I am soooo sorry this took so long to get up, but I have been busy, and I
didn't know what to write, but now I do! Thanks for all the reviews
everyone, they have mean a lot to me. Oh sorry if there's any typos or
spelling mistakes, I will try and go back and fix them later.
Disclaimer: I own 108 eps of Inuyasha in Japanese and the first movie, but that's all. Yup, that means I don't own the characters themselves, but I do own the lovable trouble maker Kira.SO THERE!
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Noir: Thanks, of course I'm gonna continue. I wanna get this fic done with hopefully 60 or so chapters, that's my goal. Thanks for reviewing.
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Mystic Darkness: Glad ya think so ^-^
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Lasako: Yay your back! Lol. That's okay, my spelling sucks too, whatcha gonna do? That movie is funny, my brother bought it a while back so I have seen it like at least 5 times now, but it doesn't make me feel drunk, I just laugh like a hyena. Here's the next chappy though it took a while to get it done, and his reaction will either be in this chappy or the next, so you might not have to wait long to see. Thanks for coming back and reviewing, it made me really happy. ^.^
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neko chan: Well because people voted Sess/Kag. You seem to be a very rude person and I hope that you do not continue to read my fic. ~~
MysticAlangel: Erm.okays, me is updating, but not as some people would consider soon.eh heh. Thanks for reviewing!
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Sharem: I am happy you love it so far ^ _ ^ Thanks for reviewing.
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An-G Ehm: Flames are basically reviews telling people that their story sucks and stuff like that trying to make the author feel bad, they are pointless and stupid, and just show how big of a moron the people that flame other people are. I am glad you like my story. Actually Kira is his older sister, she's Sesshoumaru's twin, just to clear that up for you, but I am glad you like the idea. There are a lot of fics out there now that have Inuyasha and Sesshoumaru having a sister. Happy that your learning something from it..lol. Me? An inspiration? That's new, but I think I kinda like it, yeah I'll check out your fic as soon as I'm done updating, I will not shun you for a few mistakes, I mean I'm kinda new at this myself, and I make mistakes too. I don't think the Sess/Kag pairing is that weird, really it's just more of a challenge to write, I love Inu/Kag though and that's what I hope the anime will end up as (everyone knows it will!). Well thanks for taking the time to review and share your opinions.
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Duo no Tsuin: Yup, she fell asleep thinking about Sessy, that does make for nice dreams.hehehe. I hope you feel better (by now you probably don't remember having the head-ache.lol). Thanks for reviewing, me likes your reviews.
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Suki: I'm happy you think it's cute, I like cute. I'm also happy you like it. My fingers seem to have taken a long break so this chapter is late, but it's here now. Thanks for reviewing!
* * * * * * * * * * * Kagome's POV * * * * * * * * * * *
"Kagome. Wake up it's time for dinner." a voice said as I opened my eyes
"Kira-chan?" I asked, I could not see too well, sleep was still clouding my mind and eyes
"Hai, now get up before you miss dinner. Shippou is waiting for you." Kira said as she pulled my warm blanket away from me
"Do I have to?" I groaned as I tried to sit up in my new bed
"Hai. You need to eat something, but after you do you can go right back to bed." she said giving me a sweet smile that I could now see
"Fine." was all I said as I stood up, I staggered for a second before I found my footing on the nice rug that was placed under my feet
"Here." Kira said throwing a kimono at me
It was a beautiful white kimono with black crescent moons stitched all over it, simple but beautiful.
"Beautiful, ne?" Kira asked seeing my face, at least that's what I'm guessing
"Hai." I said still looking at the new clothing
"My mother always did have the best kimonos. Simple, but not to simple. Perfect." Kira said getting a far off look in her eyes, she must have been really close to her mother to miss her this much
I also miss my mother, but I can always go back and see her and my family. Well at least I can for now, but I have no idea when that will end. I have no idea if I will be sent home or stuck here, but maybe being stuck here isn't as bad as it use to sound.
