Shinobu
rushed back and forth in the kitchen, rapidly
moving from her
almost constant state of near-panic into
full-blown,
hyperventilating, screaming and tearing her hair out,
actual REAL
panic. The reception was in a matter of hours, and
things weren't
working out right at all. The food orders had been
delivered
improperly, and she had fifty portions of beef and
nineteen of
chicken when people wanted nineteen portions of beef
and fifty
portions of chicken, she'd just been informed that
twelve of the
guests had allergies to key ingredients in the
glaze she had
already used on all the portions, and Kaolla was
still insisting
that they could make enough turtle soup out of
Tamago to feed
everyone if they used enough spice.
'I will not panic, I will not
panic!' she chanted
mentally, despite the fact that her fingers
were buried in her
hair and her eyes showed white all the way
around. She couldn't
let her friends down, not today, no matter
how much she wanted to
curl up in a tiny little ball and whimper
until it all went away.
Kaolla was watching Shinobu with great
interest, the
dark-skinned girl standing on one bare foot, the
other raised up
and held at waist height for no apparent reason.
"Shinobuuu... is
your head going to pop?"
'Maybe,'
Shinobu thought, and fought the urge to break
out in hysterical
laughter and faint. Her gaze came to rest on
Tamago where the
turtle sat on the counter, black beady eyes
fixed on her. 'You
know, maybe Kaolla's right, maybe with enough
seasoning and
vegetables... ack, no!'
Quickly, she did some of the breathing
exercises that
Motoko had taught her, and felt herself calm a
little. Okay, that
was better. She took one last long, deep
breath, then let it out
in a rush.
Then she zipped over and
grabbed Kaolla by the front of
her school uniform blouse.
"Kaolla-san, you have to help me! You
have to make some sort
of machine that will take the glaze off
the food or turn beef into
chicken and NOT BLOW UP!"
Kaolla sweatdropped, used to
Shinobu spazzing out, but
not quite this way, and not quite this
badly. "O-okay, Shinobu,
Kaolla will do her best best..."
The
indigo-haired girl gave her friend a shaky smile.
"Thank
you... thank you, Kaolla-san. Now... I think I'm just
going to
take a little nap." And with that, she slumped to the
floor
in a faint, eyes swirling.
"I tell ya, Urushima, you're
one lucky bastard," Haitani
crowed, slapping Keitaro's
shoulder. "You'll have that hotty Naru
in bed every night for
the rest of your life!"
"Eh-heh-heh... yeah,"
Keitaro agreed sheepishly, rubbing
the back of his head.
"Of
course... you'll ONLY have that hotty Naru in bed for
the rest of
your life," Shirai amended as he straightened his
friend's
bowtie.
"... What do you mean?" Keitaro asked, clueless
as
always.
"Well, geez, just think, man! You had that
hotty Mutsumi
after ya too... and if you'd worked at it, I bet
Motoko woulda
gone for ya... that cute Shinobu had the hots for
you, if ya
waited a few years... and then there's that
sex-goddess
Mitsune..."
"Oh yeaaaah, Mitsune!"
Haitani's eyes glazed over
momentarily at the thought of the sandy
blonde. "Keitaro, you're
giving a chance at all those girls
up to settle down to married
life! That takes guts, man! I
wouldn't be able to stand it!"
"Keitaro's a stand-up
guy, that's for sure, not giving in
to all that
temptation!"
Keitaro stared straight ahead, and fought the
desire to
whimper.
Shinobu winced as she came to, sitting
up and putting a
hand to her head. She blinked as she looked down
and saw that she
was laying on her futon. 'ACK! I can't be in
here!' Throwing the
blanket aside, she raced out of the room and
down into the
kitchen... and stared.
Nineteen
perfectly-prepared portions of beef. Fifty
perfectly-prepared
portions of chicken. A slightly different hue
showing that a
different glaze had been used. And Tamago was
resting comfortably
atop Kaolla's head, the dark-skinned girl
covered head to toe in
splatters of food, a bright smile alight
on her face.
"I
got it done!"
"Kaolla-san..." Shinobu stared,
looking around at
everything, at the giant wedding cake that
remained perfect and
unscathed, staring at the plates of food, and
at Kaolla. "H-how?"
"Wasn't easy," Kaolla
admitted sheepishly, rubbing the
back of her head.
"Oh...
oh Kaolla-san! Kaolla-san, thank you!" Shinobu
threw herself
forward and wrapped her arms around the other
girl's neck and
hugging her.
