Chapter 4
Lupin
SORRY I have not updated for long, been on vacation. It rained the first two days. I got a suntan, but I am burnt and it really, really hurts as I am typing this.
We are spending Christmas break at the headquarters of the Order of The Phoenix. No school gives me too much time to think, and you know how I feel about thinking.
Anyway last night I could not get to sleep, so I decided to take a walk around to tire myself out, hopefully. I was going down to the kitchen when I realized someone was all ready sitting down their. It was Lupin. He did not see me, but I saw him and I saw silent tears running down his face.
While I sneaked away though my initial thought was, 'what reason does he have to be crying.' Then it came to me. He had lost everyone...
As far as I know both his parents are dead and he had no brothers or sisters. He has been shunned all of his life and the last person that accepted him was gone.
Of course the order accepted him, but the order could not replace Sirius. They could not replace any or all of his best friends. The first people, beside his parents, who accepted him for who he was and did not consider him a monster.
Lupin knows this. Like he knows that he can not replace Sirius for me and Sirius knew he could not replace my father.
I seem to have forgotten about Lupin and what he has lost. The sad thing is that about sixteen years ago he lost all three of them, all the marauders in around one day, not to forget my mother also. Then about three years ago he got one of them back, Sirius, back. Well he got two back technically but Wormtail does not count because he is a #$%&. Then a half a year ago he lost Sirius again.
At least I only lost Sirius, Sirius Black, once because twice must suck, especially since he is such a great guy, a great person that really cares, a great godfather, and a great friend.
He went to prison in attempt to protect my parents and me. , then broke out of prison to protect me again.
Sirius lives I say, he lives. I wish he was living. I hope he is not dead because he is so cool and he rocks. You know else is cool, Luna Lovegood... and the Weasley twins. Okay I am rambling. I know there are only three chapters before Christmas it is just that I wrote the chapters as I was inspired. It also goes well with the last chapter, don't you think. REVIEW!!!