"Under Control"
At times I feel so bitter and alone
As if the feelings I feel, will never be known
And all I feel and all that's real
Will never come together
And all my dreams and thoughts and hope
Will be lost to me forever
And everything so close to me
Seem like they were never there at all
And all those things I wished to show
Still hide behind this wall
And though I've tried to hide my doubt
And though none knows what I'm about
And though I'm not one to give or take
I still feel like I'm about to break
From all things that I do lack
And all I've hid behind your back
And all the things I haven't said
And acting as if I were dead
And didn't even have a soul
But that's the price one pays for control
childlike
The Honest Kid