the floor...
I call out your name... you ignore... I dont know how you became the man I adore...
I fell in love with a shadow you said... I sit here crying your words echo in my head...
The rain is falling I cannot feel any warmth on my cold dead skin... I dont know how loving you became a sin...
I try to tell... tell you all my painful, and un forgiving fears... Yet my crys and pain fall on deaf ears...
I try to hide what I feel, in a cloud of cheer... yet everyone can see my sad single tear...
How can you make me feel so alone? everyone sees what you do... yet they condone...
My love is all I have... nothing more nothing less... yet you take it and leave a great mess...
you walked on... left me crying... silently... my heart feels like its dying...
You take no notice to my sadness... I now think sitting here... I'm suffering from a light case of madness...
I sit alone and see you, we where never what I want... casuial friends... are not the same... but now, I feel I put many to shame...
You cry for another... she was a wonderful person, that you also turned down... now shes moved on and left you... you cry, and make me think of you as a clown...
Is it wrong to feel this? is it aloud to go on? I feel like a stranded fawn....
I dont know what to do... its like the more I cry out the more opressive and thick the darkness becomes...I crawl in a small ball on the floor...
I call out your name... you ignore... I dont know how you became the man I adore...
I fell in love with a shadow you said... I sit here crying your words echo in my head...
The rain is falling I cannot feel any warmth on my cold dead skin... I dont know how loving you became a sin...
I try to tell... tell you all my painful, and un forgiving fears... Yet my crys and pain fall on deaf ears...
sunday was the day I saw beauty alive in your eyes... I swear, I thought you would tell no lies...
Monday you held me, and told me you how you.. felt... I remeber sitting there, and the ice on my heart began to melt..
tuesday you smiled, as your head laied on my shoulder, I didnt relize that the air around us became colder...
wendsday I had icey tears that needed to be left behind I didnt know then that there was more to find...
You walked away, you didnt look back... I thought I was the one suffering from lack..
I called out your name... I was really crying now... I really think that was when the walls came down...
Thursday I saw another, she seemed pretty... not kissing you... but god... I wish you would have just thought and knew...
Friday came and you saw me, nothing seemed a mess... You sat and said 'darlin I must confess...'
Saturday you came by, and told me the news... I really thought you had made me choose...
sunday came and you left
I called after you... I tried not to cry I did my best...
I sat and cried for seven days... I could barly see through the teary haze...
when it was over, I spoke softly...
please oh baby... stay with me tonight...
hide me from reality...
I dont want to see humanity...
I just want to be with you...
I thought then your love had died...
now I know, now that my broken heart is fixed...
that your love never lived... and that my dear is very, very hard to miss...
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Blackcherryimplants: this is a combo of how sango and kagome feel well during the really sad times I guess...