"Well we should get down to dinner before no one comes looking for us." Kira said, joking of course, well at least I hope that was a joke
Sesshoumaru would come looking for her if she didn't show up soon, wouldn't he? Even though he didn't show it he cares deeply for his sister, so why did she say that? Was she joking? Or did she really believe it? So many questions that can not be answered right now.
"Hai, I'll just be a second." I said as I began to change my clothes
It felt so much better to get out of old clothes, they were dirty and worn out. I'm glad I decided to come here with Kira, and Sesshoumaru, weird as it is to say. I feel like I'm safe here, and I'm happier than I had been in a while.
"I'm ready." I said just as I got done tying my black obi
"Good, I'm getting hungry." Kira answered chuckling a bit, though I don't really know why, but she must have found something funny
Kira walked out of my door and I of course followed her, I have no clue how to get around this place by myself. We walked down a few halls, not too many, well not as much as there could have been. Portraits decorated just about every wall in this place, and they were beautiful.
"I take it you like what you have seen of the castle so far?" Kira asked with a little smile playing on her face like she was trying to hold back laughter
"Hai. It's beautiful." I answered her with a smile of my own, I must really look childish smiling like a little kid in a candy store as that saying goes
"I can not believe even after I lost my memory I still remembered this place, it's a miracle." Kira half whispered as if she was in some sort of trance, or deep thought about something
She has mentioned something before about losing her memory and being taken away from her home and family, but I have never pressed her to tell me the whole story. I just hope one days she will trust me enough to tell me what happened to her, and why she came to live as part of the Rom.
"It's because this place is a part of you, a part that can never be taken away even if you forget everything." I said remembering my own home, and how much I missed it there
"You are absolutely right. You can never forget your home, no matter what happens." Kira said smiling again, which in turn made me smile
"Now let us get something to eat." Kira said grabbing my hand dragging me down the hallway
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Kagome is sad. I can tell just by looking at her, she longs to be loved in the way of a lover. I want to help her get over this feeling, but I do not know how. Sesshouamru has also shown this sadness, he doesn't know that he does, but it's there in his eyes. They need each other, they don't realize it now, but they soon will, I will make sure of that.
"Here we are." I said turning towards the younger girl as we stopped in front of the wooden doors leading into the family dining room
I pushed the door open and led Kagome inside. I sat to the right of my brother and told Kagome to sit next to me, which she did as the servants brought out the food. Everyone ate in silence and it was driving me crazy, I hated the quiet during meals, I do not know why but I hate it.
"How about after dinner I show you and Shippou around?" I asked Kagome hoping that would spark some kind of conversation, the least it would do was break the silence a bit, and that was good enough for me
"That sounds good to me." Kagome said in her cheery, but not overly fake cheery tone so I knew she was actually happy to be shown around
"Hai, I mean we can not have you getting lost." I said chuckling at the idea which made Kagome and Shippou laugh too, but of course my dear brother just ignored us
It was really starting to get to me, we use to be so close, but now he treats me as if I was a stranger that he has to be 'nice' to, and it is seriously irritating me to no end. I knew that it wasn't going to be like it was when we were younger, I mean we have not seen each other in over fifty years, so I do not expect a big tear-filled reunion, bit I would like to feel like he is happy to have me back like I am to have him back. I have missed my brother so much, I have dreamt of finding him, but when I do he acts like it does not matter much.
"Kira-chan?" Kagome's voice sounded next to me snapping me out of my thoughts
"Hai?" I asked looking at her only to see concern in her eyes along with the sadness that would not go away
"Are you okay?" she asked with the same concern in her voice that I saw in her eyes
"Hai. I was juts thinking about a few things." I answered her smiling, but looking at my brother from the corner of my eye
He acted like he didn't hear me and Kagome talking, and it made me sad again. If he was going to act like I did not matter to him anymore then I might as well leave and never return. What is the point of having family if they do not want you around? I need to have a long talk with him about this, because if I don't then I am going to have some sort of mental break- down and who knows what I'll end up doing to this place or myself.
