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Confidential Confessions
[Bakura P.O.V.]
After the ambulance came I stumbled into the back to sit by your body. The people there seemed nice enough except for the fact that they were all staring at me... Worthless mortals, what do they think they are going to accomplish by staring at me? I'll never understand humans... Damn it when are we going to get there? What do they need to tell me that I already don't know anyways? "Ryo is dead" Yes, thank you I already know!
"What are you all staring at me for?!" I found myself screaming at them. Oh yes, I feel so much better now, screaming at pathetic mortals is going to make all the pain go away!
Well, it worked; they were no longer staring at me but at my hikari's lifeless body... D-damn... Why did I drive you to do it?! I was going to tell you I love you... If only you had held on a little longer! Just five minutes more may have been enough to save you!
"Excuse me, sir? Are you all right?" one of the baka mortals had asked me.
I hadn't realized it but tears were pouring down my face... Much like that blood was pouring down your wrist... The blade was still lodged into your arm; they didn't want to remove it when they had first come... Probably afraid of the same thing as I was; that it would sever your veins...
"Y-yeah... I'm fine..." what a horrible lie, she can't have possibly believed that!
"You're sure?" she asked me with a look of worry spreading across her face.
"Yes, I'm sure... thank you..." was all I could bring myself to express. I wiped away a few tears from my cheeks to find that my once warm face was now cold with wet tears... They did not seem to want to stop because as I wiped away more tears, a whole new stream replaced the one I pushed away...
We arrived at the hospital a little after 12:00 a.m. I almost fell out of the back of the ambulance upon disembarking it. They brought out your body right after I had gotten safely on the ground and started up towards the double doors of the hospital. I followed slowly, dragging my feet... My mind wanted to go but my body did not seem to want to.
After a few minutes I was finally inside the hospital and I walked uneasily up to the front desk.
"E-excuse me... The people that came in here before, do you know which way they went?"
She looked up from her paperwork and answered me in an extremely cold voice for a receptionist.
"Down the hall and to the right! If you were with them in the ambulance, why didn't you follow inside?!"
She looked back down and returned to her paperwork. Ok, mental note to self; send worthless bitches like that to the Realm of Eternal Darkness.
I trudged down the hallway to where Ryo supposedly was located. I turned the corner and looked inside the first room that came into my site. I did a double take because who I saw in there was beyond my comprehension... Inside a small room, lying under the pure white sheets was young Yugi Mutou. What's he doing here? Better yet, why is he in one of the hospital beds?
/Hey, Pharaoh! What happened to your hikari? /
/What? Oh, hey, Bakura... /
/Well, are you going to tell me? / I grew interest as to why young Yugi was in there so I approached the room without hesitating.
/Do I really need to tell you? /
He seemed to upset; perfect!
/Yes, you need to tell me! /
He let out a heavy sigh and spoke close to tears...
/Yugi... attempted to commit suicide... / I felt my heart give a sharp jolt sending intense pain through my entire body.
/O-oh... I... I'm sorry... /
The Pharaoh's tears seemed to have escaped from the eyes they were being held back into.
/S-so... Why are y-you here? /
Great, my turn to tell now!
/It concerns Ryo... /
/Did something happen to him? / The Pharaoh looked up at me with red eyes.
/He... he's dead... / I was ready for what came next...
/What?! How?! When?! /
/I don't know... a few hours ago... /
/And how?! / His expression changed altogether... His once red, soft eyes were now wide and filled with panic...
/Suicide... / It hurts so much to say that word...
No more words needed to be uttered from either of us... We both knew that Ryo went and killed himself because of me... I decided to break the silence...
/So, why did Yugi have reason to go and attempt to kill himself? /
The Pharaoh must have been unprepared for my question because he stuttered and hesitated as he spoke...
/I-I'm not exactly sure... I just... just found him like that... laying in his room... the white carpet now a crimson thick red... Oh, Bakura! I know it's my fault! I know I made him do it somehow! /
He was such a nervous wreck now... He used to look so confident, as though nothing could break him down... Now here he is, crying his heart out...
/No, Atemu... It wasn't your fault... / It was the first time I ever said his name...
He looked up at me and behind those usually confident eyes... behind those dark purple eyes ... I saw a person... a normal person... We sat there staring at each other for a good ten minutes before turning away again...
/I-I'm going to go i-into Ryo's room n-now... / I stumbled to my feet and walked clumsily out of the door leaving the Pharaoh and Yugi alone...
With a few more turns I had reached Ryo's room and I walked in to see him lying on the bed in the same fashion as Yugi was...
My angel... my black angel... my love... you have been taken away from me... What now?
Ok, there's chappie 4! Wow, I can't believe how well this is coming along! I haven't gotten writer's block once for this thing and the ideas just seem to keep coming to me! Now, I know I'm going to jinx myself with writer's block! (I hope I don't!) Anyways, please review! I appreciate people who remind me that I'm not a failure at everything I do! So special thanks to Rikoh (RyousGirl567), Isis (IsistheEgyptianGoddess), and Rowan Girl for believing in me and helping me to realize that I can write something and like it!