She felt those skinny, strong arms go around her
to
return the hug, then went stiff as she felt Kaolla pull
back
enough to... kiss her. Shinobu's face immediately turned
tomato
red, and she felt like her knees would collapse under her.
But
Kaolla's hold on her was firm and unyielding, and Shinobu
was
finding it extremely pleasant not only to be kissed, but to
kiss
back as well.
After what could have been an hour, Kaolla
leaned back,
grinning like always, though there was a glint in her
eyes.
Shinobu was still blushing, but found herself
automatically
returning the smile.
"Good as the last time
Kaolla kissed you?" Kaolla
chirped, winking.
"... My
first kiss," Shinobu whispered, looking down a
bit. "I...
I think this one was better, Kaolla-san..."
"Oh, good!"
came the bright answer. "Because we're not
just little girls
anymore... not like we were back then. And I
think we should do a
lot of things we didn't, then."
"W-what?"
"C'mon,
Shinobuuuuu... help Kaolla get out of these
clothes and get
cleaned up!"
"W-WHAT?! ... Okay."
Three
hours later, Shinobu was sitting at the reception,
hands resting
lightly in her lap, and STILL blushing. She was
starting to think
it was permanent. Every time it even began to
go away, she'd look
over at Kaolla, and the other girl would give
her a grin and a
wink that would start it up at full heat all
over again... as well
as other things. Then, abruptly, the blush
faded, as she realized
that it could only make what she had to
say even harder.
'I
can't... I just can't,' she thought, hopelessly, the
planned
toasts passing her by. Every bit of her happiness was now
converted
to melancholy at what lay ahead in the few days to
come. With an
effort, she firmed up her resolve and listened in.
She wouldn't
let the happiest day of two of her best friends'
lives be a sad
one in her memory.
"-and, well, what can I say? I suppose
he's glad that he
didn't let a video game determine who he'd
date!" Everyone
laughed lightly at the conclusion of
Kentaro's story, then
snickered when he added, "I can't help
but wish he'd listened
when it said 'game over', or this might be
my wedding." Naru
rolled her eyes good-naturedly, and Keitaro
smiled a little
shakily. "Honestly, though... Naru,
Keitaro... I wish you every
last happiness in the world." He
raised his glass, letting the
toast be acknowledged, then looked
around. "Well, that's all the
formal toasts... does anyone
else have anything to say?"
"UM!" Shinobu blurted,
reacting to the cue she'd coached
herself for, then blushing and
sinking low in her seat when all
eyes turned to her. Oh, she just
wanted to die, she couldn't do
this...
"Shinobu-chan?"
Keitaro smiled at her, and it just made
it worse, his honest
happiness that one of his friends would have
something to add to
his happy day.
'I can't say this, I CAN'T, I'll just say it was
an
accident, or wish them well, I can't say it, I-'
She
suddenly felt a warm, wrinkled hand gently rest atop
hers, and
turned, surprised, to find Grandmother Hina at her
side.
"It's
alright, dear." The kindly old woman smiled at her,
and
nodded her wizened head once. "Just say what you feel."
Those
few words filled her with strength, and as if by
magic, the blush
faded, and Shinobu sat up straight, nodding her
head once. She
pushed back her chair and stood, taking a moment
to straighten her
blue and white kimono, then held a hand
daintily in front of her
mouth as she cleared her throat.
"... Everyone. I... I have
something to say." She took a
deep breath, keeping her gaze
slightly down, not allowing herself
to be intimidated by all the
eyes on her. "When I came to Hinata
Inn several years ago, I
was very scared, and I was hurting. My
parents were split up, and
my mother was moving, taking me away
from everything I knew.
But... Keitaro-senpai, he helped me. He
gave me a home here,
and... because he did that..."
She gulped, fighting the urge
to cry, trying to swallow
the emotion that welled up. "Because
he did that, he also gave me
a family. Naru... Kitsune...
Motoko... Sara... Kaolla." She
looked up, finding a smile for
her friend... lover... then around
at the others. "You've all
treated me like I was your sister...
your friend. You've given me
the happiest, best years of my life.
"That's what makes this
day so special. Two of the best
people I know, Keitaro-senpai and
Naru-senpai, they're married
now. And I just know that they're
going to have a happy life.
It's like... it's like all the joy
inside me at having such
wonderful friends, it's magnified a
thousand times because of
this! It's the happiest day not only for
them... but I think for
all of us here. The family that has formed
at the Hinata Inn."
