Disclaimer: I don't own Harry Potter or the song. The song is called Blue and is by Angie Hart.
A/N: this is Remus/Sirius Slash so if you don't like it don't read it.
Remus opened the door to his apartment. The sunlight was peering through heavy drapes adorning the windows.
The previous nightmare replaying itself over in his mind as it had done for as long as he could remember.
That blasted veil and that shocked surprise washing over his features; he'd never seen Sirius look like that so long as he had been with him.
Night falls, I fall
And where were you, and where were you
Warm skin, wolf grin
And where were you
Lying down against the bedclothes Remus remembered when he had first seen Sirius Black.
Hair as dark as night with even darker eyes, a slender face and long dark lashes Remus never knew that this would become the man that would change his life forever.
I fell into the moon
And it covered you in blue
I fell into the moon
Can I make it right, can I spend the night?
Getting up of the bed he walked over to a small wooden cupboard, sliding it open he pulled out a crystal bottle with a dark amber liquid inside.
Swirling it around absently he poured himself a shot and fell into the nearest armchair.
He hated this apartment. It was the one, him and Sirius had rented when they graduated from Hogwarts. The one they had lived together in. The one Remus, right now, wanted to die in.
High tide, inside
The air is due, and where were you
Wild eyes, I died
And where were you
'And where was he?!' Remus thought angrily 'He should be here, sitting in his chair, making jokes and telling me not to wallow in my own misery' a bitter look came over his face and he rested his head against back of the large old second hand maroon chair.
I crawled out of the world
When you said I shouldn't stop
I crawled out of the world
Can I make it right; can I spend the night...alone...alone?
"And I am alone" Remus voice echoed off the walls of the house only to come back to him in a wave of pain. "Alone" Remus said again as if making sure he had actually understood the dreaded word.
The tired young man stood slowly and walked over to the open window. Leaning out over the window sill he looked up toward a lone star shining brightly.
'Sirius' he thought sadly and lifting his drink towards it he gave a silent toast to the man who had been in his thoughts since the first time he ever saw him.
I fell into the moon
And it covered you in blue
I fell into the moon
Can I make it right?
Can I spend the night?...alone.
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