Lifeline
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Red Warmth
"Why am I doing this?" Asked Starfire as she laid on the medical table a giant scanner above her.
"We're going to see if anything is missing or out of place in your body"
Cyborg moved the scanner a small picture of Star's bloodstream appeared on the screen.
"Look to the right under the heart" Commanded Kai, all eyes glued to the screen. Starfire shut her eyes; she really didn't want to see it. Merel originated from the main core, the place where she got her energy. A gasp was heard from everyone in the room as Star's power/energy core came on screen.
It wasn't very clear, the scanner was at its maximum visibility power but more closeness was not needed to see the problem. The normally green small stomach like energy bag beside her heart was no other colour than red. Covered in blood.
"No" gasped Robin.
The sight was too much for the titans, Raven and Cyborg had to look away. Beat Boy felt like throwing up, and Robin.....Robin's eyes were glued to the screen. Red all red, the green almost non-existent. Raven walked closer to the computer her hand landing on a button shutting off the image.
"Star your energy bag is...."
"I know"
Her eyes closed again. She was feeling terrified and sick to her stomach.
Cyborg lifted up the scanner letting the emerald-eyed girl off the table. Her arms wrapped around her stomach, too afraid to look into her friends and family's eyes.
"Is there anything that can be done?" Blackfire walked closer to her sister, a sharp pain on her chest.
"Perhaps getting the blood out of the energy core?" Offered Kai.
Star ran a hand down her hair. She truly had not needed to see that.
"I do not think there is." She whispered.
"How about a transplant? Someone has to be compatible"
"The mare transplant would kill her. The power core is the most fragile part of our physiology. Doing anything to it would kill her on the spot" Explained Blackfire.
"There is nothing we can do" Starfire sighed closing her eyes and then opening them. She looked at her friends. "I know you are all trying your best to save me. But there are some things that you just have to let go of. Some things cannot be helped unfortunately this is one of them"
She sighed again. She was tired, really tired. She felt like collapsing on the bed and sleeping there for the next month or so. Tita'ia's image came to mind. 'Smiles are the best way to make people feel better. You should always smile' the young woman's voice still rang in her ears. Her lips curved into a soft smile, she would smile till the end just like her brother's wife had.
Kai recognized that smile, the same smile she put on when she knew things wouldn't be all right. He met Blackfire's eyes then Robin's, the boy wonder was silently pleading for a miracle.
Walking closer till he was standing right in front of her Robin held Starfire in a tight hug. Too afraid to let her go, too afraid she would break and leave him alone. Kai watched in wonder as the leader of he teen titans embraced his 'sister' but was stopped from asking by Blackfire's strong gaze.
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Starfire stared at the lizard swimming inside the pot.
"I am NOT eating * that*"
"You must!" Ordered Kai. He was adding some herbs inside the pot.
"I rather eat a qudkabon's stomach"
"Well I am sorry to 'disappoint' you but they cannot be found on Earth"
Star looked inside the pot one last time, her face turning purple.
"I am not easting that Kai"
"Oh yes you are"
"I say I am not easting it and I will not eat it"
"You are been stubborn"
"I am allowed to be stubborn"
"According to who?"
"According to me been older than you"
"Ah, you had to remind me...bet you still have to eat it, it is good for you"
"Who said this?"
"Mistdar"
"She has been known to make mistakes"
"Kori please you must eat it"
"Oh for crying out loud leave the girl alone Kai" Starfire gave her sister a grateful smile.
"The lizard will clean her stomach... it is good for her"
"Of course it will clean it, it will SWIM in it!" The red head squeaked.
"I'd like to see YOU eat it first" Blackfire smirked and winked at her giggling little sister. Malekai took one long looked inside the pot, both girls watched as his face turned a funny shade of purple just before turning off the stove (Starfire had taught him how to use the 'kitchen')
"Very well, I will only cook the herbs"
The three Tamaranians couldn't help but laugh as Kai took the lizard out of the pot and into the sink. Star was sure she saw a look of relief in its tiny black eyes.
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Starfire handed the white envelope to Kai.
"Please give Mistdar this"
"A goodbye?" He spat bitterly.
"An I love you" She corrected just before throwing her arms around the boy and holding him tightly.
'This is the last time I will hug him. The last time I will tell him everything will be fine. The last time I will see him....I am so sorry Kai, I never meant to make things so hard for you my little brother.' She held back the tears that were dangerously threatening to spill. She released the boy from the embrace tenderly placing a lock of golden hair back in place. She kissed his salty cheek; salt for the tears he was spilling.
"I love you Kori" He mouthed; he pecked her on the cheek and turned around to enter the ship. He came to a cold stop after seeing the titans waiting patiently by the side he walked closer to them.
"Please remember your promise, take care of her. And do not leave her alone"
"We won't" Said Robin strongly. Kai walked closer to the boy wonder stopping right in front of him.
"I know you love her, I can see it in your eyes. It will hurt you more than anything else. In you I entrust her happiness, take care of her"
Robin nodded, knowing he had just bowed to make her happy.
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Blackfire stood cold in front of her sister. Not moving, not speaking, no nothing.
"Damn it, I hate goodbyes" Muffled Blackfire as she continued staring at the ground. Star smiled softly walking closer to her sister.
"That is why we are not saying goodbye....I will be waiting for you, with Ryand'r. And you can tell me about your wonderful life then" She said cheerfully.
"I thought you didn't believe in those things"
"I do not, but I am hoping there is something after this life. It would amazingly disappointing if there was not"
Blackfire chuckled. "Yeah I guess. Do you really think I'll be going where you're going?"
"If you behave yourself you will" Teased Star, Blackfire never missed the hidden message beside it.
"I promise I will be good. No more stealing"
"And lying?"
"Oh c'mon I have to have *some* fun!" She complained Star tapped her foot Blackfire rolled her eyes in defeat.
"Promise?"
The dark haired girl eyed her sister suspiciously before sighing one last time and smiling.
"Yeah sis, I promise"
Starfire held Blackfire in a tight hug both girls closed their eyes trying to make the moment as lasting as possible.
'This is it, the last time I will ever hold you. You will never be here to soothe me while I cry again. Oh Star, I'm so sorry, so sorry. I wish we could celebrate your birthday together, I wish we could stay out late talking to each other about boys and life. Like you asked me so many times before but was too busy and jealous to pay any attention to you. I wish....I wish. I wish we could have more time, but its too late now isn't it? Too late for all that.
No more birthdays, no more staying out late. You will never get to marry Star, or have children. Oh how you love children you truly adore them and I don't know why you even bother." Blackfire chocked on her own thoughts she crushed Starfire closer to her.
"I will be right here whenever you need me....always. Just think of me" Whispered the emerald-eyes girl.
"I love you Star. I'm so sorry I wish....." Blackfire released Starfire suddenly. Never finishing her sentence. She kissed her sister on the cheek.
"Expect a letter from me every week and I expect the same from you" Star nodded and Blackfire smiled one last time before flying full speed into the spaceship.