"Are you two ready for the tour?" I asked this time snapping myself out of my thoughts
"Hai, I think we are." Kagome answered me as she looked over to Shippou who smiled and nodded his yes that he was done eating and ready to go
I stood up at the same time Sessy did, we use to do this all the time when we were little without even realizing it, our mother thought it was cute.
"Well then let us go." I said as I began walking to the door, Kagome and Shippou following behind me
I walked out into the hallway making sure Kagome and Shippou were behind me because I know they wouldn't want to be left in there with my brother alone, they still seemed to be squeamish around him, and from what Kagome told me about what has been happening I don't blame them one bit. I plan to have a talk with my brother about trying to kill people like that, I don't care if father gave Inuyasha that damn sword, he shouldn't be doing that and I will let him know exactly what I think about it.
"Well you've seen the 'family' wing of the house. That's where the family members and close friends to the family stay, that's why I put you two there. I think I should show you the garden first, it's a nice place to and relax, and then after that I will show you where you are to bathe." I said informing them exactly where we were going, I was having fun showing them around, they looked at almost everything with bright eyes and it made me happy
* * * * * * * * * * * Shippou's POV * * * * * * * * * * *
Kira was showing us around the castle, everything looked so big and old, but it was cool too. I can't believe we get to stay here, though I don't like living here with Fluffy-sama too much, who knows what he'll do to us even if his sister was our friend. But it might be better to stay here, I know what happened between Kagome and Inuyasha. Everyone thinks just because I'm a kid that I don't understand things like that, but I do and I think Kagome did the right thing leaving the big jerk behind, even if we did end up going home with one of our enemies.
I don't really think he was our enemy, just Inuyasha's. If we hadn't been with Inuyasha then Fluffy-sama would have never tried to kill us, well not go directly after us. I don't care, I just want Kagome to be happy like she use to be, she use to be full of happiness and that made me happy, but then Inuyasha began to be more of ass than usual. He told Kikyou he loved her, and Kagome saw, I know because I was there and I saw too. After Kagome and Kira left Sango fell asleep, so I went after them, I was worried about Kagome.
I want to make Kagome happy again, but I will need Kira's help.
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"Here's the garden." Kira announced as she threw open two wooden doors with flowers carved into it, and the names of Kira and Sesshoumaru in the middle of one of the flowers
"I use to come here all of the time, it was my favorite place here.' Kira said as she led her two guests out further into the green paradise
Flowers of all different colors filled the giant heaven like atmosphere, the air smelled sweet as the wind blew the scent of every flower mixing them together to create a most pleasing scent.
"I can see why, it's so pretty." Kagome said while looking around at all of the beautiful flowers laid out for the taking, but of course she s=would never want to disturb such beauty for her petty pleasure
"Can we stay out here? Juts for a little while." Kagome asked Kira not even looking her way, she was to enticed by the sight before her to take her eyes off of it, like she thought it would just disappear
"Of course. I mean it's still early, anyways I can always show you around tomorrow." Kira answered her with a smile, people always seemed to act this way in the garden, it's like a spell was placed upon it just for that reason
"Arigatou." Kagome said finally looking at the older girl giving her one of her now rare truly happy smiles that could light up even Sesshoumaru's face if no one was looking
"I'll take Shippou inside and give him a bath and then come back for you if you would like." Kira said knowing that Kagome probably wanted to be alone to think for a little while, and Kagome was grateful for it
"If it's not too much trouble for you."
