Chapter Two
Carter's Diary
Things have been going pretty rough for me lately. I got out of rehab in September and since then my feelings towards Lucy have sky rocketed. I don't know what to do. I am so confused, twisted up inside. She's just this happy, bubbly person even after what happened to us in February. But then there's Abby.
She's been so supportive of me and everything I've been through. But when Abby's in the picture if you like it or not Luka's in the picture too. They look so happy together and I would hate to shatter that by revealing my feelings for Abby (not like I would have enough courage to do that in the first place).
Women. That's probably the only thing on earth I will never fully understand. Dave almost got fired again for leaving a patient unattended for 2 hours. He claimed to Dr. Weaver that he forgot but how could a guy forget about a patient that is barfing out the last 3 meals he had? The guys running out of excuses. Yep it was just a normal day.
I found myself watching Abby out of the corner of one eye and Lucy out of the other. Abby's ex-husband Richard showed up today demanding that Abby give him money to pay the rent at the run down boarding house he now lives in. The guys nothing without her. Luka about had a heart attack when Richard tried to hit her and yelled for security to escort him out. I'm glad I wasn't in Luka's position because if I was I would have probably punched Richard's lights out. Nobody treats Abby like that.
Lucy was busy most of the day following Liz around. The two have become very close since the accident. When Liz had to rush off to surgery Luce followed me around for a bit and then told me she had to get home. I think I'm in love Lucy. But I don't know if the feelings of warmth I feel when she passes by me or the butterflies that attack my stomach when she smiles at me are signs that I'm in love with Abby too. Then again Lucy and I have been through a horrific experience together and the scars that are on her body and mine are reminders that we'll always have some sort of connection with each other.
Luka loves Abby but sometimes I wonder if Abby really, honestly, and truly loves him back.