"So how is eveybody!....Good! Well this is chappy four but there was a problem I forgot to put this in and accidentaly put in chapter five and then this chapter got deleted somehow
So Sorry for the delay...well My computer is being stupid So I'm gonna go throw it out a window but you can go ahead and read the story!!
Disclaimer: I no own.U_U;...So back off!!O_O;; @_@ teheheheh (even sick I'm still Crazy!! =^.^=)
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~One Too Many Tears~
*Chapter 4* ~*Broken Smiles*~
Kagome woke from her dreamless sleep by the sounds of a scream outside her window."Uhggg what was that?" She moaned into her pillow.
'it's way too early' But still she lifted herself off the wonderfully warm and comfortable bed and walked over to the balcony door. She
pushed it open and slipped silently out into the morning air. The Breaze whipped feverishly through her hair and her dark blue nightgown.She sighed as
she looked down at the perfect garden which held tons sakura trees and rose bushes everywhere. Then her eyes landed on a breath taking marble foutain where
Kirara sat and a rather digruntaled green Toad (lol sry I just dont like jaken teheh) was screaming and getting chased by Shippo and Rin who had rope along with very mischievous
grins plastered on their faces. She giggled, It warmed her heart a little to see her pup have a playmate and to actually be having a little fun for a while.
'with Inuyasha it was always hurry hurry, come on we need to keep moving'Her minded drifted to Inuyasha and her face saddened. Tears welled up in her eyes and
threated to fall. She hurried back into her room and shut the door.She Walked to her vanity where a servent had placed a clean kimono and picked it up to examine it.
It was a Sky blue with Pink roses painted on. She wiped the single tear that had fallen and put the kimono on.she then picked up a brush and brushed her hair leaving it down
She then turned to the mirror on the vanity and nodded in aproval 'this will do' she put on a fake smile and left her courtiers.
She went down many halls and corners before she finally reach the two glass double doors that lead into that little piece of paradise,to the a garden.She slid open one door and walked
into the garden. She looked around for any sign of shippo, rin, Kirara, or even jaken. But there was none. She Walked toward the end of the garden scanning for her pup.
but what she found made her stop dead. There in the most southern part of the garden, on the most southern tree was Jaken tied and gaged with the rope
she had seen before, and Shippo and Rin Giggling thier heads off rolling on the grond.with Kirara watching, her little green eyes danced with amusement.
(a/n sorry If I start rambiling and misspelling stuff I'm still sick and Have a fever *The worlds Smallest violin starts playing in the backround* and a Little dizzy, Hey stop
with the music!!!uhhhgggg..Newayz I promised to fix the problem my stupididty caused and God Damned it I'm gonna fix it!!)
After laughing her ass off she untied the annoyed little createn and he ran off into the house(Palace~Castle~Manson Whateva ya wanna call it!)in such a manner that
brought on another giggling fit.The two kids jumped into Kagome's lap. "Hello Kagome~mamma" Chimmed Shippo. "Hello Kagome~San"giggled rin. Kagome looked into the little girls eyes.
They just Sreamed 'HAPPY!!!' little did she know that Rin adored her She thought of her as a mother.
Earlier when her and shippo were playing in her room she had told Shippo that she wanted Kagome to be her mother too.THinking shippo would hate the idea of sharing his Mamma
She was surprized when she was estatic About the idea and said they should ask Kagome Later. Rin agreed And then countinued to talk of random thing and then they both got
an idea when Jaken Walked into the room at the wrong time. They saw him and thier eyes gleamed as they jumped. Rin went to her closet and got a long rope and you know the rest.
After they had settled down a bit Kagome was about to suggest they play tag when they were interupted by a certian Lord. Imidatily when Rin had seen him she had ran over to him and
ranted about jaken and the trick and kagome.He listened to his ward but his mind was on the miko siting in the grass with her pup. They reached them right as Kagome had flipped
shippo on his back and was tickleing him mercilessly all the while laughing her head off.Sesshomaru looked down at the girl 'what a strange creature she's human I'm sure and
yet she took a demon pup as her own?!? and her arua is different from most humans she has much power too much power.' He snapped back out of his thought to see kagome still
tourcuring the young fox pup and also had managed to pull down rin and was proceadeing to tickle atack both of the children.