"Of course it's not, I want to spend some time with the little guy anyways." Kira said with a sisterly smile
"Okay, thank you again." Kagome called out because Kira was already making her way inside with Shippou in her arms giving no protest to her carrying him away from his mother
* * * * * * * * * * * Kagome's POV * * * * * * * * * * *
The perfect place to think would have to be out here. The night air is cool, and there is no sound but that of nature which is calm and soothing, I think this may be my favorite place in the world. Laying here in the grass just staring up into the night sky, I love the night. Night time is so tranquil, it's like nothing can touch, nothing can make it go away, I love the night most of all. I would lay awake most nights thinking about Inuyasha, asking myself if he really loved me, or if I was good enough for him to love me, and I could never get the answer that I wanted.
Everything always pointed towards me not being good enough, not strong enough. I was not pretty enough, and I whined too much, I know all of this, yet I thought I would deserve some happiness after everything I have gone through. Life is unfair though, it will give evil people everything they wanted, and spit in the face of everyone that had a pure heart. Not that I have a pure heart, but I would never do anything evil.
"So peaceful, I wish I could be here forever." I said sighing to myself
The wind was lulling me to sleep, I could feel it, and I didn't give any protest. Kira would be back to wake up soon anyways, I could use a small nap. I closed my eyes and almost fell asleep instantly.
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"Where am I?" I asked running through a dark forest, I can not see anything
"Anyone there!? I yell stopping in my tracks
I sat down pulling my knees under my chin. I feel so lonely, no one is here to help me, and it makes me feel alone. I don't like feeling alone.
"Kagome." a familiar voice called, it was Inuyasha
"Kagome-chan!" that time it was Shippou's voice that I'm hearing
"Wench." Inuyasha's again
I got up, I still cant see, because the forest began to fill up with what looks like smoke. I began to run, but I don't know where to go. The voices are everywhere, but not just Inuyasha and Shippou's voices, oh no Sango's, Miroku's, and Kira's too. The smoke keeps getting worse, and I do not know where I am, it seemed like I'm running in circles. I'm lost. I'm lost in a forest, no one to help me, no one to find me.
"Lost."
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Not a lot going on, sorry about the lack of action, romance, and everything else. I don't know if I like this chapter, but it is really long for this story, so it's staying whether people hate it or not. Please review and tell me what you think. Sign up for my mailing list in my profile if you want to know when I update. Oh and hey check out my web site it's people seem to like it.
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Arigatou: Thanks
Hai: Yes
That's it I think..
Disclaimer: I own 108 eps of Inuyasha in Japanese and the first movie, but that's all. Yup, that means I don't own the characters themselves, but I do own the lovable trouble maker Kira.SO THERE!
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Noir: Thanks, of course I'm gonna continue. I wanna get this fic done with hopefully 60 or so chapters, that's my goal. Thanks for reviewing.
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Mystic Darkness: Glad ya think so ^-^
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Lasako: Yay your back! Lol. That's okay, my spelling sucks too, whatcha gonna do? That movie is funny, my brother bought it a while back so I have seen it like at least 5 times now, but it doesn't make me feel drunk, I just laugh like a hyena. Here's the next chappy though it took a while to get it done, and his reaction will either be in this chappy or the next, so you might not have to wait long to see. Thanks for coming back and reviewing, it made me really happy. ^.^
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neko chan: Well because people voted Sess/Kag. You seem to be a very rude person and I hope that you do not continue to read my fic. ~~
MysticAlangel: Erm.okays, me is updating, but not as some people would consider soon.eh heh. Thanks for reviewing!
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Sharem: I am happy you love it so far ^ _ ^ Thanks for reviewing.
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An-G Ehm: Flames are basically reviews telling people that their story sucks and stuff like that trying to make the author feel bad, they are pointless and stupid, and just show how big of a moron the people that flame other people are. I am glad you like my story. Actually Kira is his older sister, she's Sesshoumaru's twin, just to clear that up for you, but I am glad you like the idea. There are a lot of fics out there now that have Inuyasha and Sesshoumaru having a sister. Happy that your learning something from it..lol. Me? An inspiration? That's new, but I think I kinda like it, yeah I'll check out your fic as soon as I'm done updating, I will not shun you for a few mistakes, I mean I'm kinda new at this myself, and I make mistakes too. I don't think the Sess/Kag pairing is that weird, really it's just more of a challenge to write, I love Inu/Kag though and that's what I hope the anime will end up as (everyone knows it will!). Well thanks for taking the time to review and share your opinions.
