The White Sheep and The Black Wolf Part17

"X!" Elle shrieked. She dropped to her knees, and frantically for

a pulse. Relieved that she found a faint one, she opened his mouth,

stuck in a finger and tapped the back of his throat. She quickly

rolled him onto his side and jumped back as he began to vomit the

contents of his stomach.

But as the hurling slowed, his body began to shake.

Elle knew she didn't have much time. The convulsions meant he was

going into shock. She propped up his feet and went to find something

to warm him with.

Entering the cockpit, she found Hutak. "Where are the blankets?"

she demanded hastily.

"Don't have any. What with a reptilian body, why would I need

them if I can't produce heat to trap in?"

Elle groaned in frustration. Returning to X's room, she found

that he was shaking violently, and that his skin had turned to an

unhealthy dark hue.

She snatched his human suit from a chair. It would not hold in

much heat but some. As she slipped it on him, she pulled the

threadbare blanket he had laid upon around him.

Her efforts did slow his convulsions a bit, but not all. She

glanced about the room, hoping to find some sort of source of heat.

But then, she realized there's only one.

Elle shuddered and suppressed her disgust. However, what was

needed to be done, needed to be done. Taking a breath, she slipped

into the blankets next to X.

The fatal minutes that would determine whether X would survive

ticked by and seemed an eternity to Elle.

Gradually, though, she saw in improvement in his condition. The

color returned to his cheeks and his breathing became less labored.

For the first time, Elle noticed how much her hands were

shaking. Also her heart beat as if she had ran a marathon. But what

she thought was the most bizarre was that she felt concerned for him.

She knew what doctor-patient concern was, but this was not what she

was experiencing. Somehow, her concern was...deeper.

What's wrong with me? Elle frowned. Since when did she cared so

much for his well-being? Why had she felt glad to see him? And why

did she had guilt for telling him what he needed to know about his

behavior?

She had never had cared so much for another except for...

No! She flinched at the thought and fought to hold back the

stinging tears that threatened to fall. She had promised herself to

never have those feelings again. They may have felt exhilarating, but

certainly not worth it. They left you vulnerable and the result was

heartbreak, she thought miserably.

But what disgusted her the most was that she had these

feelings for X. The same arrogant creep who had no regard for anyone

else, who leaped at the chance to challenge authority. But X reminded

her so much of...him. The lover who promised her the world.

As he laid there, without the smug expression he usually bore

upon his features, he seemed vulnerable. Even despite the despicable

things he had done in the past, Elle felt pity for him, just a

little. After all, he did try to feed her to the berruga.

Elle couldn't help wondering what made X behave the way he

did. What drove him to go to the extreme? Why does he scorn humans so

much? She knew that this scorn was the reason why he never made

friends with the other agents. Yet he got along fairly well with the

aliens, big ears or not. But why not humans? Unless he had an

experience with them, Elle figured.

Suddenly a loud noise brought her out of her thoughts. It

sounded and felt as if the hull was being torn apart.