Her emerald eyes watched as Kai waved one last time goodbye, got on the spaceship and flew off into the sky. Within two minutes they were gone, her blood family gone. She would never see that teasing sparkle on her sister's eyes ever again. Or Kai's innocent smile as he laughed. They were gone never to hold them again. Starfire collapsed to her knees; the last thing she saw was the retreating spaceship high in the sky.
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Star's eyes opened. She tried to sit up when a strong hand placed her back down.
"You need to rest" Ordered Cyborg from behind her. Starfire finally took hold of her surroundings. She was lying down on the couch, her friends clustered around her.
"I fainted?"
"Yes, I think it was too much take in"
Star placed her hand against her forehead blinking several times over. A funny feeling in her wrists, like a tickle. She felt like scratching it off but couldn't.
"You ok Star?"
Before she could respond the loud alarm went on. Sending the whole team to the huge screen to check where the problem was. One word was spoken by the green titan.
"Jail break"
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"TITANS GO!" Yelled Robin as they ran to the jail door. There were at least 200 prisoners running wild to the nearest doors. Each titan assumed the task of placing the prisoners back in their cells.
A very big prisoner who looked like he must have been a previous full weight champion wrestler ran towards Starfire. The emerald-eyed girl proceeded by getting a green star bolt ready but instead of feeling the powerful energy bolt in her hand she felt * nothing*. She looked down at her hand trying one more time but failing. One single thought ran through her mind as she tried for the third time to create the powerful bolt that again wouldn't form.
'I lost it' Her eyes went blank, as blank and painful as her mind. It was at that moment that she knew she would never be able to assist her friends at battle ever again. She was done with, no more....she was useless.
'You're USELESS! Absolutely useless, now you're just a load to your friends if they get hurt it will be YOUR fault!' Screamed her unconscious mind, she wanted to collapse on the floor once more and cry until she died. But was stopped by the realization of having an at least 400 pound giant running toward her at a considerably dangerous speed.
She looked around for the nearest hitting with object she could find. She knew her alien strength and flying abilities wouldn't disappear until she was almost dying. Finding a steel pole on the floor she grasped it in her hand and waited as the man ran faster toward her.
"Get out of my way lil gil or you're gonna get hurt!" He yelled. When he was within hitting range Star flew toward him hitting right in the head. The men fell to the ground but suddenly looked up taking hold of Star's foot and throwing her to the nearest wall. Starfire hit the wall with a loud 'Thump' her head began to hurt.
'Oh look little stars!' Thought Star as her head hit the wall. The man stood up rubbing his head.
"That hurt you wench!" Yelled the man as he continued to rub his head but continued moving closer to the harmed girl. A laser shot blew the man unconscious throwing him to the other side of the room.
"Star you ok?"
"Ye....yeah....I am undamaged" She said softly. Cyborg kneeled down beside the girl she met his eyes. What he saw in her eyes terrified him. It was fear, pure fear and pain. They were empty orbs lacking too much emotion and at the same time having too much unconsciously he diverted his eyes from hers. But she kept staring at him.
"C'mon Star, lets get you out of here" He ordered grabbing her arm he pulled her up. He wondered what had made her usually confident self shatter like that so suddenly. Had the man done anything to her? Was she ok? All questions he needed to know but didn't dare to ask yet.
Star's eyes remained blank, emotionless and dangerous. After reassuring Cyborg she was all right to fight she somehow managed to render unconscious at least 60 prisoners, all, which she didn't remember fighting at all. It all seemed like one big dark spot she had been in that spot once before.
Right after she lost her family.
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"Starfire what's wrong?"
"Star you ok?"
"What happened?"
Star sat on the couch her friends in front of her and her eyes still blank. Robin kneeled in front of her he gently took her hands resting on her lap in his. She met his gaze.
"Hey, what's wrong?" His voice soft and caring.
'They deserve to know, they should. I am useless now they should know'
To prove her point Star freed her right hand from Robin's raising t up. She closed her eyes, feeling righteous fury but nothing came then with a soft childlike voice she explained.
"I cannot make star bolts anymore. I am useless now"
Her friend's faces came crashing down all asking the same question. "When had it gone this far?" Robin firmly pulled Starfire into his chest were she grasped him tightly.
"It's going to be ok" Robin whispered into her ear. But to her it wouldn't be, her Star bolts were the single most powerful gift she considered having. It was what made her feel confident in battle. It wasn't just a power she had it was her confidence in herself. It was what gave her strength and without her strength she felt no more useless than cockroaches. (The only single creature in the entire planet earth she disliked) But somehow the tears wouldn't come she wanted to sob but couldn't.
"I wish to rest." She whispered beside Robin's ear.
"Ok, want me to go with you?"
"No thank you, I need to think....alone" She gave Robin an apologytive smile as well as to her friends. Trying her very best to smile at least a little, she succeeded but the blankness in her eyes gave her away. Beast Boy patted her back in comfort. She quietly retrieved to her room. After about five minutes Raven also left to her room.
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"Starfire may I come in?"
The door opened, Raven entered the room seeing as Star sat on her bed looking at the ground.
"Is there something you need Raven?"
"No, I wanted to talk to you"
"What about?"
"Your part of this team no matter what" She stated. She knew what was wrong by her fear, the look on her face. Weeks ago she had told Raven her worst fear....to be useless and not belong in the team anymore.
"I cannot fight I am useless"
Raven sat beside her on the bed.
"Your never useless, you help us more than you realize"
"I annoy more than I realize"
"Starfire look at me"
Star met her eyes. They weren't emotionless like they usually were, no they were full of life and care.
"You're my best friend, and you help me a lot every day by those five minutes of quiet understanding. You don't need to fight to be useful in a team, I know its weird coming from me but it's really the friendship between the teammates that make the team. And you're our friend Star, no matter what you'll always be part of the team"
A sob finally escaped Star's lips she threw her arms around the pale skin girl and hugged her tightly. Though Raven was a bit taken back and uncomfortable by the gesture she returned the hug. Knowing her friend needed as much support as she could get, and after all who would ever know?
"Thank you Raven." She whispered before releasing her from her embrace and wiping the tears that had fallen. The cloaked titan was pleased to see her eyes had returned to normal and a genuine smile was coming back. It was a mystery to her why the red haired girl tried so hard to smile ALL the time. Even after she had just gotten hurt emotionally like that.
"Star why do you always have to smile?" She asked in mock annoyance.
"Umm....I suppose it is a habit. It always seems to make everyone feel better"
"You do it to make people feel better?" The dark purple-eyed titan raised an eyebrow.
"Well seeing them smiling makes me want to smile too. I like seeing people happy."
Raven smirked; she always found Starfire's unselfishness curious.
"Is that a smile creeping upon Raven's lips? Or is it the ghost of a smile?" Joked Star softly.
"Yes it was"
"You should smile more Raven, it suits you"
She chuckled. "Suits me? DO you remember how Beast boy and Cyborg reacted when they saw me smiling for no particular reason?"
The red head giggled softly at the memory the pain in her heart lifting with every passing minute.
"Yes, it was quite amusing watching them collapse on their knees begging for forgiveness of whatever it was they had done"
Raven chuckled.
