Dear Journal,
Nothing goes right for me does it? Every time I am happy something life changing happens. It all started from before the wedding. Lexie thought she meet a nice guy, Roger. He was nice and did thing with her family, such as going to Six Flags. She thought she was going to marry him.
It all turned when Brownie, called her scared and told me if I could help them. I ran over there in a hurry, in half the time. I got there and found the twins all together, with Peanut, Lexie 5th child, who was sleeping. Nest I when to Lexie's room, were I found Praline, in nothing but a pair of socks. Then I saw Brownie and Lexie. I froze for a second, scared to know what happened, even if I already knew. Brownie looked at me and said that I had found her hat. I said it was 'Praline's' hat. He came over to me with a pair of white jockey shorts and blood on the back of his leg. He took the hat and gave it to his sister and told me, "Her name's Pauline and she's not a baby any more," which made me think that Roger 'deflowered' her. I want to go find the guy and kill him. I later found out at the hospital that he didn't rape her. She had thrown up on his...you know. So instead he raped Brummett (Brownie). I still want to kill this guy.
They moved in with me after. They are all messed up, but who wouldn't be. Brownie was taking it the worst. But he was the one that was affected the most.
Novalee