Sorry for how long this took but I think my reasons are good enough, if not
then bite me. I'm not in a very good mood at the moment, but I did finish
this so I wanted to post it as soon as I could. This chapter is less than
2,000 words, but it's long enough for me. I typed this on my new laptop
which does not have spellcheck on it, so I did the best that I could with
an email spellchecker, so please bare with me here.
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WARNING: Cussing, bad spelling/grammar, and a bitchy authoress make up this fic, read at your own sanity risk.
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DISCLAIMER: I do not own Inuyasha, but Kira and the plot are mine!
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"Come on! She needs a place to stay for a while." Kira whined to her brother
She had been trying to persuade him to let the little girl stay, but he was being stubborn and kept saying no.
"We do not need another human around. I do not even know why I let you bring those other two pests here." Sesshoumaru said as he continued to read the book Kira had already thrown across the room a few times
"Sometimes I wonder how we could ever be related, let alone twins." Kira said as she plopped down on the floor pouting like she was a child
"Acting like a child will get you nowhere. The girl cannot stay and I expect you to get rid of her by tomorrow." Sesshoumaru said, his voice was even if not a little bored
"Umm, I don't think so. Since this is also my home I can have as may guests as I want. So she stays." Kira challenged her brothers so-called authority over her, this use to be her favorite past-time when she was a child
Sesshoumaru did not say anything, he just stared at his sister. He could remember when she use to do this and most of the time she ended up wining whatever she wanted out of him, but not this time. This time he was going to win and prove to her that she could not do whatever she wanted anymore.
"You have not lived here in many, many years. Why should you be able to have guests in a place that is no longer your home?" he said, not realizing what kind of impact that it would have on his sister, he for once was not thinking
"Not my home? But this has always and will always be my home!" Kira yelled trying to hide the tears that wanted so badly to fall
She fought the tears as hard as she could, but one slipped away followed by another and the another. She sniffed trying to hold the rest back and it worked for the time being. Sesshoumaru did not know what to do, it had been years since he had seen his only sister cry and it just about broke his ice- cold heart. He wanted to hold her close and apologize but he hesitated because he did not want anyone to walk in and see him with his sister. He had been known as a cold-hearted killer for so long, it is one of the things they kept enemies away for so long.
"Fine, the girl can stay." he said looking at Kira expecting her to stop crying and cheer up, but she didn't
"Did you hear me? I said that the child could stay here as your guest, does this not make you happy?" Sesshoumaru asked watching his sister for any sign of her happiness
"No, it does not." Kira all but spat
She did not know how her brother could be this cruel. True as a child he was not the easiest to get close to but she was close to him, and he was not acting like himself now. He did not seem to care for anyone not even himself. He seemed to be a shell of what he once was and it scared her to no end knowing that something hurt him so bad that he has to act like everything in the world was nothing.
"You just said she could because I was crying and you did not want to comfort me because you would seem weak in the eyes of others." she said finally looking her brother in the eyes, he seemed a bit shocked and a bit pissed at her last statement
"How would you know?" Sesshoumaru asked not wanting to admit it, he would never admit it to her
"Because I know you better than anyone else and I know what is in your heart even if you have forgotten that you have one."
With that Kira got up as fast as she could and ran to her room. She did not want to see anyone right now and she could not stand being in that room with her brother any longer.
"Maybe a nap would help." she said as she laid down on her futon and fell asleep
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"Inuyasha?" Sango asked stopping in her tracks
She had been getting very irritated with the hanyou as of late, he was so intent on finding Kagome though they all new that she was all right.
"What!?" he asked even more pissed off than usual
"What did happen to make Kagome-chan leave? You never told us why she left, just that she was mad at you for something." Sango asked, she had been wondering since the day she left them taking Shippou with her
"It's none of your business" he grunted he walked a head of her and Miroku
Sango just stayed where she was standing, she was not going to back down so easily.
"What did you do to her?" Sango asked again letting her again rise in her voice
Inuyasha did not answer, he just kept on walking like he did not even hear her question, but she knew that he had.
"I know you love her in some way or another, but you push her away and I have a feeling that this time she will not be coming back to us so easily. Think about that before we find her, and after she does not come with us." Sango almost screamed, she was trying to keep calm but Kagome was her family, the only family she really had left
"I was with Kikyou, and she found me kissing her." Inuyasha said barely loud enough for the other two group members to hear
Sango now knew why Kagome had left, now she had to figure out if she was going to try and get her to come back or join her where-ever she was.
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"You feel better now Rin?" Kagome asked the little girl who was now clean and eating her fill of food that Kira had given her earlier
Rin nodded not being able to talk through her mouth full of food. She had bathed and had taken a nap already, now she was eating like she had not done so in weeks, and if she had then she did not eat very much.
"Okay, you and Shippou stay here while I go and find Kira-chan." Kagome said standing up from her place on the floor
"Yes, mommy." Shippou said liking the sound of the word "mommy" he had missed having a mother
Rin just nodded not stopping her food attack. Kagome smiled at the two and then left the room. After a minute of looking for Kira and getting lost she finally found someone. It was Sesshoumaru and he seemed to be deep in thought because he bumped right into Kagome.