/ [text] / = mental link between characters
Confidential Confessions
[Bakura P.O.V.]
After the ambulance came I stumbled into the back to sit by your body. The people there seemed nice enough except for the fact that they were all staring at me... Worthless mortals, what do they think they are going to accomplish by staring at me? I'll never understand humans... Damn it when are we going to get there? What do they need to tell me that I already don't know anyways? "Ryo is dead" Yes, thank you I already know!
"What are you all staring at me for?!" I found myself screaming at them. Oh yes, I feel so much better now, screaming at pathetic mortals is going to make all the pain go away!
Well, it worked; they were no longer staring at me but at my hikari's lifeless body... D-damn... Why did I drive you to do it?! I was going to tell you I love you... If only you had held on a little longer! Just five minutes more may have been enough to save you!
"Excuse me, sir? Are you all right?" one of the baka mortals had asked me.
I hadn't realized it but tears were pouring down my face... Much like that blood was pouring down your wrist... The blade was still lodged into your arm; they didn't want to remove it when they had first come... Probably afraid of the same thing as I was; that it would sever your veins...
"Y-yeah... I'm fine..." what a horrible lie, she can't have possibly believed that!
"You're sure?" she asked me with a look of worry spreading across her face.
"Yes, I'm sure... thank you..." was all I could bring myself to express. I wiped away a few tears from my cheeks to find that my once warm face was now cold with wet tears... They did not seem to want to stop because as I wiped away more tears, a whole new stream replaced the one I pushed away...
We arrived at the hospital a little after 12:00 a.m. I almost fell out of the back of the ambulance upon disembarking it. They brought out your body right after I had gotten safely on the ground and started up towards the double doors of the hospital. I followed slowly, dragging my feet... My mind wanted to go but my body did not seem to want to.
After a few minutes I was finally inside the hospital and I walked uneasily up to the front desk.
"E-excuse me... The people that came in here before, do you know which way they went?"
She looked up from her paperwork and answered me in an extremely cold voice for a receptionist.
"Down the hall and to the right! If you were with them in the ambulance, why didn't you follow inside?!"
She looked back down and returned to her paperwork. Ok, mental note to self; send worthless bitches like that to the Realm of Eternal Darkness.
I trudged down the hallway to where Ryo supposedly was located. I turned the corner and looked inside the first room that came into my site. I did a double take because who I saw in there was beyond my comprehension... Inside a small room, lying under the pure white sheets was young Yugi Mutou. What's he doing here? Better yet, why is he in one of the hospital beds?
/Hey, Pharaoh! What happened to your hikari? /
/What? Oh, hey, Bakura... /
/Well, are you going to tell me? / I grew interest as to why young Yugi was in there so I approached the room without hesitating.
/Do I really need to tell you? /
He seemed to upset; perfect!
/Yes, you need to tell me! /
He let out a heavy sigh and spoke close to tears...
/Yugi... attempted to commit suicide... / I felt my heart give a sharp jolt sending intense pain through my entire body.
/O-oh... I... I'm sorry... /
The Pharaoh's tears seemed to have escaped from the eyes they were being held back into.
/S-so... Why are y-you here? /
Great, my turn to tell now!
/It concerns Ryo... /
/Did something happen to him? / The Pharaoh looked up at me with red eyes.
/He... he's dead... / I was ready for what came next...
/What?! How?! When?! /
/I don't know... a few hours ago... /
/And how?! / His expression changed altogether... His once red, soft eyes were now wide and filled with panic...
/Suicide... / It hurts so much to say that word...
No more words needed to be uttered from either of us... We both knew that Ryo went and killed himself because of me... I decided to break the silence...
/So, why did Yugi have reason to go and attempt to kill himself? /
The Pharaoh must have been unprepared for my question because he stuttered and hesitated as he spoke...
/I-I'm not exactly sure... I just... just found him like that... laying in his room... the white carpet now a crimson thick red... Oh, Bakura! I know it's my fault! I know I made him do it somehow! /
He was such a nervous wreck now... He used to look so confident, as though nothing could break him down... Now here he is, crying his heart out...
/No, Atemu... It wasn't your fault... / It was the first time I ever said his name...
He looked up at me and behind those usually confident eyes... behind those dark purple eyes ... I saw a person... a normal person... We sat there staring at each other for a good ten minutes before turning away again...
/I-I'm going to go i-into Ryo's room n-now... / I stumbled to my feet and walked clumsily out of the door leaving the Pharaoh and Yugi alone...
With a few more turns I had reached Ryo's room and I walked in to see him lying on the bed in the same fashion as Yugi was...
My angel... my black angel... my love... you have been taken away from me... What now?
Ok, there's chappie 4! Wow, I can't believe how well this is coming along! I haven't gotten writer's block once for this thing and the ideas just seem to keep coming to me! Now, I know I'm going to jinx myself with writer's block! (I hope I don't!) Anyways, please review! I appreciate people who remind me that I'm not a failure at everything I do! So special thanks to Rikoh (RyousGirl567), Isis (IsistheEgyptianGoddess), and Rowan Girl for believing in me and helping me to realize that I can write something and like it!