Song Three days grace Drown 'Thinking' "Speaking"

Chapter 3 Purgatory

It was raining out, the tapping on the roof was calming and unnerving at the same time. I have no clue why, but it just scared me just the slightest bit. I was giving birth today and it killed me for it to be the day of my unknown saviors death. But maybe it just was meant to be this way. The cities gone, the home I knew gone, we where now back to little huts in the mountains. It made me feel like a damn Indian, minus the whole naked part. But life could never be the same huh?

'Good morning day Sorry I'm not there But all my favorite friends

Vanished...in the air

It's hard to fly when you can't even run

Once I had the world, but now I've got no one'

If I needed someone to control me it sure as hell wouldn't be those damn monkeys. But what could I do but hide in this little cavern with my new companion and my not so small dragon. 'Wari was good company but I felt lonely, I miss my brother Ben, yea I know his name is so regular for a Celtic Wolf but oh well. He was my twin and I felt the dire need to talk to him, my best friend, my brother and my last ray of hope. But being lost in thought had left things so unclear. Why me, of all people be deprived of all I love. But that's how it is and that's how it'll always be never faltering never changing. My heart was in a never-ending ice age...Yippee. No wonder I drive everyone off, sure I was a cold hard bitch, with no emotions what so ever but hey you have to work with something...right? Maybe I should just live here 'Wari didn't seem like she hated me. Anyhoo I would feel lonely living up here alone, at least she was someone to talk to.

'If I needed someone to control me

If I needed some one to hold me down

I would change my direction

And save myself before I...

If I needed someone to control me

If I needed someone to push me around

I would change my direction

And save myself before I...drown'

We sat in the hot spring just enjoying the peace, the sound of thunder made it more relaxing. I was watching me dragon play outside like a five-month-old pup. She had somehow shrunk to the size of a normal horse but it was still cute. 'Wari looked out into the rain and burst into hysterical laughter at the sight of my utterly scary dragon playing in the rain. She started to cry because of how hard she was laughing her arm clenched over her stomach.

"Its not that funny"

"Sorry but just the sight of earlier when she sacred the shit outta Vegeta and now she looks so harmless and cute, I bet Vegeta would still shit his pants."

"You probably right." I said joining into the laughter

My "ferocious" dragon ran inside and jumped into the deep hot spring sending a wave right at me and 'Wari.

"I think she knew we were talking about her," I said between giggles

"Your dragon is such a dork." Giggled 'Wari

My dragon was now paddling around the spring in circles her wings being used to fly under the water.

"Hey you know she's an incarnation of me!" protested Fate pouting

'Good morning day

Sorry your not here

But all those times before

Was never this unclear

It's hard to walk when you can't even crawl

Once I had this world, but now I've lost it all'

The rain fell harder and harder. I noticed Wildfire looked bored so I gathered some of my power and created another dragon. This one had light blue skin and Clear wings and head fins, with green eyes.

"Whoa! Now does she have a name?"

"Yea, dancing wind"

"I like that name,"

"Me too...me too"

"You're an odd one Fate"

"I know"

The dragons started roaring and blowing fire outside in the rain, returning to their larger form. I got dressed in the cloths that had been left there by my tribe. I ran out into the rain, and stood in between wild fire and dancing wind. Standing in front of us was he the prince of all monkeys, with two of his goons. He held out a little girl by her hair, she was crying and beaten. My blood boiled as he tossed her to the goon on his left. Which ding, ding, ding is the one I fought to get Tara to the top of the mountain. I started grinding my teeth I flexed my hand and a large black whip formed out of thin air. My dragons stood on their back legs and roared. I then slashed the whip at the arm that was holding the girl and successfully severed it. The little girl fell to the ground.

"Get off my territory"

"But my pet..." He was then cut off in mid sentence by a dragon tail hitting him in the gut.

"Don't call me that"

Blades on the dragons tail opened and closed like a giant pair of scissors. The blades made a great weapon in battle. The sayin then gave up and flew away. I ran to the little girl.

"Hey...hey can you hear me?" I said in a whisper

"Wha..." came a little voice

"Can you move?"

"Rin can move a little"

"Ok I'll get you inside and nurse you back to health"

"No you got to help Sesshomaru-sama and Jaken-sama!" Rin pleaded with big eyes

"Ok...'Wari get out here!"

'Wari ran out and stared at Fate and the little girl.

"Take her in and bandage her wounds"

"Hai"

With that I jumped on the back of wild fire. I could see explosions and smell blood. I flew in haste to see if there where any survivors. My dragons flew over roaring and intimidating the sayins that where firing their energy at the ground wild fire finally blew fire and hit the four sayins, dancing wind cut them with her tail. They then fled, bleeding and broken. The dragons landed and I jumped of and saw a toad like demon screaming the same name and the girl had said. I walked forward and knelt next to the fallen figure. He had been hit in the shoulder by some energy blast. I looked at the toad demon and smiled.

"You must be Jaken"

"How do you know my name?"

"I have a friend of yours I got from the monkeys"

"Can you help Sesshomaru-sama?"

"Yes...and Oo what is this a dragon?"