She had to stop and take a deep breath
again, heard the
rapt silence of the entire attendance. "And
that's why it's so
hard for me to tell you this. I'm... leaving
the Hinata Inn."
Shinobu heard gasps from all her friends,
and hung her
head further down, letting her bangs shadow her eyes.
"My mother
and father... they've reconciled, and my family...
it's going to
be a REAL family again!" She forced herself to
look up. She
wouldn't hide the tears in her eyes... it wasn't fair
to the
people she loved. "I love you all dearly, and you have
been my
family... but now, my... my blood relations, they need me.
My
help, and my love. And I have to go be with them. We're going
to
be living in Tokyo, and I just... I can't be here, and be
there
as well."
There was silence, broken only by several
murmurs of
"Shinobu-chan." She looked around, and saw
the sadness on their
faces, and slowly, she smiled.
"Please
don't be sad... not on this special day. I told
you all today
because... even though I'm sad that I'm leaving,
I'm also very
happy. I wanted to share both my sadness and my
happiness with you
all... because that's what we've always done.
Shared all we had.
And though it's made us sad at times... it's
brought us closer
together. I'll still come and see you! I
promise! Please... don't
be sad that I'm leaving, but instead,
share in all the happiness
that I have."
"Kaolla will go to Tokyo, too, then!"
All
eyes turned to the dark-skinned blonde as she stood
up and made
that proclamation, causing even more murmurs.
"K... Ka-chan,"
Shinobu murmured, blinking repeatedly.
"What do you
mean?"
"Kaolla loves Shinobu," the other girl said
simply,
smoothly, as if stating that the stars would come out at
night or
that Keitaro would put his foot in his mouth. "Shinobu
is
Kaolla's best friend. Kaolla can't let Shinobu go off to
Tokyo
alone! First time Shinobu sees a dark street corner she'll
go
'WAAAAAA!'" Kaolla flapped her arms wildly and unfocused
her
eyes, the accuracy of the Shinobu impression causing no
small
number of giggles and snickering.
Kaolla went from her
flailing right back into grinning
earnestness. "So Kaolla
will go to Tokyo with Shinobu, and be
with her there, so that
Shinobu will always have part of Hinata
Inn, and her family here,
with her."
"Ka-chan," the indigo-haired girl
whispered, feeling her
eyes fill with tears again.
Kitsune
stood, holding up her glass. "Well then...
Shinobu-chan! What
can we say but... we love you too! And you'll
make us all... your
family... proud someday!"
"I second that," Motoko
added smoothly, rising from her
own seat. "Shinobu, I have
always seen a wonderful kindness and
tenderness in you that few
have, and I have cherished having you
as a friend because of it.
The strength of your heart dwarfs the
strength of my
sword."
"Yeah, well!" Sara shouted as she climbed
up on her chair
and waved her glass around wildly, her blonde
ponytails shaking.
"You just better come and see me a lot, or
I'll kick yer butt!"
"Never take up smoking,"
Haruka offered, deadpan, as she
took a long drag on your
cigarette. "Dirty habit, and it doesn't
suit a wonderful
young woman like you."
"Shinobu, from what I've seen,
you have a thoughtful
nature to go with your kind heart,"
Seta said as he offered his
own toast. "Any art school, any
class you ever wish to attend, I
will give references that assure
your entry."
"Such a bunch of things happening,"
Mutsumi murmured as
she stood. "Shinobu-chan, always make
sure to keep in good...
health..." And with that, she swooned
smoothly back into her
chair in a faint.
Naru coughed, and
prodded Mutsumi in the arm until she
came around enough to listen
to what everyone else had to say.
She looked to Keitaro, and both
nodded, bride and groom rising as
one and putting their hands
together.
"Shinobu-chan," Naru began with a smile.
"Though it makes
us sad that you're leaving, you've also made
us so happy today."
"Hai," Keitaro continued,
smiling brightly, his eyes
shimmering behind his glasses. "You
told us from your heart just
how much we've all meant to
you."
"You really have made this the happiest day of
our
lives," Naru picked up. "We never knew just what a
difference
we've made in your life."
"But now we do.
What a wonderful gift you've given us,
Shinobu-chan."
"Hai...
the gift of words from your heart."
"We love you, too,
Shinobu-chan."
"We love you so much... imouto."
"Hai.
Imouto."
"Imouto," chorused Kitsune,
winking.
"Imouto," Motoko agreed solemnly.
"Imouto,"
Mutsumi whispered, smiling pleasantly.
"Oneechaaaaaan!"
Sara sang, smirking.
