I am broken…
The one I love doesn't want me back..
He is in love with another girl…
I never told him I loved him…
I don't know why either..
I mean I've tried to tell him but…
The words wont come out..
We met on out first mission together..
He was in search for his death..
He was ready to die…
And I stopped him..
And at that moment..
I knew..
I knew that I loved him…
Later me and him did a lot of missions together..
The more time I spent with him..
The more I loved him…
And then something happened..
He shot us…
I didn't know why either…
I thought I was going to die…
But no madder what he did…
My biggest worry when I was laying there bleeding….
Was if nooj was ok..
Later after I got healed back to health I went to see nooj and I found out he was possessed..
I was so happy that it really wasn't him doing it..
I hugged him..
For the first time…
I wasn't afraid to tell him how I felt..
And as I opened my mouth to tell him…
He told me he had someone he wanted me to meat..
And at that point I knew…
A woman walked out into the room we were sitting in..
She sat down beside nooj and introduced herself….
She said
"hi I am Leblanc and you are paine right?"
I just nodded my head..
She then kissed nooj…
I got up and turned around as a tear fell from my eye…
I closed my eyes and I left…
And from then on…
Me and nooj stopped talking..
I never got to tell him how much I loved him…
My heart still aches for the love I once almost had…