Kagome tickle attacked the children so hard they started to cry with happyness.Finnally she stoped and looked down at the two out of breath children and then to the lord standing
above her.'is he..he's laughing' Kagome sat stunned as The lord of the western lands was giggling at her!Then she got an idea 'it will most likely get me killed but hey I'll die
happy' she thought as she got to her feet and gingerly walked over to Sesshsomaru. The two children still laying on the ground watched with courisity. The lord had stoped chuckling
and looked at the miko walking toward him.'Whats with her?' she instictvly smelled her sent there was a mixture of saddness,happyness,and mischitve. "Kagome? What are you going to
do?" He asked normaly as he eyed her'damn she looks good...wait shes a human I hate humans' his mind spat as she came closer."What ever do you mean Lord Sesshomaru?" she asked
inocently 'he looks like a god' she thought as she walked closer yet to the lord.
Now only three feet away from him Kagome kept her pace the same but she seemed not to be getting closer to him. She finnally noticed why. For every step closer to Sesshomaru, he would
take a step backward."Kagome?" he asked yet again she looked him square in his golden orbs as a wide smiled slipped across her lips.'Well here goes nothing'She said as she suddenly
lunged with inhumanly speed catching the lord of the west of guard and tackled him to the ground.
He fell right on his back.'What in the hell?' He looked up at the girl now stradling his waist and pushing his shoulders into the soft dirt."And What is so funny? Lord Sesshomaru." She asked
tring to keep the laughter out of her voice.'*Gasp* he looks like a god!...No! bad kagome Bad thought!!'
Stunned he looked up at the girl on him.'She's beuatiful...Wait no she's not she's human!!' "Wench is would be wise to remove yourself from me...NOW!" he screamed. She stared at him then
giggled and got up. "Come on Shippo,Rin lets go get something to eat!" The children cheered and each grabbed onto one of kagome's outstreached hand. she walked into the castle and unknown to
was followed by a still awe striken lord though he didnt show it. They reached the dinning room for breakfast just in time to hear "Hentia!" *Slap* Kagome laughted as she let go of the childrens'
hands and pushed the big wooden dooor open to see Miroku on the floor swirly eyed and Sango in a chair fumming.
After Sango explained the situation they all sat down for breakfast well more like a brunch but anyway. Sesshomaru sat at the head with rin to his left and shippo to her left. Kagome sat to his
right and then came Sango and Miroku. They were served and things went pretty casual, Kagome smiled and nodded to Rin and Shippo's nonstop bable about everything and anything. Sango and Miroku
fought for most of the meal until sango had had enough and left with miroku trailing no farther then a half a step behind her tring to explain himself and begging her forgiveness.Sesshomaru
however had his eye on a certain raven haired goddess. he watched her smile and laugh but he could tell they were forced and fake.He diecided it would be best to wait until after the meal to
talk to her.
"Rin Take Shippo in the gardens and play I have to Talk with Kagome" He said (well more like commanded ya know like a parent would)The girl just grined and draged shippo out of the room giggling.
turning on his heel and walking out of the room he said "Kagome Follow me" Kagome nodded and did as she was told. He lead her into his library.He took a seat in a cair and motioned for her to
take the one across from him.She did.
"What did you want to talk to me about lord Sesshomaru?" she asked."Well I noticed that around the children and your friends you seem to put on an act." He inquired. "Whatever do you mean" She
stuttered, getting a bit nervouse.'Oh god why is he asking me this?..I could tell him...No he woulldn't understand he'd just laugh and call me a weak bitch.' He stared at her as she was pondering.
'God she looks gorgeose..well for a human...'
*Admit it you like her you do!*
"what the hell! who is there?'
*dont act like you dont know I'm your heart remember me you cold basterd You havent used me in a while*
'Shut up and leave me alone!'
*okay okay touchie!...But before I go let me just say YOU LIKE HER ADMIT IT YOU DO!!*
'No I Dont I kil'
"Sesshomaru? What do you mean?"