"I am so sorry Sesshoumaru-sama." Kagome said and bowed to him, she really did not feel like getting on his bad side now that she was staying in his house
"It was my fault, I have a lot on my mind and was not looking where I was going." Sesshoumaru said seeming to have forgotten that he hated humans with a passion
"Ano, do you know where Kira-chan is by chance?" Kagome asked rather quietly, she did not want to break whatever mood he was in since it seemed to benefit her greatly
"She locked herself in her room because she seems to think I forgot I have a heart." Sesshoumaru answered still seeming to not know who he was saying these things to
"I'm sure she didn't mean it, she loves you a lot and just wants to be close to you like you were when you were children." she said now forgetting who she was talking to, a man that could kill her easily if he wanted to, but she could tell that he was hurting inside
"Yes, I suppose. Excuse me now I must be going." he said with a blank stare as he walked away in search of answers to way he was the way he was
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His searched ended quickly as he found his sister on her knees looking through an old trunk.
"What are you doing?" Sesshoumaru asked as he watched his sister pull random objects out and throw them on the floor
"If you must know, I'm looking for your heart since you seemed to have lost it." Kira said with the same cold voice that her brother had used on her, she wanted to see how he liked it and from the silence surrounding her she figured that he hated it
"My hear is indeed lost, but not around here. It is lost in the past with our childhood that was taken away from us." he said letting some emotion out, something he never thought that he would be able to do
"We had a childhood but you made us spend it hating people that we never knew. We did not get to know Inuyasha's mother just because she was not out own. Our mother died so we did also." Kira wanted to shout but she ended up doing the opposite, she spoke quietly and with all of the emotion that she could
Sesshoumaru did not know what to say, he had not seen his sister in years and now here she was twisting everything he worked for around, making him want to feel again to be a child again. He hated her and loved her all at the same time, he missed her more than anything though. He always wanted to find her, but he did not know what he would say or how she would react to a brother who left her so long ago even if it wasn't his own choice.
Going against what he felt earlier he hugged his sister. He hugged her tight and would not let her go, never again would he lose what precious moments he knew he could have with his only real family.
"I think we found your heart, and need for a bath you stink." Kira said loving the fact that she had her brother back, not all of the way but it was a big start
Sesshoumaru just smiled at her, she would never change and he never wanted her to.
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Short, over-dramatized, and sappy....god I hate myself. I want my humor back, I love my humor but it's gone now. I hope the next chaper will be better, I'm getting too much into the angst now. Thanks for all of the reviews, keep sending them they really do help.
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WARNING: Cussing, bad spelling/grammar, and a bitchy authoress make up this fic, read at your own sanity risk.
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DISCLAIMER: I do not own Inuyasha, but Kira and the plot are mine!
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"Come on! She needs a place to stay for a while." Kira whined to her brother
She had been trying to persuade him to let the little girl stay, but he was being stubborn and kept saying no.
"We do not need another human around. I do not even know why I let you bring those other two pests here." Sesshoumaru said as he continued to read the book Kira had already thrown across the room a few times
"Sometimes I wonder how we could ever be related, let alone twins." Kira said as she plopped down on the floor pouting like she was a child
"Acting like a child will get you nowhere. The girl cannot stay and I expect you to get rid of her by tomorrow." Sesshoumaru said, his voice was even if not a little bored
"Umm, I don't think so. Since this is also my home I can have as may guests as I want. So she stays." Kira challenged her brothers so-called authority over her, this use to be her favorite past-time when she was a child
Sesshoumaru did not say anything, he just stared at his sister. He could remember when she use to do this and most of the time she ended up wining whatever she wanted out of him, but not this time. This time he was going to win and prove to her that she could not do whatever she wanted anymore.
"You have not lived here in many, many years. Why should you be able to have guests in a place that is no longer your home?" he said, not realizing what kind of impact that it would have on his sister, he for once was not thinking
"Not my home? But this has always and will always be my home!" Kira yelled trying to hide the tears that wanted so badly to fall
She fought the tears as hard as she could, but one slipped away followed by another and the another. She sniffed trying to hold the rest back and it worked for the time being. Sesshoumaru did not know what to do, it had been years since he had seen his only sister cry and it just about broke his ice- cold heart. He wanted to hold her close and apologize but he hesitated because he did not want anyone to walk in and see him with his sister. He had been known as a cold-hearted killer for so long, it is one of the things they kept enemies away for so long.
"Fine, the girl can stay." he said looking at Kira expecting her to stop crying and cheer up, but she didn't
"Did you hear me? I said that the child could stay here as your guest, does this not make you happy?" Sesshoumaru asked watching his sister for any sign of her happiness
"No, it does not." Kira all but spat
She did not know how her brother could be this cruel. True as a child he was not the easiest to get close to but she was close to him, and he was not acting like himself now. He did not seem to care for anyone not even himself. He seemed to be a shell of what he once was and it scared her to no end knowing that something hurt him so bad that he has to act like everything in the world was nothing.