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Duo no Tsuin: Yup, she fell asleep thinking about Sessy, that does make for nice dreams.hehehe. I hope you feel better (by now you probably don't remember having the head-ache.lol). Thanks for reviewing, me likes your reviews.
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Suki: I'm happy you think it's cute, I like cute. I'm also happy you like it. My fingers seem to have taken a long break so this chapter is late, but it's here now. Thanks for reviewing!
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"Kagome. Wake up it's time for dinner." a voice said as I opened my eyes
"Kira-chan?" I asked, I could not see too well, sleep was still clouding my mind and eyes
"Hai, now get up before you miss dinner. Shippou is waiting for you." Kira said as she pulled my warm blanket away from me
"Do I have to?" I groaned as I tried to sit up in my new bed
"Hai. You need to eat something, but after you do you can go right back to bed." she said giving me a sweet smile that I could now see
"Fine." was all I said as I stood up, I staggered for a second before I found my footing on the nice rug that was placed under my feet
"Here." Kira said throwing a kimono at me
It was a beautiful white kimono with black crescent moons stitched all over it, simple but beautiful.
"Beautiful, ne?" Kira asked seeing my face, at least that's what I'm guessing
"Hai." I said still looking at the new clothing
"My mother always did have the best kimonos. Simple, but not to simple. Perfect." Kira said getting a far off look in her eyes, she must have been really close to her mother to miss her this much
I also miss my mother, but I can always go back and see her and my family. Well at least I can for now, but I have no idea when that will end. I have no idea if I will be sent home or stuck here, but maybe being stuck here isn't as bad as it use to sound.
"Well we should get down to dinner before no one comes looking for us." Kira said, joking of course, well at least I hope that was a joke
Sesshoumaru would come looking for her if she didn't show up soon, wouldn't he? Even though he didn't show it he cares deeply for his sister, so why did she say that? Was she joking? Or did she really believe it? So many questions that can not be answered right now.
"Hai, I'll just be a second." I said as I began to change my clothes
It felt so much better to get out of old clothes, they were dirty and worn out. I'm glad I decided to come here with Kira, and Sesshoumaru, weird as it is to say. I feel like I'm safe here, and I'm happier than I had been in a while.
"I'm ready." I said just as I got done tying my black obi
"Good, I'm getting hungry." Kira answered chuckling a bit, though I don't really know why, but she must have found something funny
Kira walked out of my door and I of course followed her, I have no clue how to get around this place by myself. We walked down a few halls, not too many, well not as much as there could have been. Portraits decorated just about every wall in this place, and they were beautiful.
"I take it you like what you have seen of the castle so far?" Kira asked with a little smile playing on her face like she was trying to hold back laughter
"Hai. It's beautiful." I answered her with a smile of my own, I must really look childish smiling like a little kid in a candy store as that saying goes
"I can not believe even after I lost my memory I still remembered this place, it's a miracle." Kira half whispered as if she was in some sort of trance, or deep thought about something
She has mentioned something before about losing her memory and being taken away from her home and family, but I have never pressed her to tell me the whole story. I just hope one days she will trust me enough to tell me what happened to her, and why she came to live as part of the Rom.
"It's because this place is a part of you, a part that can never be taken away even if you forget everything." I said remembering my own home, and how much I missed it there
"You are absolutely right. You can never forget your home, no matter what happens." Kira said smiling again, which in turn made me smile
"Now let us get something to eat." Kira said grabbing my hand dragging me down the hallway
* * * * * * * * * * * Kira's POV * * * * * * * * * *
Kagome is sad. I can tell just by looking at her, she longs to be loved in the way of a lover. I want to help her get over this feeling, but I do not know how. Sesshouamru has also shown this sadness, he doesn't know that he does, but it's there in his eyes. They need each other, they don't realize it now, but they soon will, I will make sure of that.
