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this is a song fic, i may add more, it depends on you. If you don't like my story then give me feed back on what I can do to make it better, don;t just tell me I suck cause that doesn't help me.
Chapter 1
Crimson eyes stood on the balcony of a hotel looking over the city of Moscow. 'I never I though I would end up back here......'
Kai turned back into his hotel room. It had been three years since the world championships in Moscow, it had been three years since he had gone back into the abby, three years since he had remembered his past that for three years he wish he never had found.
He turned and peeked into the bedroom which held three of his team mates. The happy go lucky blond, the quite one with his arm over his lab top, and the dark hair blader which was the reason he was here, back in Russia. When Mr. Dickinson called, Tyson was more then happy to accept the invite to a Russian Competition.
Kai gave one last sigh before leaving the room and heading to the one next to it, his room. Well not completely his, he shared it with the black hair blader, out of the four of the Bladebreakers he was closest to Rei. Not that they were best friends, it was more of the fact that Rei seemed to understand him more then the others. Then again no one really understood him, they didn't know what he had to deal with, they didn't know what he had seen as a child, they didn't know him. He would hear his team mates at night talking about him, wondering why he was so hard on them, why he was so 'heartless'. Sure he had told them about the abby but not all of it. He didn't tell them about the punishments, he still had the scars. He didn't tell them about his parents, he still woke up with tears on his face.
"They don't understand"
He had to get away, he had to run, so he did.
Kai grabbed his black jacket and run down the red carpet stairs onto the cold raining streets of Moscow.
I am a question to the world, Not an answer to be heard. All a moment that's held in your arms.
'They don't understand, they don't know me, they don't know anything!'
And what do you think you'd ever say? I don't listen anyway? You ignore me, And I'll never be what you want me to be.
'My grandfather wanted me to be his weapon, no matter what I did it wasn't good enough, nothing was ever good enough'
And what do you think you'd understand? I'm a boy, not a man. You can take me and throw me away.
'I seem strong...........but I'm not, they see me as an adult, but I'll still a child.........I want my childhood, but it was taken away!'
He ran faster down the streets, bumping into people, but he didn't look back.
And how can you learn what's never shown? Yeah, you stand here all alone. They don't know me 'cause I'm not here.
'Tyson, Max, Kenny, Rei, I wanted to be your friend, I wanted to joke with you, but where I come from, being happy is a crime'
And I want a moment to be real, Wanna touch things I don't feel, Wanna hold on and feel I belong. And how can the world want me to change, They're the ones that stay the same. The don't know me, 'Cause I'm not here.
'I wish I could show you myself, show you the child inside, show you the part that I have be forced to hide, but I don't know how'
And you see the things they never see All you wanted, I could be Now you know me, and I'm not afraid
'The only time I ever done something right, was when I gave you black dranzer grandfather, for the first time in my life, I was proud of myself'
And I wanna tell you who I am Can you help me be a man? They can break me As long as I know who I am
'But, grandfather, you are stronger, you still have a hold on me, there is not a day that goes by that I don't look over my shoulder, I'm.......I'm scared of you'
And I want a moment to be real, Wanna touch things I don't feel, Wanna hold on and feel I belong. And how can the world want me to change, They're the ones that stay the same. They can't see me, But I'm still here.
He was out of the city and on an old dirt road. He looked up and when he saw a lake through his watery eyes he sped up.
They can't tell me who to be,
He turn up the path and headed for the cliff
Cause I'm not what they see.
He was almost at the peak, he could hear the water hitting the rock face of the cliff.
And the world is still sleepin, While I keep on dreamin for me.
The rain fell faster, his jacket weighed down from the water was slowing him down.
And they'll want to just whispers, And lies that I'll never believe.
He skidded to a stop, one foot from the edge of the cliff.
And I want a moment to be real, Wanna touch things I don't feel, Wanna hold on and feel I belong. And how can the world want me to change, They're the ones that stay the same. I'm alone now, Cause I'm still here.
He closed his eyes and raised his arms so his body made a cross.
I'm alone,
"Kai" Kai snapped his eyes open. "Tyson?" Kai looked around then focused his attention to the water below, their he saw the form of the black haired blader. "Kai your such a sour puss, lighten up some will ya"
Cause I'm still here.
The water showed the brown haired boy "Kai if your gone who will keep the team in shape, you know your the only one Tyson will listen to"
I'm still here.
A blond smiling face toke over the water "Kai go back to the hotel, your the one that holds us together, your important to us"
I'm still here.
The water was now blank. "Kai, don't let them control you, your stronger then them, if you do this now them your letting them win, don't give them that. The Kai I knew would never admit defeat. We need you, not for your skill in the dish, we need you as a friend, don't leave us."
I'm still here.
Kai lowered his head and let his arms fall to his sides. He gave one last look into the water below and headed back to his team, no, not team, friends.
A figure watched the red eyed teen leave the cliff behind. "Kai.....let us in....."
