A/n: So I know I haven't written in a while, but a lot has happened in my life lately. I got married and i moved and... i start a new job soon. But I felt bad for neglecting my prose. I haven't gotten to see any Inuyasha lately. I haven't been able to watch any new AMVs either, so... sue me. Um. Yeah. Hope you enjoy. Please review. Ja Ne?!
before.... before all of this happened. before they came along... there was... us. Just us.
I remember being alone with you in silence. sweet silence. i remember that when you spoke to me i heard nothing else-- and i didn't show it. i sometimes wish that i had taken advantage of that time with you. the time when the earth stood still and there was no one to interrupt us. my heart screams out again for that time. for when we were alone. when i could have reached out and touched your face, without a snide comment from our fellow travelers. i deeply long for those times.
time makes fools of us all, i suppose.... but no more than our friends do. i so desperately long for the silence around our campfire we once had. When our eyes would momentarily lock, only for a brief moment-- betraying only a little what was in my heart. I couldn't help loving you. Your quirky little attributes. the way your ears twitched as you got more and more angry. i don't think you know it but your eyes become more honey colored as you start to fall asleep. I miss watching you fall asleep.
Everyone would notice that I couldn't keep my eyes off of you if i watched you fall asleep now... I suspect they know i love you still. sometimes i think that i've hidden it well, but i suppose it's only from you.... i could probably blatantly tell you that i'm in love with you, and you still wouldn't see ... wouldn't understand.
I don't really understand.