"Here we are." I said turning towards the younger girl as we stopped in front of the wooden doors leading into the family dining room
I pushed the door open and led Kagome inside. I sat to the right of my brother and told Kagome to sit next to me, which she did as the servants brought out the food. Everyone ate in silence and it was driving me crazy, I hated the quiet during meals, I do not know why but I hate it.
"How about after dinner I show you and Shippou around?" I asked Kagome hoping that would spark some kind of conversation, the least it would do was break the silence a bit, and that was good enough for me
"That sounds good to me." Kagome said in her cheery, but not overly fake cheery tone so I knew she was actually happy to be shown around
"Hai, I mean we can not have you getting lost." I said chuckling at the idea which made Kagome and Shippou laugh too, but of course my dear brother just ignored us
It was really starting to get to me, we use to be so close, but now he treats me as if I was a stranger that he has to be 'nice' to, and it is seriously irritating me to no end. I knew that it wasn't going to be like it was when we were younger, I mean we have not seen each other in over fifty years, so I do not expect a big tear-filled reunion, bit I would like to feel like he is happy to have me back like I am to have him back. I have missed my brother so much, I have dreamt of finding him, but when I do he acts like it does not matter much.
"Kira-chan?" Kagome's voice sounded next to me snapping me out of my thoughts
"Hai?" I asked looking at her only to see concern in her eyes along with the sadness that would not go away
"Are you okay?" she asked with the same concern in her voice that I saw in her eyes
"Hai. I was juts thinking about a few things." I answered her smiling, but looking at my brother from the corner of my eye
He acted like he didn't hear me and Kagome talking, and it made me sad again. If he was going to act like I did not matter to him anymore then I might as well leave and never return. What is the point of having family if they do not want you around? I need to have a long talk with him about this, because if I don't then I am going to have some sort of mental break- down and who knows what I'll end up doing to this place or myself.
"Are you two ready for the tour?" I asked this time snapping myself out of my thoughts
"Hai, I think we are." Kagome answered me as she looked over to Shippou who smiled and nodded his yes that he was done eating and ready to go
I stood up at the same time Sessy did, we use to do this all the time when we were little without even realizing it, our mother thought it was cute.
"Well then let us go." I said as I began walking to the door, Kagome and Shippou following behind me
I walked out into the hallway making sure Kagome and Shippou were behind me because I know they wouldn't want to be left in there with my brother alone, they still seemed to be squeamish around him, and from what Kagome told me about what has been happening I don't blame them one bit. I plan to have a talk with my brother about trying to kill people like that, I don't care if father gave Inuyasha that damn sword, he shouldn't be doing that and I will let him know exactly what I think about it.
"Well you've seen the 'family' wing of the house. That's where the family members and close friends to the family stay, that's why I put you two there. I think I should show you the garden first, it's a nice place to and relax, and then after that I will show you where you are to bathe." I said informing them exactly where we were going, I was having fun showing them around, they looked at almost everything with bright eyes and it made me happy
* * * * * * * * * * * Shippou's POV * * * * * * * * * * *
Kira was showing us around the castle, everything looked so big and old, but it was cool too. I can't believe we get to stay here, though I don't like living here with Fluffy-sama too much, who knows what he'll do to us even if his sister was our friend. But it might be better to stay here, I know what happened between Kagome and Inuyasha. Everyone thinks just because I'm a kid that I don't understand things like that, but I do and I think Kagome did the right thing leaving the big jerk behind, even if we did end up going home with one of our enemies.