"And I even got them to remain absolutely silent for the whole day....you're right Star I think I * will* smile more"
Raven's eyes glowed with mischievousness that had been merely a grin think about what she could get them to do if she smiled or better yet laughed! Yes she was definitely getting an idea. Starfire's giggles filled the room guessing what her friend was planning to do.
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Starfire walked quietly to the main room again not been able to sleep. She was getting frustrated of the same thing every night. Stopping in front of the huge window facing the city she gazed down at the dark ocean underneath her. It was a whole different world under there, a whole different place. It fascinated her how one planet could have two completely different worlds. Deciding to go see the ocean she made her way to the door and down to the shore of the small island the T-Tower was located.
She sat on the wet sand. The ocean waves touching her bare feet now and then. She'd needed to get away, away from the tower at least for a few hours. The stars in the sky shined like diamonds. Her sister and Kai were gone; she was never going to see them again. Ever. That had been the last time she had hugged her sister or the last time she'd kissed Kai goodbye. Never again would she do that again. Her heart began aching again.
She inhaled the deep salty scent of the ocean. How she loved this planet, it was so beautiful. The sky, the ocean, the animals. But most of all her friends she didn't remember a time when she had been so in peace. Her sister didn't hate her, Robin loved her, her friends loved her everything was all right and yet she was dying.
She touched the sand with her hand and began drawing on it with her finger. She was so at peace and yet she wanted something more, she couldn't put her finger on it yet. Every time she tried Robin's face appear in her mind.
"You should be sleeping"
Star smiled, recognizing the voice.
"I could not sleep"
"Why didn't you come to my room then?"
The masked titan sat beside her she scooped closer to him. Resting her head against his shoulder she skin welcoming the warmth. The night was chilly and she was starting to feel cold. Robin placed an arm around her shoulders pulling her closer to him.
"I did not want to bother you. I have been going to your room almost every night for the past week, you need a good night sleep as well"
"What I need is you, plus I sleep better when your beside me" He kissed her temple lovingly surprising Star a bit. He was usually not this touchy she sure wasn't complaining though she snuggled closer to him.
"Robin do you believe in heaven?"
"Umm....I guess. When I was little everyone told me my parents had gone to heaven."
"When my parents died Mistdar told me they had gone to Shila, the Tamarean heaven. And then when my brother died....I do not know anymore, I wonder if will I disappear after I die"
Robin hid his face in her hair, breathing in the mixed scent of her hair and the salty ocean scent.
"Star promise me something" It wasn't a question, it was an order. Robin made sure he was looking into her eyes.
"Anything"
"Promise me you won't leave me....ever"
"Robin I do not think that is...." She was silenced by his lips claiming hers. After a few seconds he stopped, his forehead resting against hers. Her lips and cheeks flushed and waiting for more.
"Promise me!"
"I promise" His lips pressed against hers tightly wanting to have as much of her as he could.
At that moment she realized what it was she wanted what she felt was missing. She wanted him, all of him. His kisses his touches, she wanted to be the first to kiss him with passion. She wanted to be his first.
"Robin"
"Uhu" She smiled as his mouth barely left hers. Not letting her speak.
"Could we....umm go to your room?"
The boy wonder stopped his kisses and nodded. Guessing she was probably feeling tired and wanted to sleep. Helping her up they walked inside the tower. His arm around his waist and her head tilted to his side.
'Yes I am sure of what I want. He needs this and I need this. Let us at least have this memory for both of us to hold on to' She had decided, she just hoped Robin would want to as well. Perhaps he would be disgusted with her, she was dying maybe he was disgusted by the thought but....
Before she knew it they were somehow right in front of Robin's door. They entered his room in silence. Once the door was closed Starfire removed her neck brace and boots Robin making nothing of it sat on the bed.
He watched as she also removed her wrist braces, the soft pale moonlight going through the window falling lighting her movements. His eyes widened when he saw the skin around her wrists a much deeper shade of orange as if bruised but at the same time it looked like the only thing stopping the wrists from bleeding was the thin skin. He wanted to examine them more closely, but at the same time was terrified of what he would see.
"Star, your wrists" She met his worried eyes.
"It is nothing Robin, just another symptom."
He took both wrists in his hands looking them over.
"They don't look good"
"I am fine" She smiled and kissed him on the nose. Robin looked into her eyes making sure she saw he didn't believe her at all. He brought both wrists to his lips and kissed the skin tenderly.
Star decided it was the perfect opportunity to tell him what she wanted.
"Robin I have been wondering....well umm" She bit her lips nervously.
"Hey, its ok"
"Well, Robin I love you so much and I was wondering if perhaps you would agree to....umm to be intimate with me?"
Robin stared at her in shock his brain trying to process the question. He searched his brain for any other possible meanings. She couldn't have just asked him what he thought she did. This was Starfire after all innocent Star!
'Not so innocent when you're making out' said a voice inside Robin's brain. 'Shut up' He warned.
"Ahe, (clears throat) Star you mean umm like make love?"
The dark red haired girl nodded but kept her gaze to the ground her cheeks flushed.
"You do know what that would mean right? The risks?"
Starfire managed a small smile before proceeding.
"It would mean we would be bonded in almost every possible way. We would be one, and that is what I want....and the risks, (she chuckled lightly though more out of nervousness) if you mean me dying and leaving you I understand if you do not wish to but if you mean human pregnancy....I cannot get pregnant until I am 20 years old. Tamaranian physiology does not allow us to have children before then or after we are 30 years old"
Robin continued blinking once, twice, three times. After again processing the given information and being amazed by her physiology Robin's brain started working again. But not soon enough for Starfire, she started to walk away anticipating the answer.
"I understand if you do not wish to. After all I am sick and maybe you think that...." She was silenced by his hungry lips landing on hers.
"I want to, god do I ever want you. I love you Star, I want to be with you forever"
( I know its cliché and not very realistic but he means it in more than one- way. She's dying he wants to be with the girl)
"Truly?" She asked her voice shaky. He hugged her to him, breathing in the scent of her hair and skin. How he ached to feel her, to hold her. He was afraid; it was his first time after all. But at the same time he was so sure of what he wanted, he wanted her all of her. He wanted to hold her and feel her, to know every inch of her body so that he couldn't forget. So that this night could always be remembered, the feeling of their bodies together, the smell of her hair. Her love and all her care.
"I just want you to be sure. There is no turning back"
"Robin believe me I AM sure." He smiled and so did she. Her gentle hands tugged at the mask covering his eyes. The mask came undone, revealing his blue-greyish eyes.
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Ever so slowly they began discarding their clothes. Taking as much time as they wanted feeling no real rush. Robin took off his gloves, utility belt cape and shirt. Leaving only his pants, his muscular chest bare. He lowered his lips down to Star's neck. Trailing small butterfly kisses all over it. Starfire took one long breath, not releasing it.
She placed her hands against his warm chest, gently running her hands against the warm skin. Amazed by the soft way his skin felt against her hand. He slowly tasted her amberish skin kissing from the base of her neck to her earlobe where he sulked a little for just a moment before releasing it.