"I mean You force laugh and your smiles are fake...It looks Almost like your Smiles are broken."
"What?..How did you?..." tears started to slide down her rosy cheeks. "Look you wouldn't understand okay!" she screamed as she ran out of the room and down the hall to her room slaming the door shut.
She leaped on to ther bad and Wept "Inu..Ya..sha*sniffle Sniffle*...I...H..Ha..Hate you! I hate you!" She cryed into her pillow.
Meanwhile seeshomaru was listening from the hall way with his sensitive ears he could hear her mornful hatefilled sobs. And for once he felt the urge to bardge into her room and embrace."Please...Stop"
"Stop Crying" he wispered lying one hand on the door before walking away.
He remebered when he first saw the angelic creature they called Kagome. She was traveling with his dimwit Half brother. He knew she was differnt from the start, for one she didnt smell bad like all of
other humans do instead she smelled like roses and fresh spring rain witha hint of lavender. She was lovely he thought walking into his room and sitting at his desk. he thought about her for a while.
He couldnt understand this feeling this need and want for this woman child that he had. His thought were finnally disturbed when he heard a knock at his door.
"Enter" He comanded Coldly
The little green abomination walked into his room "MAster it is time for supper" was all the toad said before bowing and taking his leave."Supper Already?" he thought but he then looked out his window to
see that it was early evening. "I have been in this Room all afternoon?" he figured before leaving for the banquet hall. He walked in to see everyone but the one person he wanted to see. He wondered about
it then shrugged it off and sat down for dinner.Dinner was prretty much the same as bruch except Kagome wasnt there.Supper came and went and so did the dinners. All except Sesshomaru before he left he
ordered there be a tray brought up to kagome and with that he left for his room yet again.
Night came quickly Sesshomaru got a visit from Rin before bed but otherthen that he was not bothered.He was tired but he had an uneasy feeling about some thing though he couldn't put his finger on it.
He then slipped into an restless sleep.
And down the hall laying in her bed Kagome tossed and turned in her sleep tring franticaly to run from her nightmares.
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Sorry this took so long I'll ty to post again soon!
Ja ne
So Sorry for the delay...well My computer is being stupid So I'm gonna go throw it out a window but you can go ahead and read the story!!
Disclaimer: I no own.U_U;...So back off!!O_O;; @_@ teheheheh (even sick I'm still Crazy!! =^.^=)
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~One Too Many Tears~
*Chapter 4* ~*Broken Smiles*~
Kagome woke from her dreamless sleep by the sounds of a scream outside her window."Uhggg what was that?" She moaned into her pillow.
'it's way too early' But still she lifted herself off the wonderfully warm and comfortable bed and walked over to the balcony door. She
pushed it open and slipped silently out into the morning air. The Breaze whipped feverishly through her hair and her dark blue nightgown.She sighed as
she looked down at the perfect garden which held tons sakura trees and rose bushes everywhere. Then her eyes landed on a breath taking marble foutain where
Kirara sat and a rather digruntaled green Toad (lol sry I just dont like jaken teheh) was screaming and getting chased by Shippo and Rin who had rope along with very mischievous
grins plastered on their faces. She giggled, It warmed her heart a little to see her pup have a playmate and to actually be having a little fun for a while.
'with Inuyasha it was always hurry hurry, come on we need to keep moving'Her minded drifted to Inuyasha and her face saddened. Tears welled up in her eyes and
threated to fall. She hurried back into her room and shut the door.She Walked to her vanity where a servent had placed a clean kimono and picked it up to examine it.
It was a Sky blue with Pink roses painted on. She wiped the single tear that had fallen and put the kimono on.she then picked up a brush and brushed her hair leaving it down
She then turned to the mirror on the vanity and nodded in aproval 'this will do' she put on a fake smile and left her courtiers.
She went down many halls and corners before she finally reach the two glass double doors that lead into that little piece of paradise,to the a garden.She slid open one door and walked
into the garden. She looked around for any sign of shippo, rin, Kirara, or even jaken. But there was none. She Walked toward the end of the garden scanning for her pup.
but what she found made her stop dead. There in the most southern part of the garden, on the most southern tree was Jaken tied and gaged with the rope
she had seen before, and Shippo and Rin Giggling thier heads off rolling on the grond.with Kirara watching, her little green eyes danced with amusement.
