A/n started off as a oneshot, now continuing! This chapter is hermione, thinking about guys. Cuz no matter how much JK Rowling (no offence to the GENIUS that created these STUNNING characters! And that is genuine! She is amazing.) would like to pretend that Hermione is just a bookworm, she is a girl, and a 15 year old one at that. And she will want a guy.

Please R/R would be mucho appreciated!

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Lacking a Guy

I looked round the classroom, having finished the work for the class, and took in the view.

I miss Viktor, since that summer I'd spent at his house everything just seemed to be fizzling out, and I just didn't understand what I'd done wrong. Never mind, there's plenty more fish in the sea, arent there?

I mean, I go to a co-educational school, there must be hundreds of single boys here that might be attracted to a girl with... bushy hair and average features... Well I don't know.

Who is there in here? Hmmmm... the Slytherins arent actually that bad on the looks front. Correction, they're better than our Gryffindors. Who would want a skinny little black-haired boy with a scar on his head when they could have Draco Malfoy... Mmmmm.

Oh. My. God. Did I just think that? I cant believe I just thought that... I mean Blaise Zabini is much better, I'd just love to feel those gorgeous warm hands running along my skin...

NO Hermione! Bad thoughts, very, very bad thoughts!

Oh God, why wont anyone ask me out? I know that Harry and Ron only just figured out I'm a girl, but still, everybody else must have already known! Am I really that repulsive?

Maybe it's the clever thing? I could try and drop a few grades in something, maybe Care of Magical Creatures...

What does a gorgeous guy want from a girl? I know its stupid, but I havent really been in a situation to find out recently. Or much at all. Maybe they want sex.

I could do that. I think. It'd be quite nice if you had the right guy I think. Everybody in all the movies seems to think it's quite fun. I reckon Blaise'd be quite good.

Oh my god did I really think that?! Hee hee, I'm so weird inside my head. Everybody thinks I'm really smart and that I don't have an interest in guys or looking good or make up or anything. But I'm not that smart; I have to study REALLY hard to get the grades I get. And mum and dad are so into good grades and prefecting, I wish I didn't have all this pressure.

I mean, Harry just does what he likes, barely ever does his homework, and he still manages to get good grades. Not as good as mine, I'll concede, but still good.

Harry. Maybe that's why guys don't come up to me? Because I'm friends with guys? Maybe they think there's some secret, virtually incestuous relationship going on (which would be completely absurd seeing as Harry, Ron and I arent biologically related), and are repulsed by it? Oh god I hope not, 'cause I'll be single for LIFE if that's the case.

I don't want to be single forever, contrary to popular belief. I mean it's not even my fault I'm single now, I wouldn't be if I even thought for a second that somebody would like me back.

Why does no one like me back?

I'm not hideous... God don't start crying! You'll look like a right idiot! I wish somebody would like me and go out with me and kiss me, so I could maybe feel their hands on me. That must be the nicest feeling in the world, the feeling of the touch of someone who loves you.

Maybe not love, right away at least. Just the touch of someone who wants to be with you. Wants your company as a girl, not as someone who's virtually a guy. Someone who would pretend to listen and then say, "you're gorgeous," and maybe mean it. And then lean over me and kiss me.

I wanted to kiss someone. I'd come close with Viktor, but I'd got scared and it'd never happened. Now all I wanted was to feel some warm lips against mine, their soft tongue probing against my lips and then exploring the edges and corners of my mouth, stroking and caressing my tongue...

Oh God I'm blushing. Please don't go REALLY red that'd just be embarassing.

Head down now Hermione!

Oh MERLIN, CHRIST... WHOEVER!!! All I want is a boyfriend! Draco Malfoy? Blaise Zabini... anyone sexy... I'll make an effort with my looks soon, really I will!

Just help me get a guy.