He continued teasing her neck but not for long, Star's mouth descended upon his eagerly. They parted for a moment, looking into each other's eyes. She smiled and giggled softly he smiled back kissing his cherry red lips once more before moving down to trail more kisses down her neck. Star giggled softly again.
"Robin that tickles!" Robin laughed with her.
"Do you have any idea how much I love your laugh?" He asked, Star's eyes softened she kissed his lips in response.
"I love yours more" She whispered.
"Wanna bet?"
She laughed knowing he wanted her to take the bait. The childish laughter was forgotten when Robin's hand took hold of the hem of her tight shirt.
"May I?" He asked his voice resembling the one of a child asking permission to do something. Star smiled in response and lifted her arms up so it would be easier for him to slide the garment off.
Once the shirt was off it was tossed on the floor never breaking eye contact with her. He looked at her half naked figure; she was wearing what looked like a tightly wrapped band covering her breasts. He tenderly touched the bands curious of why they were there. As if reading his mind she leaded his hands to her side showing him where the bands could be opened.
"It is common in my planet for girls to wear this....especially for warriors"
He nodded deciding to leave the questions for some other time. He released the button like objects holding the bandages together, after she turned around once the covering was off. Fear ruled her mind as she saw Robin's bare eyes skim over her chest taking in every curve, every detail. When his eyes met hers she was surprised to find pure lust looking back at her. He claimed her lips hungrily, his hands going everywhere caressing everywhere. His lips wondered to her breastbone, he sulked there gaining a small whimpering noise from the amberish skin girl. After a few moments of repeating the action over a few spots in her neck his lips covered hers once more.
Star gasped as his mouth left hers and his hands rested on her hips right above her skirt. But his hands closed remained there crushing her against his chest. His left hand moved to her back caressing the skin in between her back shoulder blades. They were so tightly pressed against the other that he could feel her breasts against his chest. His lips remained on her neck, his nose hidden in her hair breathing in the scent of her skin.
Soon both of his strong arms were wrapped around her back drawing her closer and closer. Soon he could feel her heart beating against him.
'Her heart, beating strongly against her chest, don't ever stop beating. Don't you dare stop beating ever I want to hold you like this until I die. But I will be holding you like this until you die won't I? I will be the unlucky one here, but I swear I will hold you in my arms for as long as that heart of yours beats'
His hold was beginning to become painful even for Starfire. Half understanding his fear she wrapped her arms around him holding him tightly. After a few moments of just staying like that she decided to make the next move. She pressed her lips against his hungrily he responded quickly, letting his pain be melted away by her kisses.
After a set of passionate kisses Star's legs were starting to become tired. In a thought she floated herself and him over to the bed. She placed herself on top of him her weight resting against his body. Robin felt his body go on fire as he continued kissing her switching them so he was on top of her.
They removed what was left of their clothes. Amazing heat radiated from both their bodies. In a moment they became one, moving thinking breathing as one. And they kept their eyes locked through it all. Emerald green meeting grey-blue and for a moment just a moment in between the breathing, the lust, and love. Robin felt exactly what Starfire was feeling. For a moment they were one in the truest sense of the word, feeling and knowing everything about the other. Their hips continued to rock, light moaning sounds escaped both their mouths. And sensations new to both of them took over their bodies.
When it was all over Robin collapsed beside Star their breathing heavy. But they were both smiling as Robin rested his head against his pillow he gazed at Starfire. Her eyes were closed she looked as peaceful and beautiful as a goddess to him. She opened her eyes turning to look into his, her mouth formed a smile and then she laughed. Laughed like she'd never laughed before without holding back and Robin laughed with her.
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For no particular reason at all they were both laughing. Starfire hid her face into his shoulder still laughing but soon the laughter quieted down. She lifted her face to kiss him on the cheek. His arms wrapping around her squeezing her delicate skin against his.
"That was wonderful, Thank you" She whispered so softly he almost missed it. Her eyes said so much he had to look away.
"No, thank *you *" He kissed her swollen lips briefly before shifting her to a more comfortable position.
Both her hands rested on his chest while Robin's left hand was wrapped around her smooth waist, sometimes moving up to play with her red hair. His right hand held both her hands. Her breasts pressed against Robin's side, Starfire let out a content sigh.
"Happy?" He teased.
She nodded. "Very much"
"I think I'm happier"
She seemed thoughtful for a moment. "No, I am happier"
Robin laughed he wondered how ridiculous they looked arguing about who was happier at that moment.
'Man, I got it bad' He thought, commenting about how ridiculously in love he was. The corner of his eye caught the sight of her red wrists. Gripping her right hand he brought it closer to his eyes. He could see better now for the first morning sunrays was peeping through his window. He could see the blue veins trailing down her wrists making a lovely contrast with the red-orange colour around her wrists. Lovely that is of you were looking for an idea to a horror movie.
He studied the skin carefully Star grew uncomfortable at his deep stare. His forehead was starting to crease in worry. Bringing her hand back she rose up a bit and kissed his cheek lovingly causing her chest move higher up his ribcage. He tensed with the teasing movement but his expression didn't change she brought her lips to kiss him passionately on the mouth, finally his creases disappeared.
"Do not worry, they look much worse than they actually are"
"Why is it that every time you tell me that I get more worried?"
Star looked away hurt. But quickly looked up when she felt warm lips kissing both her wrists. She watched as Robin gently kissed every red spot such as Starfire had done to his eyes. When he stopped he stared deep into her eyes.
"You are so beautiful" Starfire melted right there all over again. He had kissed the most horribly looking part in her body and still believed her beautiful. She met his lips, their bodies insisting on fusing together permanently.
Once the kiss was over a small yawn escaped Star's lips. Causing Robin to chuckle.
"A little tired there?" He teased.
"Of course I am, you tired me" She snuggled closer to him, trying to find the right place against him to fall asleep in. Once found she closed her eyes her arms wrapped around his strong chest. Pulling the white bed sheets up he made sure Star was completely covered by them the last thing he wanted was for her to catch a cold draft and get a cold.
He took one long good look at her sleeping form before drifting off to sleep as well. For the first time in his life he felt warm inside and out. This was a night he would never forget...ever.
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DONE! Ha, well the chapter anyways. NOT THE STORY. The story still has a couple of chapters left. This was my longest chapter so far I hope you didn't find it boring. This was my first lemonish, I told you it wasn't going to be a lemon and I am looking forward to your comments and input. Hell even flames if you got them! I'm nervous about the Starfire/Robin scene I hope you liked it cause I'm very pleased with it. ********IMPORTANT!!!! DO YOU WANT ME TO FIT ONE MORE CHAPTE IN SO INSTEAD OF 10 THERE IS 11 OR 12 OR DO YOU WANT THE STORY TO END SOON? YOUR CHOICE!
Well thanks for reading it.
ANNOUNCEMENT!!!!! I...HAVE...THE...CURE!!!!!!! Yes people I have Starfire's cure I want to thank everyone who helped me by giving me ideas. All of them helped me come up with the cure and thank you so much! I hope I don't disappoint anyone.