I don't really think he was our enemy, just Inuyasha's. If we hadn't been with Inuyasha then Fluffy-sama would have never tried to kill us, well not go directly after us. I don't care, I just want Kagome to be happy like she use to be, she use to be full of happiness and that made me happy, but then Inuyasha began to be more of ass than usual. He told Kikyou he loved her, and Kagome saw, I know because I was there and I saw too. After Kagome and Kira left Sango fell asleep, so I went after them, I was worried about Kagome.
I want to make Kagome happy again, but I will need Kira's help.
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"Here's the garden." Kira announced as she threw open two wooden doors with flowers carved into it, and the names of Kira and Sesshoumaru in the middle of one of the flowers
"I use to come here all of the time, it was my favorite place here.' Kira said as she led her two guests out further into the green paradise
Flowers of all different colors filled the giant heaven like atmosphere, the air smelled sweet as the wind blew the scent of every flower mixing them together to create a most pleasing scent.
"I can see why, it's so pretty." Kagome said while looking around at all of the beautiful flowers laid out for the taking, but of course she s=would never want to disturb such beauty for her petty pleasure
"Can we stay out here? Juts for a little while." Kagome asked Kira not even looking her way, she was to enticed by the sight before her to take her eyes off of it, like she thought it would just disappear
"Of course. I mean it's still early, anyways I can always show you around tomorrow." Kira answered her with a smile, people always seemed to act this way in the garden, it's like a spell was placed upon it just for that reason
"Arigatou." Kagome said finally looking at the older girl giving her one of her now rare truly happy smiles that could light up even Sesshoumaru's face if no one was looking
"I'll take Shippou inside and give him a bath and then come back for you if you would like." Kira said knowing that Kagome probably wanted to be alone to think for a little while, and Kagome was grateful for it
"If it's not too much trouble for you."
"Of course it's not, I want to spend some time with the little guy anyways." Kira said with a sisterly smile
"Okay, thank you again." Kagome called out because Kira was already making her way inside with Shippou in her arms giving no protest to her carrying him away from his mother
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The perfect place to think would have to be out here. The night air is cool, and there is no sound but that of nature which is calm and soothing, I think this may be my favorite place in the world. Laying here in the grass just staring up into the night sky, I love the night. Night time is so tranquil, it's like nothing can touch, nothing can make it go away, I love the night most of all. I would lay awake most nights thinking about Inuyasha, asking myself if he really loved me, or if I was good enough for him to love me, and I could never get the answer that I wanted.
Everything always pointed towards me not being good enough, not strong enough. I was not pretty enough, and I whined too much, I know all of this, yet I thought I would deserve some happiness after everything I have gone through. Life is unfair though, it will give evil people everything they wanted, and spit in the face of everyone that had a pure heart. Not that I have a pure heart, but I would never do anything evil.
"So peaceful, I wish I could be here forever." I said sighing to myself
The wind was lulling me to sleep, I could feel it, and I didn't give any protest. Kira would be back to wake up soon anyways, I could use a small nap. I closed my eyes and almost fell asleep instantly.
* * * * * * * * * * * Kagome's Dream * * * * * * * * * * *
"Where am I?" I asked running through a dark forest, I can not see anything
"Anyone there!? I yell stopping in my tracks
I sat down pulling my knees under my chin. I feel so lonely, no one is here to help me, and it makes me feel alone. I don't like feeling alone.
"Kagome." a familiar voice called, it was Inuyasha
"Kagome-chan!" that time it was Shippou's voice that I'm hearing
"Wench." Inuyasha's again
I got up, I still cant see, because the forest began to fill up with what looks like smoke. I began to run, but I don't know where to go. The voices are everywhere, but not just Inuyasha and Shippou's voices, oh no Sango's, Miroku's, and Kira's too. The smoke keeps getting worse, and I do not know where I am, it seemed like I'm running in circles. I'm lost. I'm lost in a forest, no one to help me, no one to find me.
"Lost."
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