(a/n sorry If I start rambiling and misspelling stuff I'm still sick and Have a fever *The worlds Smallest violin starts playing in the backround* and a Little dizzy, Hey stop
with the music!!!uhhhgggg..Newayz I promised to fix the problem my stupididty caused and God Damned it I'm gonna fix it!!)
After laughing her ass off she untied the annoyed little createn and he ran off into the house(Palace~Castle~Manson Whateva ya wanna call it!)in such a manner that
brought on another giggling fit.The two kids jumped into Kagome's lap. "Hello Kagome~mamma" Chimmed Shippo. "Hello Kagome~San"giggled rin. Kagome looked into the little girls eyes.
They just Sreamed 'HAPPY!!!' little did she know that Rin adored her She thought of her as a mother.
Earlier when her and shippo were playing in her room she had told Shippo that she wanted Kagome to be her mother too.THinking shippo would hate the idea of sharing his Mamma
She was surprized when she was estatic About the idea and said they should ask Kagome Later. Rin agreed And then countinued to talk of random thing and then they both got
an idea when Jaken Walked into the room at the wrong time. They saw him and thier eyes gleamed as they jumped. Rin went to her closet and got a long rope and you know the rest.
After they had settled down a bit Kagome was about to suggest they play tag when they were interupted by a certian Lord. Imidatily when Rin had seen him she had ran over to him and
ranted about jaken and the trick and kagome.He listened to his ward but his mind was on the miko siting in the grass with her pup. They reached them right as Kagome had flipped
shippo on his back and was tickleing him mercilessly all the while laughing her head off.Sesshomaru looked down at the girl 'what a strange creature she's human I'm sure and
yet she took a demon pup as her own?!? and her arua is different from most humans she has much power too much power.' He snapped back out of his thought to see kagome still
tourcuring the young fox pup and also had managed to pull down rin and was proceadeing to tickle atack both of the children.
Kagome tickle attacked the children so hard they started to cry with happyness.Finnally she stoped and looked down at the two out of breath children and then to the lord standing
above her.'is he..he's laughing' Kagome sat stunned as The lord of the western lands was giggling at her!Then she got an idea 'it will most likely get me killed but hey I'll die
happy' she thought as she got to her feet and gingerly walked over to Sesshsomaru. The two children still laying on the ground watched with courisity. The lord had stoped chuckling
and looked at the miko walking toward him.'Whats with her?' she instictvly smelled her sent there was a mixture of saddness,happyness,and mischitve. "Kagome? What are you going to
do?" He asked normaly as he eyed her'damn she looks good...wait shes a human I hate humans' his mind spat as she came closer."What ever do you mean Lord Sesshomaru?" she asked
inocently 'he looks like a god' she thought as she walked closer yet to the lord.
Now only three feet away from him Kagome kept her pace the same but she seemed not to be getting closer to him. She finnally noticed why. For every step closer to Sesshomaru, he would
take a step backward."Kagome?" he asked yet again she looked him square in his golden orbs as a wide smiled slipped across her lips.'Well here goes nothing'She said as she suddenly
lunged with inhumanly speed catching the lord of the west of guard and tackled him to the ground.
He fell right on his back.'What in the hell?' He looked up at the girl now stradling his waist and pushing his shoulders into the soft dirt."And What is so funny? Lord Sesshomaru." She asked
tring to keep the laughter out of her voice.'*Gasp* he looks like a god!...No! bad kagome Bad thought!!'
Stunned he looked up at the girl on him.'She's beuatiful...Wait no she's not she's human!!' "Wench is would be wise to remove yourself from me...NOW!" he screamed. She stared at him then
giggled and got up. "Come on Shippo,Rin lets go get something to eat!" The children cheered and each grabbed onto one of kagome's outstreached hand. she walked into the castle and unknown to
was followed by a still awe striken lord though he didnt show it. They reached the dinning room for breakfast just in time to hear "Hentia!" *Slap* Kagome laughted as she let go of the childrens'
hands and pushed the big wooden dooor open to see Miroku on the floor swirly eyed and Sango in a chair fumming.