(^.^)Don't forget to snuggle! And review if you wish to if not as long as you read it and like it its fine) OHHH AND I LOVE LONG REVIEWS so don't be shy please!
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Red Warmth
"Why am I doing this?" Asked Starfire as she laid on the medical table a giant scanner above her.
"We're going to see if anything is missing or out of place in your body"
Cyborg moved the scanner a small picture of Star's bloodstream appeared on the screen.
"Look to the right under the heart" Commanded Kai, all eyes glued to the screen. Starfire shut her eyes; she really didn't want to see it. Merel originated from the main core, the place where she got her energy. A gasp was heard from everyone in the room as Star's power/energy core came on screen.
It wasn't very clear, the scanner was at its maximum visibility power but more closeness was not needed to see the problem. The normally green small stomach like energy bag beside her heart was no other colour than red. Covered in blood.
"No" gasped Robin.
The sight was too much for the titans, Raven and Cyborg had to look away. Beat Boy felt like throwing up, and Robin.....Robin's eyes were glued to the screen. Red all red, the green almost non-existent. Raven walked closer to the computer her hand landing on a button shutting off the image.
"Star your energy bag is...."
"I know"
Her eyes closed again. She was feeling terrified and sick to her stomach.
Cyborg lifted up the scanner letting the emerald-eyed girl off the table. Her arms wrapped around her stomach, too afraid to look into her friends and family's eyes.
"Is there anything that can be done?" Blackfire walked closer to her sister, a sharp pain on her chest.
"Perhaps getting the blood out of the energy core?" Offered Kai.
Star ran a hand down her hair. She truly had not needed to see that.
"I do not think there is." She whispered.
"How about a transplant? Someone has to be compatible"
"The mare transplant would kill her. The power core is the most fragile part of our physiology. Doing anything to it would kill her on the spot" Explained Blackfire.
"There is nothing we can do" Starfire sighed closing her eyes and then opening them. She looked at her friends. "I know you are all trying your best to save me. But there are some things that you just have to let go of. Some things cannot be helped unfortunately this is one of them"
She sighed again. She was tired, really tired. She felt like collapsing on the bed and sleeping there for the next month or so. Tita'ia's image came to mind. 'Smiles are the best way to make people feel better. You should always smile' the young woman's voice still rang in her ears. Her lips curved into a soft smile, she would smile till the end just like her brother's wife had.
Kai recognized that smile, the same smile she put on when she knew things wouldn't be all right. He met Blackfire's eyes then Robin's, the boy wonder was silently pleading for a miracle.
Walking closer till he was standing right in front of her Robin held Starfire in a tight hug. Too afraid to let her go, too afraid she would break and leave him alone. Kai watched in wonder as the leader of he teen titans embraced his 'sister' but was stopped from asking by Blackfire's strong gaze.
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Starfire stared at the lizard swimming inside the pot.
"I am NOT eating * that*"
"You must!" Ordered Kai. He was adding some herbs inside the pot.
"I rather eat a qudkabon's stomach"
"Well I am sorry to 'disappoint' you but they cannot be found on Earth"
Star looked inside the pot one last time, her face turning purple.
"I am not easting that Kai"
"Oh yes you are"
"I say I am not easting it and I will not eat it"
"You are been stubborn"
"I am allowed to be stubborn"
"According to who?"
"According to me been older than you"
"Ah, you had to remind me...bet you still have to eat it, it is good for you"
"Who said this?"
"Mistdar"
"She has been known to make mistakes"
"Kori please you must eat it"
"Oh for crying out loud leave the girl alone Kai" Starfire gave her sister a grateful smile.
"The lizard will clean her stomach... it is good for her"
"Of course it will clean it, it will SWIM in it!" The red head squeaked.
"I'd like to see YOU eat it first" Blackfire smirked and winked at her giggling little sister. Malekai took one long looked inside the pot, both girls watched as his face turned a funny shade of purple just before turning off the stove (Starfire had taught him how to use the 'kitchen')
"Very well, I will only cook the herbs"
The three Tamaranians couldn't help but laugh as Kai took the lizard out of the pot and into the sink. Star was sure she saw a look of relief in its tiny black eyes.
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Starfire handed the white envelope to Kai.
"Please give Mistdar this"
"A goodbye?" He spat bitterly.
"An I love you" She corrected just before throwing her arms around the boy and holding him tightly.
'This is the last time I will hug him. The last time I will tell him everything will be fine. The last time I will see him....I am so sorry Kai, I never meant to make things so hard for you my little brother.' She held back the tears that were dangerously threatening to spill. She released the boy from the embrace tenderly placing a lock of golden hair back in place. She kissed his salty cheek; salt for the tears he was spilling.
"I love you Kori" He mouthed; he pecked her on the cheek and turned around to enter the ship. He came to a cold stop after seeing the titans waiting patiently by the side he walked closer to them.
"Please remember your promise, take care of her. And do not leave her alone"
"We won't" Said Robin strongly. Kai walked closer to the boy wonder stopping right in front of him.
"I know you love her, I can see it in your eyes. It will hurt you more than anything else. In you I entrust her happiness, take care of her"
Robin nodded, knowing he had just bowed to make her happy.
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Blackfire stood cold in front of her sister. Not moving, not speaking, no nothing.
"Damn it, I hate goodbyes" Muffled Blackfire as she continued staring at the ground. Star smiled softly walking closer to her sister.
"That is why we are not saying goodbye....I will be waiting for you, with Ryand'r. And you can tell me about your wonderful life then" She said cheerfully.
"I thought you didn't believe in those things"
"I do not, but I am hoping there is something after this life. It would amazingly disappointing if there was not"
Blackfire chuckled. "Yeah I guess. Do you really think I'll be going where you're going?"
"If you behave yourself you will" Teased Star, Blackfire never missed the hidden message beside it.
"I promise I will be good. No more stealing"
"And lying?"
"Oh c'mon I have to have *some* fun!" She complained Star tapped her foot Blackfire rolled her eyes in defeat.
"Promise?"
The dark haired girl eyed her sister suspiciously before sighing one last time and smiling.
"Yeah sis, I promise"
Starfire held Blackfire in a tight hug both girls closed their eyes trying to make the moment as lasting as possible.
'This is it, the last time I will ever hold you. You will never be here to soothe me while I cry again. Oh Star, I'm so sorry, so sorry. I wish we could celebrate your birthday together, I wish we could stay out late talking to each other about boys and life. Like you asked me so many times before but was too busy and jealous to pay any attention to you. I wish....I wish. I wish we could have more time, but its too late now isn't it? Too late for all that.
No more birthdays, no more staying out late. You will never get to marry Star, or have children. Oh how you love children you truly adore them and I don't know why you even bother." Blackfire chocked on her own thoughts she crushed Starfire closer to her.
"I will be right here whenever you need me....always. Just think of me" Whispered the emerald-eyes girl.
"I love you Star. I'm so sorry I wish....." Blackfire released Starfire suddenly. Never finishing her sentence. She kissed her sister on the cheek.
"Expect a letter from me every week and I expect the same from you" Star nodded and Blackfire smiled one last time before flying full speed into the spaceship.
