Message In A Bottle

DISCLAMER: Not mine or I would be sooo rich I wouldn't use my spare time to do this. So don't even think of suing me coz I know where you live!!! Bwa ha haaa.

NOTE: this is kinda a rejected perspectives story so its really not that good but hey whatcha gonna do 'bout it?

Its stupid, I know it is, after all it is his life; but still, how could he?

I know, I know, military rank and against the regs but so what? One of us could quit, leave what we love to do behind, but gain another love. I mean, I don't mind working as a civilian. Daniel does it every day, cant be that hard.

Then theres that woman on Endora. He still loves her, I think, I couldn't take that away from him, I'm not that selfish, am I?

But then again just thinking this might be selfish in itself. Expecting him and myself to completely change our lives, careers, and future all because of a tiny feeling. God are we stupid. But with stupidity comes happiness and after all happiness is what makes us free.

A choice to say and do as we please is freedom, yet we keep it bottled up inside us, too scared to say what we feel. We want to say it, we are capable of doing so, but, we don't?? Talk about crazy.

Rrrrr, I cant stand it. I'm a grown woman, I can do it...... Well that's it. No more secrets, no more bottled up feelings, no more hesitant words. I'm going to break the silence, let it all out, regain my freedom.....

"Sir?" Sam poked her head into Colonel O'Neills office.

"Carter!" Jack snapped up from his slouched position in his chair.

"Can I come in?" She asked "I have something I think I have to tell you"

Jack raised his eyebrows

"Sure, sit down" He gestured "as a matter of fact, so do I"

FIN