End, right now this is a one shot but I think I want to add more, review and tell me what you think.
this is a song fic, i may add more, it depends on you. If you don't like my story then give me feed back on what I can do to make it better, don;t just tell me I suck cause that doesn't help me.
Chapter 1
Crimson eyes stood on the balcony of a hotel looking over the city of Moscow. 'I never I though I would end up back here......'
Kai turned back into his hotel room. It had been three years since the world championships in Moscow, it had been three years since he had gone back into the abby, three years since he had remembered his past that for three years he wish he never had found.
He turned and peeked into the bedroom which held three of his team mates. The happy go lucky blond, the quite one with his arm over his lab top, and the dark hair blader which was the reason he was here, back in Russia. When Mr. Dickinson called, Tyson was more then happy to accept the invite to a Russian Competition.
Kai gave one last sigh before leaving the room and heading to the one next to it, his room. Well not completely his, he shared it with the black hair blader, out of the four of the Bladebreakers he was closest to Rei. Not that they were best friends, it was more of the fact that Rei seemed to understand him more then the others. Then again no one really understood him, they didn't know what he had to deal with, they didn't know what he had seen as a child, they didn't know him. He would hear his team mates at night talking about him, wondering why he was so hard on them, why he was so 'heartless'. Sure he had told them about the abby but not all of it. He didn't tell them about the punishments, he still had the scars. He didn't tell them about his parents, he still woke up with tears on his face.
"They don't understand"
He had to get away, he had to run, so he did.
Kai grabbed his black jacket and run down the red carpet stairs onto the cold raining streets of Moscow.
I am a question to the world, Not an answer to be heard. All a moment that's held in your arms.
'They don't understand, they don't know me, they don't know anything!'
And what do you think you'd ever say? I don't listen anyway? You ignore me, And I'll never be what you want me to be.
'My grandfather wanted me to be his weapon, no matter what I did it wasn't good enough, nothing was ever good enough'
And what do you think you'd understand? I'm a boy, not a man. You can take me and throw me away.
'I seem strong...........but I'm not, they see me as an adult, but I'll still a child.........I want my childhood, but it was taken away!'
He ran faster down the streets, bumping into people, but he didn't look back.
And how can you learn what's never shown? Yeah, you stand here all alone. They don't know me 'cause I'm not here.
'Tyson, Max, Kenny, Rei, I wanted to be your friend, I wanted to joke with you, but where I come from, being happy is a crime'
And I want a moment to be real, Wanna touch things I don't feel, Wanna hold on and feel I belong. And how can the world want me to change, They're the ones that stay the same. The don't know me, 'Cause I'm not here.
'I wish I could show you myself, show you the child inside, show you the part that I have be forced to hide, but I don't know how'
And you see the things they never see All you wanted, I could be Now you know me, and I'm not afraid
'The only time I ever done something right, was when I gave you black dranzer grandfather, for the first time in my life, I was proud of myself'
And I wanna tell you who I am Can you help me be a man? They can break me As long as I know who I am
'But, grandfather, you are stronger, you still have a hold on me, there is not a day that goes by that I don't look over my shoulder, I'm.......I'm scared of you'
And I want a moment to be real, Wanna touch things I don't feel, Wanna hold on and feel I belong. And how can the world want me to change, They're the ones that stay the same. They can't see me, But I'm still here.
He was out of the city and on an old dirt road. He looked up and when he saw a lake through his watery eyes he sped up.
They can't tell me who to be,
He turn up the path and headed for the cliff
Cause I'm not what they see.
He was almost at the peak, he could hear the water hitting the rock face of the cliff.
And the world is still sleepin, While I keep on dreamin for me.
The rain fell faster, his jacket weighed down from the water was slowing him down.
And they'll want to just whispers, And lies that I'll never believe.
He skidded to a stop, one foot from the edge of the cliff.
And I want a moment to be real, Wanna touch things I don't feel, Wanna hold on and feel I belong. And how can the world want me to change, They're the ones that stay the same. I'm alone now, Cause I'm still here.
He closed his eyes and raised his arms so his body made a cross.
I'm alone,
"Kai" Kai snapped his eyes open. "Tyson?" Kai looked around then focused his attention to the water below, their he saw the form of the black haired blader. "Kai your such a sour puss, lighten up some will ya"
Cause I'm still here.
The water showed the brown haired boy "Kai if your gone who will keep the team in shape, you know your the only one Tyson will listen to"
I'm still here.
A blond smiling face toke over the water "Kai go back to the hotel, your the one that holds us together, your important to us"
I'm still here.
The water was now blank. "Kai, don't let them control you, your stronger then them, if you do this now them your letting them win, don't give them that. The Kai I knew would never admit defeat. We need you, not for your skill in the dish, we need you as a friend, don't leave us."
I'm still here.
Kai lowered his head and let his arms fall to his sides. He gave one last look into the water below and headed back to his team, no, not team, friends.
A figure watched the red eyed teen leave the cliff behind. "Kai.....let us in....."
End, right now this is a one shot but I think I want to add more, review and tell me what you think.