A/N: And the second batch! Hooray. Explanation's on ch. 1, so go back for that. And, their entries are deviating because the sessions are deviating. And why am I doing this? It's like doing little one-shots all together in a followable way. And if they seem to suddenly go off in a different direction, it's cause they're switching the question put to them.
Warnings: Same as before, except Duo's not as pissed off this time. Little angsty this time, though. Oops. Also, mild Relena bashing. (But, hey, who doesn't want to kill her?)
Disclaimer: I still don't own them.
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Journals
Entry 2
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Emotions are something I have never been skilled at. In fact, it is my weakest skill. I have been trained to be emotionless, and so I am.
Now that the war is over, I should be able to express myself more. However, all my life, emotions were a hindrance to the mission, and were therefore pushed aside, or below, or however far away as I could put them.
I was instructed to consider my relationships to both Relena Peacecraft and Duo Maxwell in particular. I am to write down whatever I feel; this is supposedly a 'release' activity.
Relena is innocent. She is also what Quatre calls 'clingy', although Duo prefers the statement 'pink stalker psycho bitch'. I'm fairly sure that's how he phrases it. Relena has many responsibilities, yet somehow makes time to converse with me. I am not someone to be called a conversationalist. Therefore, she values my company greatly, although I have yet to see any motive for doing so.
I do not love her. I believe she is a valued friend, but I do not see anything further in our relationship.
Duo is anything but innocent. He's loud, cheerful, playful, and interesting. I find him fascinating, although at times annoying. Duo is my best friend, and we care about each other. I told him yesterday I don't love Relena, and he was silent. A silent Duo is always a bad sign, since although he acts like a complete idiot, he's a genius, just like the rest of us.
If there was ever an extreme emotion through me, it would be centralized around Duo. Everything about him is extreme. He confuses me.
I believe investigation is in order.
01(crossed out) Heero
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Dear Journal,
Hello again! Today, I'm supposed to write about my relationship to the other guys.
I'll start with Heero. He's always been a little cold, but we understand each other mostly. A few days ago, we almost had a conversation over breakfast, even though it was about security for the mansion. He's always been work-oriented, and Duo's there to help him loosen up, even if it's by playing jokes on him.
Which, I guess, leads to Duo. Duo and I are very good friends, and we play video games together a lot. He's like a big brother to me. I've never had a big brother, just lots of sisters. It's entertaining to see how he tries to get Trowa and I together, and still seem innocent.
Trowa...I'd say our relationship is warming up. I hugged him yesterday while we were reading! Duo had burned my chair, and so I ended up sitting on his lap, and when I was about to fall off he caught me. It was so sweet of him. Yes, I know I'm a silly, hopeless romantic, but I swear my face has never been redder. Our faces were so close...
Onto Wufei. He's always been the solitary one, and I think that's just his nature. We have lots of great discussions on literature; I'd never thought he was so well-learned. He's at a hermit stage, though, and the only things to draw him out are work, food, and yelling at Duo. I respect that, though. He's got a lot to think about, after all.
Well, I'll write soon. Duo's yelling again.
Sincerely,
Quatre
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I'll admit, I like Quatre. In more than a friend way. He's beautiful, and even though he's a pilot, just like me, he still seems pure. He's a tragic butterfly, and I love him for it.
I almost kissed him, but I'm still too nervous to tell him how I feel.
Catherine's my sister, biological or not. I would never, ever kiss her.
Trowa
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I love Nataku, and always will love Nataku. She will never truly be gone as long as Shenlong's with me. Her death was honorable, but unfair. I should have died in her place.
I do not wish to discuss this further.
Wufei
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Why the hell do you want me to do this? If you're as good as you say, you should already know. But, hell, if it's therapy and gets you off my ass, I might as well try.
First, Heero. He's fine, smart, and good lord is his glare sexy. I'm not gay or anything...I think...but, hey, I've seen him in the shower, and let me tell you, he isn't missing a damn thing. They call him the perfect soldier for a reason. And, no it's not just physical, but I'm not going to go all psychoanalysis on that. Heero's just too damn perfect. I just want to...I don't know! I just wanna cuddle, I guess. Cuddle and talk, and then go on to more enjoyable activities.
Wanna hear the weird thing that happened? He told me he doesn't love Relena. I mean, at first, I was thinking it was a hint, you know, as in "I'm single and sexy", but Heero isn't exactly Mr. Subtle. He knows I don't say Pink Bitch in a sweet way. He's dense, not stupid.
Alright, enough Heero. Now, we move on to Hilde, just like you wanted.
Hilde? She's cute. She's sweet, and all that, but she's not Heero. I mean, if she asked me out, and there was not Heero, I'd go. But, when you're sleeping in the same room with a guy you dream about every night, watching his eyelids flut
oh shit this is bad i can't oh shit shit shit
You are in deep trouble, therapist lady.
Duo
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A/N: And we're done with their second entries! Not as funny; sorry 'bout that, but it gets better. If you don't get Duo's little cut-and-cuss, just wait. Special thanks to Tyrne J and Memeal for reviewing!