Her emerald eyes watched as Kai waved one last time goodbye, got on the spaceship and flew off into the sky. Within two minutes they were gone, her blood family gone. She would never see that teasing sparkle on her sister's eyes ever again. Or Kai's innocent smile as he laughed. They were gone never to hold them again. Starfire collapsed to her knees; the last thing she saw was the retreating spaceship high in the sky.
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Star's eyes opened. She tried to sit up when a strong hand placed her back down.
"You need to rest" Ordered Cyborg from behind her. Starfire finally took hold of her surroundings. She was lying down on the couch, her friends clustered around her.
"I fainted?"
"Yes, I think it was too much take in"
Star placed her hand against her forehead blinking several times over. A funny feeling in her wrists, like a tickle. She felt like scratching it off but couldn't.
"You ok Star?"
Before she could respond the loud alarm went on. Sending the whole team to the huge screen to check where the problem was. One word was spoken by the green titan.
"Jail break"
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"TITANS GO!" Yelled Robin as they ran to the jail door. There were at least 200 prisoners running wild to the nearest doors. Each titan assumed the task of placing the prisoners back in their cells.
A very big prisoner who looked like he must have been a previous full weight champion wrestler ran towards Starfire. The emerald-eyed girl proceeded by getting a green star bolt ready but instead of feeling the powerful energy bolt in her hand she felt * nothing*. She looked down at her hand trying one more time but failing. One single thought ran through her mind as she tried for the third time to create the powerful bolt that again wouldn't form.
'I lost it' Her eyes went blank, as blank and painful as her mind. It was at that moment that she knew she would never be able to assist her friends at battle ever again. She was done with, no more....she was useless.
'You're USELESS! Absolutely useless, now you're just a load to your friends if they get hurt it will be YOUR fault!' Screamed her unconscious mind, she wanted to collapse on the floor once more and cry until she died. But was stopped by the realization of having an at least 400 pound giant running toward her at a considerably dangerous speed.
She looked around for the nearest hitting with object she could find. She knew her alien strength and flying abilities wouldn't disappear until she was almost dying. Finding a steel pole on the floor she grasped it in her hand and waited as the man ran faster toward her.
"Get out of my way lil gil or you're gonna get hurt!" He yelled. When he was within hitting range Star flew toward him hitting right in the head. The men fell to the ground but suddenly looked up taking hold of Star's foot and throwing her to the nearest wall. Starfire hit the wall with a loud 'Thump' her head began to hurt.
'Oh look little stars!' Thought Star as her head hit the wall. The man stood up rubbing his head.
"That hurt you wench!" Yelled the man as he continued to rub his head but continued moving closer to the harmed girl. A laser shot blew the man unconscious throwing him to the other side of the room.
"Star you ok?"
"Ye....yeah....I am undamaged" She said softly. Cyborg kneeled down beside the girl she met his eyes. What he saw in her eyes terrified him. It was fear, pure fear and pain. They were empty orbs lacking too much emotion and at the same time having too much unconsciously he diverted his eyes from hers. But she kept staring at him.
"C'mon Star, lets get you out of here" He ordered grabbing her arm he pulled her up. He wondered what had made her usually confident self shatter like that so suddenly. Had the man done anything to her? Was she ok? All questions he needed to know but didn't dare to ask yet.
Star's eyes remained blank, emotionless and dangerous. After reassuring Cyborg she was all right to fight she somehow managed to render unconscious at least 60 prisoners, all, which she didn't remember fighting at all. It all seemed like one big dark spot she had been in that spot once before.
Right after she lost her family.
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"Starfire what's wrong?"
"Star you ok?"
"What happened?"
Star sat on the couch her friends in front of her and her eyes still blank. Robin kneeled in front of her he gently took her hands resting on her lap in his. She met his gaze.
"Hey, what's wrong?" His voice soft and caring.
'They deserve to know, they should. I am useless now they should know'
To prove her point Star freed her right hand from Robin's raising t up. She closed her eyes, feeling righteous fury but nothing came then with a soft childlike voice she explained.
"I cannot make star bolts anymore. I am useless now"
Her friend's faces came crashing down all asking the same question. "When had it gone this far?" Robin firmly pulled Starfire into his chest were she grasped him tightly.
"It's going to be ok" Robin whispered into her ear. But to her it wouldn't be, her Star bolts were the single most powerful gift she considered having. It was what made her feel confident in battle. It wasn't just a power she had it was her confidence in herself. It was what gave her strength and without her strength she felt no more useless than cockroaches. (The only single creature in the entire planet earth she disliked) But somehow the tears wouldn't come she wanted to sob but couldn't.
"I wish to rest." She whispered beside Robin's ear.
"Ok, want me to go with you?"
"No thank you, I need to think....alone" She gave Robin an apologytive smile as well as to her friends. Trying her very best to smile at least a little, she succeeded but the blankness in her eyes gave her away. Beast Boy patted her back in comfort. She quietly retrieved to her room. After about five minutes Raven also left to her room.
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"Starfire may I come in?"
The door opened, Raven entered the room seeing as Star sat on her bed looking at the ground.
"Is there something you need Raven?"
"No, I wanted to talk to you"
"What about?"
"Your part of this team no matter what" She stated. She knew what was wrong by her fear, the look on her face. Weeks ago she had told Raven her worst fear....to be useless and not belong in the team anymore.
"I cannot fight I am useless"
Raven sat beside her on the bed.
"Your never useless, you help us more than you realize"
"I annoy more than I realize"
"Starfire look at me"
Star met her eyes. They weren't emotionless like they usually were, no they were full of life and care.
"You're my best friend, and you help me a lot every day by those five minutes of quiet understanding. You don't need to fight to be useful in a team, I know its weird coming from me but it's really the friendship between the teammates that make the team. And you're our friend Star, no matter what you'll always be part of the team"
A sob finally escaped Star's lips she threw her arms around the pale skin girl and hugged her tightly. Though Raven was a bit taken back and uncomfortable by the gesture she returned the hug. Knowing her friend needed as much support as she could get, and after all who would ever know?
"Thank you Raven." She whispered before releasing her from her embrace and wiping the tears that had fallen. The cloaked titan was pleased to see her eyes had returned to normal and a genuine smile was coming back. It was a mystery to her why the red haired girl tried so hard to smile ALL the time. Even after she had just gotten hurt emotionally like that.
"Star why do you always have to smile?" She asked in mock annoyance.
"Umm....I suppose it is a habit. It always seems to make everyone feel better"
"You do it to make people feel better?" The dark purple-eyed titan raised an eyebrow.
"Well seeing them smiling makes me want to smile too. I like seeing people happy."
Raven smirked; she always found Starfire's unselfishness curious.
"Is that a smile creeping upon Raven's lips? Or is it the ghost of a smile?" Joked Star softly.
"Yes it was"
"You should smile more Raven, it suits you"
She chuckled. "Suits me? DO you remember how Beast boy and Cyborg reacted when they saw me smiling for no particular reason?"
The red head giggled softly at the memory the pain in her heart lifting with every passing minute.
"Yes, it was quite amusing watching them collapse on their knees begging for forgiveness of whatever it was they had done"
Raven chuckled.