"You just said she could because I was crying and you did not want to comfort me because you would seem weak in the eyes of others." she said finally looking her brother in the eyes, he seemed a bit shocked and a bit pissed at her last statement
"How would you know?" Sesshoumaru asked not wanting to admit it, he would never admit it to her
"Because I know you better than anyone else and I know what is in your heart even if you have forgotten that you have one."
With that Kira got up as fast as she could and ran to her room. She did not want to see anyone right now and she could not stand being in that room with her brother any longer.
"Maybe a nap would help." she said as she laid down on her futon and fell asleep
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"Inuyasha?" Sango asked stopping in her tracks
She had been getting very irritated with the hanyou as of late, he was so intent on finding Kagome though they all new that she was all right.
"What!?" he asked even more pissed off than usual
"What did happen to make Kagome-chan leave? You never told us why she left, just that she was mad at you for something." Sango asked, she had been wondering since the day she left them taking Shippou with her
"It's none of your business" he grunted he walked a head of her and Miroku
Sango just stayed where she was standing, she was not going to back down so easily.
"What did you do to her?" Sango asked again letting her again rise in her voice
Inuyasha did not answer, he just kept on walking like he did not even hear her question, but she knew that he had.
"I know you love her in some way or another, but you push her away and I have a feeling that this time she will not be coming back to us so easily. Think about that before we find her, and after she does not come with us." Sango almost screamed, she was trying to keep calm but Kagome was her family, the only family she really had left
"I was with Kikyou, and she found me kissing her." Inuyasha said barely loud enough for the other two group members to hear
Sango now knew why Kagome had left, now she had to figure out if she was going to try and get her to come back or join her where-ever she was.
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"You feel better now Rin?" Kagome asked the little girl who was now clean and eating her fill of food that Kira had given her earlier
Rin nodded not being able to talk through her mouth full of food. She had bathed and had taken a nap already, now she was eating like she had not done so in weeks, and if she had then she did not eat very much.
"Okay, you and Shippou stay here while I go and find Kira-chan." Kagome said standing up from her place on the floor
"Yes, mommy." Shippou said liking the sound of the word "mommy" he had missed having a mother
Rin just nodded not stopping her food attack. Kagome smiled at the two and then left the room. After a minute of looking for Kira and getting lost she finally found someone. It was Sesshoumaru and he seemed to be deep in thought because he bumped right into Kagome.
"I am so sorry Sesshoumaru-sama." Kagome said and bowed to him, she really did not feel like getting on his bad side now that she was staying in his house
"It was my fault, I have a lot on my mind and was not looking where I was going." Sesshoumaru said seeming to have forgotten that he hated humans with a passion
"Ano, do you know where Kira-chan is by chance?" Kagome asked rather quietly, she did not want to break whatever mood he was in since it seemed to benefit her greatly
"She locked herself in her room because she seems to think I forgot I have a heart." Sesshoumaru answered still seeming to not know who he was saying these things to
"I'm sure she didn't mean it, she loves you a lot and just wants to be close to you like you were when you were children." she said now forgetting who she was talking to, a man that could kill her easily if he wanted to, but she could tell that he was hurting inside
"Yes, I suppose. Excuse me now I must be going." he said with a blank stare as he walked away in search of answers to way he was the way he was
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His searched ended quickly as he found his sister on her knees looking through an old trunk.
"What are you doing?" Sesshoumaru asked as he watched his sister pull random objects out and throw them on the floor
"If you must know, I'm looking for your heart since you seemed to have lost it." Kira said with the same cold voice that her brother had used on her, she wanted to see how he liked it and from the silence surrounding her she figured that he hated it
"My hear is indeed lost, but not around here. It is lost in the past with our childhood that was taken away from us." he said letting some emotion out, something he never thought that he would be able to do
"We had a childhood but you made us spend it hating people that we never knew. We did not get to know Inuyasha's mother just because she was not out own. Our mother died so we did also." Kira wanted to shout but she ended up doing the opposite, she spoke quietly and with all of the emotion that she could
Sesshoumaru did not know what to say, he had not seen his sister in years and now here she was twisting everything he worked for around, making him want to feel again to be a child again. He hated her and loved her all at the same time, he missed her more than anything though. He always wanted to find her, but he did not know what he would say or how she would react to a brother who left her so long ago even if it wasn't his own choice.
Going against what he felt earlier he hugged his sister. He hugged her tight and would not let her go, never again would he lose what precious moments he knew he could have with his only real family.
"I think we found your heart, and need for a bath you stink." Kira said loving the fact that she had her brother back, not all of the way but it was a big start
Sesshoumaru just smiled at her, she would never change and he never wanted her to.
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Short, over-dramatized, and sappy....god I hate myself. I want my humor back, I love my humor but it's gone now. I hope the next chaper will be better, I'm getting too much into the angst now. Thanks for all of the reviews, keep sending them they really do help.