Shinobu looked from one face to another,
seeing their
smiles, the love shining in their eyes. She felt
fingers entwine
with hers, and looked to her side to see Kaolla,
leaning in to
kiss her cheek. And Shinobu broke down crying. She
would remember
it forever as both the happiest and saddest day of
her life. The
day that she found out just how much everyone at
Hinata Inn loved
her. And the day she had to leave them all.
"It
was much harder than I thought to come and visit,"
Shinobu
told her daughter, voice thick with emotion, her eyes
shining with
tears. "I managed it sometimes, but never again were
we all
together like we were that day. Keitaro and Naru... the
lady
you're named after... moved to another part of Tokyo than I
lived
in, to be closer to Todai. Kitsune was kanrinin for awhile,
and
then left with Seta and Haruka to go on a dig in Mexico, and
of
course Sara went with them. Motoko went back to her family's
school,
and became a great teacher. Mutsumi went back to her
island to
start a turtle farm."
"Momma?" Naru stared at her
mother, not sure if the tears
in her eyes were cause to break out
sobbing or not. "Are you
sad?"
"Just a little
bit," Shinobu answered with a smile,
quickly wiping her eyes,
then kissing her daughter's forehead. "I
still see all of
them sometimes, but never again have we all
managed to be together
in one place. And in the last few years,
we haven't managed to get
together at all. I do so want them to
see you now,
Naru..."
"Shinobuuuuuu!"
Kaolla hurried up,
laughing and smiling, plucking the
equally delighted Naru from the
other woman's arms as the little
girl squealed "Poppa!
Poppa!"
"Don't let her call you that, you'll confuse
her!"
Shinobu protested, giving her spouse a Look.
"If
she's not confused by having two mothers, calling me
'poppa' isn't
gonna hurt her," Kaolla shot back as always,
smirking and
sticking her tongue out at Shinobu as she rubbed
cheeks with her
daughter, dark skin on dark skin. She had to stop
as Naru began
grabbing and kicking, and concentrated on helping
her daughter up
onto her shoulders.
"If she's not confused when we explain
just what exactly
her actual relationship to her 'uncle' is, she's
a smarter little
girl than either of us ever were," Shinobu
muttered, throwing her
hands up.
"Speak for yourself,"
Kaolla replied cheerfully as Naru
laughed and looked around from
her higher vantage point. "I was
always a genius!"
"Evil
genius," Shinobu added affectionately, kissing the
other
woman on the cheek. "Did you get the paperwork all
worked
out?"
"Yup! Just awaiting your signature!"
Kaolla continued
balancing her daughter on her shoulders with one
hand, digging in
her jacket with the other. After a moment, she
proffered the
carefully-folded sheet of paper to her spouse. "Sign
at the X,
and you and I are 100% owners of the Hinata
Inn."
Smiling softly, Shinobu unfolded the sheet of paper
and
glanced over it, digging around in her pockets for a pen.
Coming
up with one, she motioned for Kaolla to turn around so that
she
could use her spouse's back as a flat surface.
As she was
putting the last stroke on 'Maehara', she felt
Kaolla suddenly go
stiff in front of her. She opened her mouth to
ask what was wrong,
only to be interrupted by a question from
Naru.
"Momma,
poppa, who's that coming up the steps?"
Blinking, Shinobu
straightened enough, again on the edge
of speech, about to ask
what her daughter meant. Before she
could, Kaolla took a step to
one side, and Shinobu let her pen
fall from limp fingers to
clatter on the stones of the porch.
And then she was being hugged,
and kissed, having her
hair ruffled, her hands taken, and Kitsune
was laughing, and
Motoko was thumping her on the back, and Mutsumi
was just
standing there smiling at it all as if she couldn't
imagine
anything more perfect, and Sara was picking her up off her
feet
to hug her, and Haruka actually put out her cigarette to come
in
for a hug, and Seta was telling her how beautiful she had
become,
and Keitaro and Naru were both hugging her at once, and
children
were clustered about her asking was it her, was it aunt
Shinobu,
aunt Shinobu can I have a hug, aunt Shinobu we haven't
seen you
in so long!
And Shinobu was crying, just crying. She'd
thought that
nothing could eclipse the day when she'd found out
just how much
they all loved her, or the day when she took
Kaolla's hand and
said now and forever, or the day when she'd
first held her
daughter in her arms. But this did. This was beyond
happiness. It
was beyond anything she'd ever felt in her whole
life. Her
family... her whole family... had come home.
Fin