"And I even got them to remain absolutely silent for the whole day....you're right Star I think I * will* smile more"
Raven's eyes glowed with mischievousness that had been merely a grin think about what she could get them to do if she smiled or better yet laughed! Yes she was definitely getting an idea. Starfire's giggles filled the room guessing what her friend was planning to do.
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Starfire walked quietly to the main room again not been able to sleep. She was getting frustrated of the same thing every night. Stopping in front of the huge window facing the city she gazed down at the dark ocean underneath her. It was a whole different world under there, a whole different place. It fascinated her how one planet could have two completely different worlds. Deciding to go see the ocean she made her way to the door and down to the shore of the small island the T-Tower was located.
She sat on the wet sand. The ocean waves touching her bare feet now and then. She'd needed to get away, away from the tower at least for a few hours. The stars in the sky shined like diamonds. Her sister and Kai were gone; she was never going to see them again. Ever. That had been the last time she had hugged her sister or the last time she'd kissed Kai goodbye. Never again would she do that again. Her heart began aching again.
She inhaled the deep salty scent of the ocean. How she loved this planet, it was so beautiful. The sky, the ocean, the animals. But most of all her friends she didn't remember a time when she had been so in peace. Her sister didn't hate her, Robin loved her, her friends loved her everything was all right and yet she was dying.
She touched the sand with her hand and began drawing on it with her finger. She was so at peace and yet she wanted something more, she couldn't put her finger on it yet. Every time she tried Robin's face appear in her mind.
"You should be sleeping"
Star smiled, recognizing the voice.
"I could not sleep"
"Why didn't you come to my room then?"
The masked titan sat beside her she scooped closer to him. Resting her head against his shoulder she skin welcoming the warmth. The night was chilly and she was starting to feel cold. Robin placed an arm around her shoulders pulling her closer to him.
"I did not want to bother you. I have been going to your room almost every night for the past week, you need a good night sleep as well"
"What I need is you, plus I sleep better when your beside me" He kissed her temple lovingly surprising Star a bit. He was usually not this touchy she sure wasn't complaining though she snuggled closer to him.
"Robin do you believe in heaven?"
"Umm....I guess. When I was little everyone told me my parents had gone to heaven."
"When my parents died Mistdar told me they had gone to Shila, the Tamarean heaven. And then when my brother died....I do not know anymore, I wonder if will I disappear after I die"
Robin hid his face in her hair, breathing in the mixed scent of her hair and the salty ocean scent.
"Star promise me something" It wasn't a question, it was an order. Robin made sure he was looking into her eyes.
"Anything"
"Promise me you won't leave me....ever"
"Robin I do not think that is...." She was silenced by his lips claiming hers. After a few seconds he stopped, his forehead resting against hers. Her lips and cheeks flushed and waiting for more.
"Promise me!"
"I promise" His lips pressed against hers tightly wanting to have as much of her as he could.
At that moment she realized what it was she wanted what she felt was missing. She wanted him, all of him. His kisses his touches, she wanted to be the first to kiss him with passion. She wanted to be his first.
"Robin"
"Uhu" She smiled as his mouth barely left hers. Not letting her speak.
"Could we....umm go to your room?"
The boy wonder stopped his kisses and nodded. Guessing she was probably feeling tired and wanted to sleep. Helping her up they walked inside the tower. His arm around his waist and her head tilted to his side.
'Yes I am sure of what I want. He needs this and I need this. Let us at least have this memory for both of us to hold on to' She had decided, she just hoped Robin would want to as well. Perhaps he would be disgusted with her, she was dying maybe he was disgusted by the thought but....
Before she knew it they were somehow right in front of Robin's door. They entered his room in silence. Once the door was closed Starfire removed her neck brace and boots Robin making nothing of it sat on the bed.
He watched as she also removed her wrist braces, the soft pale moonlight going through the window falling lighting her movements. His eyes widened when he saw the skin around her wrists a much deeper shade of orange as if bruised but at the same time it looked like the only thing stopping the wrists from bleeding was the thin skin. He wanted to examine them more closely, but at the same time was terrified of what he would see.
"Star, your wrists" She met his worried eyes.
"It is nothing Robin, just another symptom."
He took both wrists in his hands looking them over.
"They don't look good"
"I am fine" She smiled and kissed him on the nose. Robin looked into her eyes making sure she saw he didn't believe her at all. He brought both wrists to his lips and kissed the skin tenderly.
Star decided it was the perfect opportunity to tell him what she wanted.
"Robin I have been wondering....well umm" She bit her lips nervously.
"Hey, its ok"
"Well, Robin I love you so much and I was wondering if perhaps you would agree to....umm to be intimate with me?"
Robin stared at her in shock his brain trying to process the question. He searched his brain for any other possible meanings. She couldn't have just asked him what he thought she did. This was Starfire after all innocent Star!
'Not so innocent when you're making out' said a voice inside Robin's brain. 'Shut up' He warned.
"Ahe, (clears throat) Star you mean umm like make love?"
The dark red haired girl nodded but kept her gaze to the ground her cheeks flushed.
"You do know what that would mean right? The risks?"
Starfire managed a small smile before proceeding.
"It would mean we would be bonded in almost every possible way. We would be one, and that is what I want....and the risks, (she chuckled lightly though more out of nervousness) if you mean me dying and leaving you I understand if you do not wish to but if you mean human pregnancy....I cannot get pregnant until I am 20 years old. Tamaranian physiology does not allow us to have children before then or after we are 30 years old"
Robin continued blinking once, twice, three times. After again processing the given information and being amazed by her physiology Robin's brain started working again. But not soon enough for Starfire, she started to walk away anticipating the answer.
"I understand if you do not wish to. After all I am sick and maybe you think that...." She was silenced by his hungry lips landing on hers.
"I want to, god do I ever want you. I love you Star, I want to be with you forever"
( I know its cliché and not very realistic but he means it in more than one- way. She's dying he wants to be with the girl)
"Truly?" She asked her voice shaky. He hugged her to him, breathing in the scent of her hair and skin. How he ached to feel her, to hold her. He was afraid; it was his first time after all. But at the same time he was so sure of what he wanted, he wanted her all of her. He wanted to hold her and feel her, to know every inch of her body so that he couldn't forget. So that this night could always be remembered, the feeling of their bodies together, the smell of her hair. Her love and all her care.
"I just want you to be sure. There is no turning back"
"Robin believe me I AM sure." He smiled and so did she. Her gentle hands tugged at the mask covering his eyes. The mask came undone, revealing his blue-greyish eyes.
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Ever so slowly they began discarding their clothes. Taking as much time as they wanted feeling no real rush. Robin took off his gloves, utility belt cape and shirt. Leaving only his pants, his muscular chest bare. He lowered his lips down to Star's neck. Trailing small butterfly kisses all over it. Starfire took one long breath, not releasing it.
She placed her hands against his warm chest, gently running her hands against the warm skin. Amazed by the soft way his skin felt against her hand. He slowly tasted her amberish skin kissing from the base of her neck to her earlobe where he sulked a little for just a moment before releasing it.
