Okay, there is a myu fic. It's just called mew (?). Like the Flowers
So that's cool. Just saw wolf's rain (via lime-wire. Never watching those american versions again) and Toboe killing that thing (What the heck was that anyway?) was awesome. When I saw him getting all nuts, I though he was going super-saiyan or something. Maybe I should re-write him just being a kid, eh? Let's try that out:
Tsume walks down the street, when he bumped into Toboe. "Watch it squirt."
His eyes told him, 'bad move.'
"What?"
"GRRARRRARRRR!!!!" The young wolf turns a brilliant golden and spits out an energy ball
"Ah crap. Not again"
....Or maybe that's a bad idea.
More Myu/Kiba now! BTW, this is like half a chapter so it's like 2.5.
The setting sun was my only indication of night, before it hid amongst the mountains. It was going to be a red moon soon, yet I don't feel as excited back in the old days. Maybe it was because such luxeries would wait for me when my true happiness is found. The hole in my soul must've taken away anything I enjoyed until it is filled by by her.
Myu...the name comes up in my thoughts everytime I stop. The pain it came knowing that she wasn't with me right now, that I wasn't trying hard enough. The world was unpredictable, yet I face it with hope that she still has her link to this world. The search for her body, and then the indian tribe of long ago. Finding one might be hard. Traveling around the world in two months to find both may be impossible. But I didn't care the chances, as my conscious slowly left the real world in my dreams....
===Somewhere===
A familiar chirping woke me up. I thought the sun was unusually bright in a well-covered train car. I struggled and groaned to find a pillow, but only felt...grass. I checked again....still grass. My eyes went wide as the scent of the same rainbow lake ran my nose wild. I was here again, the garden of lost souls. But why? Did I have another strain that brought me here? Was there something else that I missed in my path to Myu?
Those thoughts, however, didn't matter to me right now. I had to find her again, given the place and opportunity, to see if she was still here. This was hopeless thought, though. Somehow I knew she couldn't leave here, yet I don't know why. Maybe that's why I'm here this time: to find whatever made this place and why.
"Who are you? Where are you? Why do you exist in a world of pain? Whoooooo!"
That voice. So omnious, yet so fearful. I've heard that question before, asked again and again over my time with both Cheza and Myu. It was something like a bird, but I can't remember what kind. The last time I saw that was in the dead woods, calling out to us and questioning our reasons. It was if its only existence is to ask what it is: existence. Maybe he was the one that made this place. Maybe he's the one that causes the pain.
"I ask again. Who are you? Where are you? Why do you exist in a worl-"
"Whoever you are, show yourself!" I shouted, looking all around me but found nothing.
"Whooo! How can I show myself to the one that can't even see his own true self? It is the priority of life and death to look oneself before searching of others."
My true self? What is this creature talking about? I know who I am...do I? Damn it! This beast is meant to confuse me, questioning my motives which are clear for me. "The dead and the living? If I am here, then myself is neither that of either worlds. This is realm for souls, not for a world."
"So true, it is but the reason why souls come here you cannot comprehend. Whoooo!"
"What? What are you saying?"
The voice continued with its mocking tone. "If you want to know the truth of life, you must first seek the land at night. Only then will you see the fright of real death inside life. Whoooo!"
Fading until nothiness, the noise ceased to exist. What was it talking about? What land of night? Was it this place at night, or must I travel beyond the plains to see this?
"Damn it! Why can't anyone tell me a straight answer!" I fell down in frustration, damaging a nearby stone greatly. I felt no pain from my human hands, yet inside I was hurting so. My time was limited yet again here, so the only logical thing to do was to go beyond the plain. I stood up determined, and headed toward the landscape in front.
"Kiba! Please don't go!"
Wha...Myu? I turned around, only to see a blur of orange ransack meto the ground. Quickly it changed into something longer...more beautiful...her. "Myu, where were you?" That was a inexcusable question. She was here all the time, yet I still persist the fact that she cannot go anywhere.
"Kiba...I didn't know you would come back so soon." She embraces me at the waist tightly, yet somehow it felt wrong. I can feel her whole frame shaking. Her breaths were in short takes, and her face was wet...most likely from tears. What was wrong? Why was she crying?
"Myu, what's wrong? Did something happen here?"
For some reason, her grasp became tighter and her face buried within my shirt. It hurt me to see her like this anytime, especially now.The air...it seemed colder, darker somehow. Then I looked up at the sky. 'Pitch black? But it was day a minute ago....
"The sky...."
"Kiba, please leave now."
I quickly turned my head to her. "What? Myu, what are you saying?"
"Please. You have to leave now. It's not safe here."
I watched her eyes. They were trembling, fear was taking over her. "Tell me what's happening."
"Just leave. Leave and never come back."
"What?" I couldn't believe what I was hearing. She hated me? But why? "Myu, what are you say-"
"Just leave now!" She got off me suddenly and stared across the dark plains, but...there was something weird about this picture. I don't think staring off is a trait she would develop.
"Why do I have to leave? Do you....hate me?"
There was nothing, just silence. "...Yes..."
Dust swirled around me, faster and faster as the words continued in my head. 'Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes'
I couldn't take it anymore. I had to hold her, have real comfort that this is real. This isn't real....it can't be....
"Myu....why do you-"
Black.
===Train===
"Nooooooo!" I woke up in a puddle of sweat, the red moon as my only light. My breaths were in gasps, so I tried to catch my breath. Then I realized the events before.
Why does she hate me? What have I done to her that did this? I couldn't dwell on this any further without being more awake. Swaying off the bed and into the bathroom, I furiously washed any trace of the sweat I accumallated. The dream came to me again.
The lands...they came to me....dark....she hates. No, wait. There was a voice there before, but what was it? What was that voice that asked me about the life I lived? The question that was-
"Whoooo! Who are you? Where are you?"
I froze. "Who's there? Show yourself!"
"I ask again. Who are you? Where you? Why do you live? Whoooo!"
"Come out where ever you are! I don't know who or what you are but-"
"You cannot threaten something that does not exist in this world of pain."
"What?"
"I am here only to warn you of dangers ahead. And...the truth. Tell me, do you still intend on continuing this journey of yours?"
My journey for Myu? "....."
"Whoooo! I see you hesitate and doubt whether it is worth your life. I understand that the wolve is fearful of losing a life before gaining one."
"Shut up!" I grasped my fist tightly. "I have no doubt that I'll still continue, no matter what you say."
"Whoo whoo whoo! A strong one we have, even though the illusion was supposed to suceed."
"What? That was an illusion?" My mind raced. A fake? That would mean someone's trying to stop me from getting to her. But I don't understand why anybody would want to. I'm not harming anybody, not even the humans.
I asked again. "What do you know of me? And was that real?"
"....There is no boundry between life and death....illusion is the line between that...there is truth and lie, but one and the same are they are. You choose the true words of your life....and this world...."
Know it's been a while, but I've been busy at Hope I get inspiration for MORE MYU/KIBA!!
Sucky, but it's only half a chapter. Schools here and booooooo. Homework=Not much free time.