I do not own any of the summerland characters. I also do not own the Arvil Lavigne song or the rights.

Schizophrenia

This means thoughts. LIke the good person who sits on your shoulder the angel

This means thoughts, like the bad person who sits on your shoulder, the devil.

It's been about a week since Bradin 'proposed' and he was spending more time with Canan and Cat. He was having the best time in his life.

Right now he is at work, at Jay's surf shop.

"Can you help me with something?" He hears a female voice say.

Bradin looks up and sees Sarah.

"What do you need help with?" Bradin asked. He didn't like her very much, even though he didn't know her very well.

"I was wondering if you could help me pick out a surf board. I want to learn to surf, but of course you need a board before you learn, am I right?" Sarah said

"Yeah, it would help to have a board. So do you want a short board or a long board?" Bradin asked

"Well lets see which one I am better on. Could you help me with that?" Sarah asked

"Yeah. Find a board you want to try and we can take you to the beach. I can have Erica help you if you would like." Bradin said

"No… I would like you to help me." Sarah said

"I'm not that good of a teacher." Bradin said.

"Well, then I can be one of your trial classes." Sarah said

"Well here, take this board, and I will grab this one. They are the ones that we start new people on, to see which one is better for the different people." Bradin said

Sarah took the short board and Bradin picked up the long board.

"Jay, I'll be right back. Watch Canan for me okay." Bradin called as he left the shop.

"Gotcha." Jay said, from the back.

Bradin and Sarah left.

Cat's POV

She walked toward the surf shop. She had just been at one of her lesson's with her new board and she and Bradin were supposed to go grab some lunch with Canan. She walked into the shop and only saw Jay.

"Hey." Cat called to the Australian surfer.

"Hey. What are you doing back so soon? I thought your lesson was until one." Jay asked

"It was, but the guy had to go early, so my lesson was a quick one." Cat said

"And what is that I see around you neck?" Jay asked noticing a ring there.

"Bradin gave it to me for my birthday. I didn't want to lose it when I was surfing so I put it on a chain and put the chain around my neck. That way I don't have to worry about it coming off in the water, and I don't have to leave it on the beach."

"Does Ava know about this?" Jay asked

"About what?"

"That Bradin gave you a ring." Jay said

"We're not engaged." Cat said

"Oh, but I think you are."

"Okay, Bradin is illegal for me to have sex with or to marry until he is eighteen, or do anything else that his guardians don't know about. I cannot touch him without her permission I cannot kiss him with out her permission."

"True." Jay said

"So are we done with the fourth degree here?" Cat asked

"Yeah, we're done." Jay said

"Anyways where is Bradin?" Cat asked

"I think that he is teaching a lesson." Jay said

"Did you see who?" Cat asked

"No, I only saw Blond hair." Jay said

"GRRR… She's not doing this again." Cat said as she turned around and made her way to the beach. She spotted to people in the water, very close together. They were starting to come in. She saw one was Bradin and the other was Sarah. She stopped were she was. They hadn't seen her. She watched from afar.

They were laughing and talking, 'I wonder what it is they are talking about.' Cat thought.

She watched as Bradin stepped onto the beach ahead of Sarah.

"Bradin." Sarah yelled at him.

Bradin turned around and Sarah came up to his face.

They said something to each other and then Cat watched Bradin and Sarah kiss. It seemed like it was a forever kiss, she turned her head she couldn't watch. She walked back to the shop.

"So is Bradin a good teacher?" Jay asked

"Wouldn't know." Cat said. She went into the back room.

"Canan, wake up." She said.

"Mommy." Canan said

"Hey, sweetie. What do you say you and I go to lunch like we used to?" Cat said

"What about Daddy?" Canan said

"Well, he is having a busy day, I think he needs to have a quiet lunch." Cat said

"Okay." Canan said as she sat up and allowed her mother to pick her up too.