He continued teasing her neck but not for long, Star's mouth descended upon his eagerly. They parted for a moment, looking into each other's eyes. She smiled and giggled softly he smiled back kissing his cherry red lips once more before moving down to trail more kisses down her neck. Star giggled softly again.
"Robin that tickles!" Robin laughed with her.
"Do you have any idea how much I love your laugh?" He asked, Star's eyes softened she kissed his lips in response.
"I love yours more" She whispered.
"Wanna bet?"
She laughed knowing he wanted her to take the bait. The childish laughter was forgotten when Robin's hand took hold of the hem of her tight shirt.
"May I?" He asked his voice resembling the one of a child asking permission to do something. Star smiled in response and lifted her arms up so it would be easier for him to slide the garment off.
Once the shirt was off it was tossed on the floor never breaking eye contact with her. He looked at her half naked figure; she was wearing what looked like a tightly wrapped band covering her breasts. He tenderly touched the bands curious of why they were there. As if reading his mind she leaded his hands to her side showing him where the bands could be opened.
"It is common in my planet for girls to wear this....especially for warriors"
He nodded deciding to leave the questions for some other time. He released the button like objects holding the bandages together, after she turned around once the covering was off. Fear ruled her mind as she saw Robin's bare eyes skim over her chest taking in every curve, every detail. When his eyes met hers she was surprised to find pure lust looking back at her. He claimed her lips hungrily, his hands going everywhere caressing everywhere. His lips wondered to her breastbone, he sulked there gaining a small whimpering noise from the amberish skin girl. After a few moments of repeating the action over a few spots in her neck his lips covered hers once more.
Star gasped as his mouth left hers and his hands rested on her hips right above her skirt. But his hands closed remained there crushing her against his chest. His left hand moved to her back caressing the skin in between her back shoulder blades. They were so tightly pressed against the other that he could feel her breasts against his chest. His lips remained on her neck, his nose hidden in her hair breathing in the scent of her skin.
Soon both of his strong arms were wrapped around her back drawing her closer and closer. Soon he could feel her heart beating against him.
'Her heart, beating strongly against her chest, don't ever stop beating. Don't you dare stop beating ever I want to hold you like this until I die. But I will be holding you like this until you die won't I? I will be the unlucky one here, but I swear I will hold you in my arms for as long as that heart of yours beats'
His hold was beginning to become painful even for Starfire. Half understanding his fear she wrapped her arms around him holding him tightly. After a few moments of just staying like that she decided to make the next move. She pressed her lips against his hungrily he responded quickly, letting his pain be melted away by her kisses.
After a set of passionate kisses Star's legs were starting to become tired. In a thought she floated herself and him over to the bed. She placed herself on top of him her weight resting against his body. Robin felt his body go on fire as he continued kissing her switching them so he was on top of her.
They removed what was left of their clothes. Amazing heat radiated from both their bodies. In a moment they became one, moving thinking breathing as one. And they kept their eyes locked through it all. Emerald green meeting grey-blue and for a moment just a moment in between the breathing, the lust, and love. Robin felt exactly what Starfire was feeling. For a moment they were one in the truest sense of the word, feeling and knowing everything about the other. Their hips continued to rock, light moaning sounds escaped both their mouths. And sensations new to both of them took over their bodies.
When it was all over Robin collapsed beside Star their breathing heavy. But they were both smiling as Robin rested his head against his pillow he gazed at Starfire. Her eyes were closed she looked as peaceful and beautiful as a goddess to him. She opened her eyes turning to look into his, her mouth formed a smile and then she laughed. Laughed like she'd never laughed before without holding back and Robin laughed with her.
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For no particular reason at all they were both laughing. Starfire hid her face into his shoulder still laughing but soon the laughter quieted down. She lifted her face to kiss him on the cheek. His arms wrapping around her squeezing her delicate skin against his.
"That was wonderful, Thank you" She whispered so softly he almost missed it. Her eyes said so much he had to look away.
"No, thank *you *" He kissed her swollen lips briefly before shifting her to a more comfortable position.
Both her hands rested on his chest while Robin's left hand was wrapped around her smooth waist, sometimes moving up to play with her red hair. His right hand held both her hands. Her breasts pressed against Robin's side, Starfire let out a content sigh.
"Happy?" He teased.
She nodded. "Very much"
"I think I'm happier"
She seemed thoughtful for a moment. "No, I am happier"
Robin laughed he wondered how ridiculous they looked arguing about who was happier at that moment.
'Man, I got it bad' He thought, commenting about how ridiculously in love he was. The corner of his eye caught the sight of her red wrists. Gripping her right hand he brought it closer to his eyes. He could see better now for the first morning sunrays was peeping through his window. He could see the blue veins trailing down her wrists making a lovely contrast with the red-orange colour around her wrists. Lovely that is of you were looking for an idea to a horror movie.
He studied the skin carefully Star grew uncomfortable at his deep stare. His forehead was starting to crease in worry. Bringing her hand back she rose up a bit and kissed his cheek lovingly causing her chest move higher up his ribcage. He tensed with the teasing movement but his expression didn't change she brought her lips to kiss him passionately on the mouth, finally his creases disappeared.
"Do not worry, they look much worse than they actually are"
"Why is it that every time you tell me that I get more worried?"
Star looked away hurt. But quickly looked up when she felt warm lips kissing both her wrists. She watched as Robin gently kissed every red spot such as Starfire had done to his eyes. When he stopped he stared deep into her eyes.
"You are so beautiful" Starfire melted right there all over again. He had kissed the most horribly looking part in her body and still believed her beautiful. She met his lips, their bodies insisting on fusing together permanently.
Once the kiss was over a small yawn escaped Star's lips. Causing Robin to chuckle.
"A little tired there?" He teased.
"Of course I am, you tired me" She snuggled closer to him, trying to find the right place against him to fall asleep in. Once found she closed her eyes her arms wrapped around his strong chest. Pulling the white bed sheets up he made sure Star was completely covered by them the last thing he wanted was for her to catch a cold draft and get a cold.
He took one long good look at her sleeping form before drifting off to sleep as well. For the first time in his life he felt warm inside and out. This was a night he would never forget...ever.
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DONE! Ha, well the chapter anyways. NOT THE STORY. The story still has a couple of chapters left. This was my longest chapter so far I hope you didn't find it boring. This was my first lemonish, I told you it wasn't going to be a lemon and I am looking forward to your comments and input. Hell even flames if you got them! I'm nervous about the Starfire/Robin scene I hope you liked it cause I'm very pleased with it. ********IMPORTANT!!!! DO YOU WANT ME TO FIT ONE MORE CHAPTE IN SO INSTEAD OF 10 THERE IS 11 OR 12 OR DO YOU WANT THE STORY TO END SOON? YOUR CHOICE!
Well thanks for reading it.
ANNOUNCEMENT!!!!! I...HAVE...THE...CURE!!!!!!! Yes people I have Starfire's cure I want to thank everyone who helped me by giving me ideas. All of them helped me come up with the cure and thank you so much! I hope I don't disappoint anyone.
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