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Confidential Confessions

[Atemu P.O.V.]

What happened to this man's cold heart? It seems to have melted away... I don't mind it, he's comforting me and I hope I am comforting him as well... I don't know how long we were locked in that kiss... But it felt like an eternity, and I never wanted to let go... When we finally did pull away it was only to breathe... then he turned away from me to stare at Ryo... I knew deep down we both wanted more... but at the same time we didn't... He had just lost the only one he ever loved and I was in here for Yugi... But still... I want him... so badly... and I don't think I can have him...

[Bakura P.O.V.]

Still he continues to stare at me... I guess he really wasn't expecting that... Either that or he still wants more... But I can't give that to him... It would break Yugi's heart if he lost Atemu... Hm, well, it looks as though I actually care about the welfare of others... That's something that's never happened before... well except for Ryo... but even then I let him down... I'll never forgive myself for that... never... Ra, why won't Atemu stop staring at me?! It's not like I told him I love him! Or that'd I'd marry him! Gods, he's so pathetic sometimes! But still.... Ah! Damn these mixed up emotions of mine! Damn them to hell!!!!

[Atemu P.O.V.]

He seems so confused standing there... Maybe he's the one who should be sitting down... I got up and touched Bakura's arm slightly... He turned around quickly to face me... I must have startled him...

"You can sit down, if you want to..."

"No, thanks. I'm fine. You sit down."

His words were blunt and almost demanding. When I didn't follow his instructions he repeated himself in telling me to sit down again. Again I did not listen...

"Akeifa, it seems as though you need to more than I do..."

"And what is that supposed to mean?

I was speechless... Perhaps... perhaps he's gone back to his old self already...

"N-nothing... forget I said anything..."

I sat down in the chair again staring at him as he turned to face Ryo once more... Wait, why am I sitting here?! I should be with Yugi! I stood up again.

"Going somewhere, Pharaoh?"

Ah, so it's back to calling me Pharaoh now, is it?

"I'm going back to Yugi..."

"No, you're not. Stay with me..."

Something... is wrong here... so terribly wrong... I only stared at him as he turned around and started approaching me...

[Bakura P.O.V.]

He's not leaving now... I'll be alone again... I hate being alone... No, I won't let him leave me! He will stay here with me!

"I know you enjoyed that kiss as much as I did... I know you want more from me... I can see it in your eyes... and they never lie..."

"A-Akeifa... leave me alone..."

His voice was so close to a whisper... I had scared him...

"Don't deny what your heart truly desires... because it will eat away at you for the rest of your life..."

"I-I mean it, Akeifa... L-leave me alone..."

Still he quivered with fear... I have him where I want him... where I need him to be... vulnerable... unprotected... terrified... It's been too long since I've had this feeling... and I'm going to satisfy it...

[Atemu P.O.V.]

I was backing away from him in fear and instinct really... The back of my legs came into contact with the chair, I was cornered... He came up close to me and pushed me into the chair... Then he sat down on top of my lap and started to inch his face closer to mine... I wanted to speak... to scream... but my voice would not come out... I was trapped...

He roughly put his lips onto mine... it was nothing like before... he forced my lips apart and begin searching around my mouth with his tongue... I felt so violated... I didn't want this... Never did I want this... not from him or anyone... and there was nothing I could do about it right now... He had complete control over me... I heard a door slam and I knew he had used the powers of the Sennen Ring to close the door and lock it so no one would come in on us... I had nothing I could do... just sit there and wish it was over... and believe me... wishes like that don't come true very quickly...

[Bakura P.O.V.]

He's so rigid... so tense... I can fix that for him... I pulled my mouth off of his...

"Atemu, stop denying it... I know you want this..."

He said nothing; I knew I was right... I put my mouth on his once again and he closed his eyes tightly... Perfect... I took off my belt while he had his eyes closed so he had no idea what I was up to... Still not breaking the kiss, I wrapped my belt tightly around his hands and put them behind the chair... His eyes shot open... That's it my little bitch... show me that fear!

His eyes filled up with tears... and I could see a glint of hatred and fear in them... Wonderful... he is exactly where I want him... and I know he wants the same... I took my mouth away from his again... I pulled off my shirt and tied it over his eyes... using it to blindfold him... I slipped off his own shirt and started to kiss his chest softly... He moaned softly... I could tell he was enjoying it... He was putting up a fight before... and that had ceased... no longer was he trying to get away from me... We both wanted to be with each other... we both wanted to be in each other... and that I could do for him... Fuck Yugi, he can wait... For now, it's my turn with Atemu...

[Atemu P.O.V.]

I don't understand it... I thought that I would never want this... but it feels... so nice... I can actually enjoy this when I'm with Akeifa... after all; he isn't causing me any pain... I wish he would take off this damn makeshift blindfold though... I want to see what he's doing... Damn him, he's always into surprising others... I can tell... I wish he would hurry up though... I know he's working at something... and it's making me impatient!

I felt him undo my zipper... What is he working at here? Next he undid the button on my jeans... Is this his idea of a joke? Or is he actually going through with this...? Part of me wanted him to go on, and another part of me didn't... I hope the part that wants it wins though... I'm defiantly on that side... He slid off my jeans and I shivered slightly... he ran his hands up and down my thighs causing chills to run through my spine... Gods, it actually feels good... Forgive me if any of this is wrong... forgive me because I want this... please just forgive me... but I don't care anymore... I want it so badly... I want him... I want him in me now... and I pray to you that you won't let him stall any longer...

[Bakura P.O.V.]

Hahaha... the Pharaoh is getting a little impatient now, isn't he? Should I keep him waiting just to prolong this? Why not, it's fun seeing him squirm...

O.O O.O O.O O.O OMFG!!!! HOW THE HELL DID IT GET TO THIS?! Haha, what'd you guys think of it? Should I go on with this like this?