"Hey Whats up?!? anyway thanks for the reviews and YES the last chapter was really short but this one is gonna be longer

Yup you heard me longer!! okay okay sorry too excited!!! well Ok I'm gonna try putting the charcters back into well charcter

~_~ part of me doesn't want to..."

"Damn Right you'd better!"

"Uhhh.. who said that?" *looks around feverishly*

"It is I, Sesshomaru Lord of the Weatern lands!"

"Ahhhh Sesshie I didn't Know you were gonna come by!! Why didn't you call?" *runs up and hugs sesshie*

"One don't call me Sesshie you Wench,Two I wasn't going to come over here until I read your stupid story which may I say is

moronic because I would never may I repete never save then take home my half-brothers little woman-child of a wench and her

friends, and Three get off of me!"

"Okay" *lets go* "wait I can't call you sesshie no more"*looks sad*

"Thats right and don't you start to cry you stupid girl!"

*Grins* "Okay I wont call you sesshie anymore...fluffy!"

"What. did. you. call. me!!"

"Nothing,*looks inocent* then *turns to fans*

"anywho I'm gonna go tie fluffy over here up so he can't leave (tehehe) so you go ahead and read the story kay!!"

*Magic ropes in hand* "oh Fluffers Come here---"

Disclaimer: I dont own nobodies! :{ well do I look like I do?? no! i dont!! so leave me alone, ya jackass!!

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One Too Many Tears

Chapter 5 ~Nightmares and Bloody Tears ~

Amber eyes stared rays into her golden brown ones until she fell into a pain on her cheek then in her stomach over and over

she cryed out again and again and then she unmeaningly let out a pearcing scream into the night.She Shot up in her

bed, sweat covering her body she looks around.She sat there dumbly before making up her mind and got up.

"Inuyasha...Why??" She wispered crying as she got out of her bed.she cracked open the door and peeked out.She glided

to her vanity and off it grabbed a thin silver dagger. with silent tears streaming down her face she quietly left her room

and tip toed down the long hall, taking many turns til she finally ended up infront of two glass doors. She pushed them open

andsteped into a beautiful garden,but she paid no attention to the stunning roses and trees. She headed directly to the

center of the garden to a large foution. She sat on the edge starring at the mini sword in her hands and thought

'well, I never thought I would do this. But what do I have left? I loved him with all my heart and in return he tried to kill

me for what??For that bitch.Oh well the bloods on his head now because this way everyone gets what they want.Kikyo gets 'HER'

soul.Inuyasha gets kikyo.And I get left alone...just where i want to be.'Her hand shaking she lifed the blade to her wrist...

Sesshomaru lay sleeping in his bed when out of nowhere he heard a scream. he jumped up and looked around. remembering Kagome

just two hallways away he walked out of his room dressed in his useal attire ^_~ (you thought he'd be wearing undies or

somthind didn't ya??...ohhhhh your BAD!heheh)to investigate. he reached her room just to she her turn dissapere around a

corner. Causosly he followed her. he watched her enter the garden and went in after her just in time to see her sit down.

'She lookes like shes thinking hmmmm... wonder what thats about' he looked up from thinking to she her lift a silver blade

to her wrist 'oh,shit why didn't i see that before? Wait, What is she doing?!?!?' his mind screamed and he jumped over toward

her right in time to grab the dagger from her hand.

"What do you think your doing??" Kagome growled and looked up into amber-red orbs. Their eyes locked and they seemed to stay

there forever but the moment was soon broken when Sesshomaru asked in an Almost (Almost!)

fearful voice "Is it really that Bad?"

"Is what That bad" She Asked confused

"Your life...do you really have to go to these extrems??"

She looked away "Well I have nothing to live for anymore...So Yes. my answer is yes!" She said in a bored type of voice.

"What Do you mean, nothing left to live for? do you not see the way your friends and pup care for you? And rin she thinks

of you like a mother! how could you say somthing...so.Stupid?" He asked in his usual uninterested voice he always talks in.

(You know the voice!!^~^)

"So!, they'll just leave me...they always do! they find some one prettier, Smarter, Better!! They always leave no matter how

much they love me now, their minds will change"She choked As tears fell down her milky white cheeks.

"Heh what are you talking about?" He wispered in her ear.

She Could feel his breath on her ear and the slightly sad tone to his voice ' maybe hes right? No I've made up my mind! this

Agony will end NOW!' screamed her mind as she jerked her arms away from the lord and Brought the blade right into her stomach.

With a Gasp She Fell to her knees.

He waited patienty for her answer when he felt her abrubtly tug away from him. Before he could stop her she stabbed the

dagger into her delicate frame bringing her crashing to her knees with a gasp. He fell beside her 'Why? WHY?' Forgeting his

matcho ego he threw his arms around her and Brang her into his chest looking at her with tears in his eyes.'whats Wrong with

me why do I feel like this? What is this felling consumeing me?'his mind shreiked. he brought his hand down to the blade and

pulled it out as she winched.and he held her close. close but soft as tears rolled down his face.(Awww I made him a softie)

Shocked She looked up at the man holing her tenderly 'wait why is he holding me?' she looked in to his tear filled eyes.

'Is he crying?...Is he Crying for ME?' she was yanked from her thoughts when she heard his velvety voice speek.

"Why?" He asked "Why did you do that?" Never losing his grip on her.

"Because I've made my dicision." "What Dicision?" he asked "I've com to the conclusion that you can love with out life But

you cannot live without love." She replied as she leaned her head into his cheast again.

"Then let me love you" he said lovingly as he placed his hand under he chin bringing her eyes to meet his.Her eyes widened

when she heard his resopnse but whet even wider when he brought his head down slowly and captured her lips in his. Her Eyes

closed at the warmth of his breath aganst her lip.

He pulled his head back and stared into her eyes 'why did I do that WHATS WRONG WITH ME??' he thought but never averted his

gaze.'Can i actually be in love with this girl?'he asked

She smiled to herself 'Maybe he does care for me But its too late..What have I done He could have loved me I could have lived

my life with him. Oh my god I'm such a fool.' she thought when suddenly she felt a warm knot in the pit of her stomach.

Looking down she saw a growing blue light shining from where her wound was and it soon engulfed both of them in a pod of

warmth and healing.when the light faded she looked at her stomach to she no wound.

He looked at her in amazment. 'What just happened?' he thought and looked at the girl still griped tightly in his arms.

"I Don't know." She replied in awe.

"What do you mean?" he asked as he stood up with Kagome in his arms and leaped up to his balcony and walked into his room.

Laying her on his bed.

"You Asked What happened and I told you I dont know" she replied and looked up at the lord who was staring at her dumbly.

"What?"

"Kagome I didnt Say that out loud I thought it" he said in amazment

"If you didnt say it then how did I..." She traled off into thought

They stared at each other. Until Sesshomaru sat on the bed and pulled her into his lap where she leaned into his chest.

As Golden rays of sun started to appere on the horison Kagome drifted to sleep soon followed by Sesshomaru.

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yea I Know its short but okay look I've been kinda sick lately I've been passing out for no reason. the docts dont know whats

happening to me so I've been through mutiple test so I'm really tired. Sorry Sorry But I'll up date soon

I know It was had a lot of fluff but one of my reviewers asked for fluff so fluff there shal be!! well please review!!

Buh bye.............Ja ne *_* Love ya lots