Cat held the necklace around her neck. Strangely the new Avril Lavigne sound came into her head, The "My Happy Ending" song. That she had heard from the radio. Cat then left the surf shop via the back entrance.

So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

He wouldn't do this. He would

So much for my happy ending

How could he do this. Maybe it was just Sarah doing the kissing. It takes more than one person for a two people to kiss.

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up up so high
On such a breakable thread

Maybe the kiss wasn't all of that long. What are you thinking, Sarah always gets the guys, no matter who you think you are.


You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

Maybe I am wrong, maybe it was something different. Maybe it just looked like a kiss. What are you stupid, idiotic. Of course it was a kiss.

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh... So much for my happy ending Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh…

He gave me a ring; he said we were meant to be together, he said so. He said he wanted to be part of my life, part of Canan's. How do you know, he could have just want to get in your pants again.

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

He wouldn't would he? He's a guy. All they every want is to have sex. He probably wants to have sex again; you probably weren't good enough for him.

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

He told me he cared. Yeah, so he could be with you right. He just wanted you to think that he cared. He wanted you to think that he was the one you were going to be with so he could have sex with you again.

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

He wouldn't. He cares for me. He cares for Canan. He proved that earlier. If he cared for you and Canan then he would have tried to find you when you first moved away. He couldn't, I wouldn't let him. You wanted to. You tried to call. No I didn't. You did.

It's nice to know you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

He lied to you. He told you he wanted to be there for you, but now you know. He only wanted you to think he cared. He was tricked into kissing her.

He was everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

It takes two people to kiss each other. Maybe she surprised him.

You were everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh... So much for my happy ending Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh…

Leave him. You deserve better. No he was there for me since I have known him. Except when Canan was born. I didn't tell him about her.

So much for my happy ending Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh…

He cares. No he doesn't he hates you.

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

He hates me. He hates you.

Bradin's POV

He pushed Sarah off of him.

"What are you doing?" Bradin asked

"I told you I wanted to thank you for the lesson." Sarah asked "Was I to forward. I thought you would like it." Sarah said

"I have a girlfriend. You have to right to kiss me." Bradin said

"I thought you wanted it. You were holding my waist earlier." Sarah said

"Yeah, to keep you on the board. Give me that." Bradin said as he grabbed the short board from her. "Don't come near me again." He said as he walked away, leaving Sarah with a smile on her face. Bradin walked towards the surf shop.

"So how was the lesson?" Jay asked

"It sucked." Bradin said

"You'll get better at them, Erica wasn't all that good at the lesson's at first either." Jay said

"That's not it." Bradin said

"Want to talk about it?" Jay asked

"Maybe later." Bradin said

"Okay." Jay said "I'm always here for you. Yeah, by the way I like the ring you got Cat."

"What?" Bradin asked

"She had it on a chain around her next, so she wouldn't lose it when she surfs. I think she takes it off the Chain when she isn't surfing. She doesn't want to be with out it.

"Really?" Bradin asked

"Yeah, she cares for you a lot." Jay said

"When is Cat's lesson over?" Bradin asked

"She's in the back right now." Jay said

"Really?" Bradin asked

"Yeah." Jay said

Bradin walked into the back of the shop, it was empty.

"Are you sure she's back here, no on is here." Bradin said

"Yeah, she just walked back like five minutes ago." Jay said

Bradin turned toward the doorway, which lead back to the back entrance to the main room of the shop. But he stopped he had seen something shinning in the sun. He turned towards the table and walked towards it. He looked down and saw a chain. Attached to the Chain was the ring he had bought Cat. He picked it up, and looked closer to make sure it was his ring. It was. His heart dropped.

Maybe Jay was wrong, maybe it just fell off. It wouldn't be on a table lied out if it had fallen.

End of Chapter.

Tell me what you think. I have the song in there so that I could make her talk to herself. You know when you try to debate with yourself that what you are doing is smart or that it is the right thing to do. You are trying to make it the right choice. I've done it before and I would think other people have to.