"Yes me lady. It Au and Un"

"You will ride him to my dwelling, Dancing Wind carry him in your tail."

With that she picked him up and cradled him in her tail. The flight there was quiet...enough. The rain was still soothing to my body. We landed and the dragons shrunk, I then picked up the man and brought him inside. 'Wari ran up to help me carry him to a futon.

'If I needed someone to control me

If I needed some one to hold me down

I would change my direction

And save myself before I...

If I needed someone to control me

If I needed someone to push me around

I would change my direction

And save myself before I...drown'

Blood soaked his white silk kimono, His under kimono was worse. I took of the top part of his kimono and all that was left of his armor. I noticed he only had one arm, I could fix that, I glanced at 'Wari and she handed me the Inchata weeds that were made into a fine powder. I looked at his arm it was an old wound and I would be painful. I need to make a new cut into his arm to make it replace itself.

"'Wari hand me the knife" I said putting out my hand

"Okay...here" 'Wari handed me the knife

I took it and made an X on the end of his arm, and I made sure that it was deep enough. I placed some herbs in my hand, stuffing them into the cut pinches at a time. After the herbs where in place I call for the dragons.

"Wild Fire, Dancing Wind get in here." With that they ran in and waited for me to tell them what to do.

"Wild Fire you hold his legs, Dancing Wind you hold his shoulders"

I straddled his waist this was going to be a LONG process. His arm started bleeding profusely I held cloth up to it. That's when he woke up most likely because of the pain. He started to buck and kick, trying to get free. Then the first part of his new arm ripped through the cut I had created on his arm, he screamed his voice was husky. Jaken ran in, as did Rin. Rin eyes grew large in horror. I looked at Jaken with a glare that could kill.

"Do you have brain damage Jaken get her out of here!" I yelled

"Yes me lady"

His body stopped bucking and kicking for a moment until the next wave of pain coursed through his veins. The scream was not as loud but still had the same sound of horrible pain. I was then almost bucked off 'Wari jumped on trying to help me hold the dog yokai down. His eyes were glazed over and his cat-like pupils grew large then went back to their smaller size.

Eight hours later the four of us left to let the demon rest his arm now fully reformed. Blood covered my clothing Rin ran over and started to cry uncontrollably into my pants leg. Jaken ran up and hit me on the head with his staff, which was ugly.

"What have you done to Lord Sesshomaru!?" He screamed his voice was high-pitched and annoying

"A favor" I said rubbing the newly forming bump.

"What? Then why is there blood all over you?!!!!"

"Some from me, and because I didn't hurt him!" I screamed making Jaken jump 'Wari got to Jaken after I stormed to the hot spring.

"She hates being judged, by her actions"

"But the blood that can't just be from bandaging his wounds!"

"Just get to bed you two you'll see in the morning"

Fate was the first to get up; her kimono was black with white dragons on the sleeves. She carried out clothes for Sesshomaru Like hers but it was made for a man. She sat in front of the fire she just made, slowly sipping her tea. She heard little feet padding on the stone and Rin ran up giggling with a big smile.

"Fate-sama look at the pretty kimono 'Wari-sama gave me" chirped

"That's nice, it used to be mine, I'm glad you like it" she said with a smile

"Good morning Fate" 'Wari said yawning

"I have to go and patrol my territory, Rin want to come and fly on my dragons with me?"

"Yes please" she said eyes big with innocence

We walked outside where the two dragons waited. I helped her up onto Wild Fires back and I followed. Dancing Wind took the northlands we took the southlands. We flew over forests and lakes. We returned a half hour later there on the cliff stood a huge breathing wall. Yellow eyes followed Wild Fire as she landed. Rin wanted off to hug her surrogate fathers leg, so Fate helped her down her little legs took her as fast as she could to his leg. He glared up at Fate; she leveled out the scale with a glare of her own.

"Go inside with Jaken Rin" He said with a calm voice she did as she was told.

Fate jumped off her dragon who the reduced her size and went inside. His glare still watched Fate's every move.

"What?"

"What is your name?"

"Fate"

"Why am I here?"

"I answered to a little girls pleading for me to help you."

"Is that so" With that he hand her pinned to a wall with one hand and the other which was glowing with poison inches from her face, Her eyes where wide with shock.

"You dare touch something that is mine?"

"Mr. Possessive aren't we?" she said smiling. He growled low in his throat, eyes flashing red for a second. His hold on her throat got tighter to where she coughed up some blood then blacked out. He let go and let her fall to the ground limply. He turned to meet four very big very angry eyes of her dragons. They growled, lifting themselves onto their hind legs and stomping. Wild Fire got inches away from his nose and opened her mouth and let fire dance on her tongue. It was a threat to her it was like saying 'touch her again and you meet my fire face to face' Snow had started to fall lightly as more blood covered the ground.

'Drown...

Rolling faster then I'm breathing

Rolling faster then I'm breathing

Rolling faster then I'm breathing

Rolling faster then I'm breathing

Rolling faster then I'm breathing

Rolling faster then I'm breathing

Rolling faster then I'm breathing'

Was it good?