After Sango explained the situation they all sat down for breakfast well more like a brunch but anyway. Sesshomaru sat at the head with rin to his left and shippo to her left. Kagome sat to his
right and then came Sango and Miroku. They were served and things went pretty casual, Kagome smiled and nodded to Rin and Shippo's nonstop bable about everything and anything. Sango and Miroku
fought for most of the meal until sango had had enough and left with miroku trailing no farther then a half a step behind her tring to explain himself and begging her forgiveness.Sesshomaru
however had his eye on a certain raven haired goddess. he watched her smile and laugh but he could tell they were forced and fake.He diecided it would be best to wait until after the meal to
talk to her.
"Rin Take Shippo in the gardens and play I have to Talk with Kagome" He said (well more like commanded ya know like a parent would)The girl just grined and draged shippo out of the room giggling.
turning on his heel and walking out of the room he said "Kagome Follow me" Kagome nodded and did as she was told. He lead her into his library.He took a seat in a cair and motioned for her to
take the one across from him.She did.
"What did you want to talk to me about lord Sesshomaru?" she asked."Well I noticed that around the children and your friends you seem to put on an act." He inquired. "Whatever do you mean" She
stuttered, getting a bit nervouse.'Oh god why is he asking me this?..I could tell him...No he woulldn't understand he'd just laugh and call me a weak bitch.' He stared at her as she was pondering.
'God she looks gorgeose..well for a human...'
*Admit it you like her you do!*
"what the hell! who is there?'
*dont act like you dont know I'm your heart remember me you cold basterd You havent used me in a while*
'Shut up and leave me alone!'
*okay okay touchie!...But before I go let me just say YOU LIKE HER ADMIT IT YOU DO!!*
'No I Dont I kil'
"Sesshomaru? What do you mean?"
"I mean You force laugh and your smiles are fake...It looks Almost like your Smiles are broken."
"What?..How did you?..." tears started to slide down her rosy cheeks. "Look you wouldn't understand okay!" she screamed as she ran out of the room and down the hall to her room slaming the door shut.
She leaped on to ther bad and Wept "Inu..Ya..sha*sniffle Sniffle*...I...H..Ha..Hate you! I hate you!" She cryed into her pillow.
Meanwhile seeshomaru was listening from the hall way with his sensitive ears he could hear her mornful hatefilled sobs. And for once he felt the urge to bardge into her room and embrace."Please...Stop"
"Stop Crying" he wispered lying one hand on the door before walking away.
He remebered when he first saw the angelic creature they called Kagome. She was traveling with his dimwit Half brother. He knew she was differnt from the start, for one she didnt smell bad like all of
other humans do instead she smelled like roses and fresh spring rain witha hint of lavender. She was lovely he thought walking into his room and sitting at his desk. he thought about her for a while.
He couldnt understand this feeling this need and want for this woman child that he had. His thought were finnally disturbed when he heard a knock at his door.
"Enter" He comanded Coldly
The little green abomination walked into his room "MAster it is time for supper" was all the toad said before bowing and taking his leave."Supper Already?" he thought but he then looked out his window to
see that it was early evening. "I have been in this Room all afternoon?" he figured before leaving for the banquet hall. He walked in to see everyone but the one person he wanted to see. He wondered about
it then shrugged it off and sat down for dinner.Dinner was prretty much the same as bruch except Kagome wasnt there.Supper came and went and so did the dinners. All except Sesshomaru before he left he
ordered there be a tray brought up to kagome and with that he left for his room yet again.
Night came quickly Sesshomaru got a visit from Rin before bed but otherthen that he was not bothered.He was tired but he had an uneasy feeling about some thing though he couldn't put his finger on it.
He then slipped into an restless sleep.
And down the hall laying in her bed Kagome tossed and turned in her sleep tring franticaly to run from her nightmares.
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Sorry this took so long I'll ty to post again soon!
Ja ne