'I....I.....I can't do this, i'm....i'm really confused.' Jack looked at me with a hurt expression. I threw down the dresses and ran threw a mass of people. I needed to get away, I needed to think. i was running, running into people, knocking they're purchases onto the ground. People yelled at me, people cussed, but I didnt care. I ran into a particular person and fell to the ground. I looked up at him, he was gorgeous, Jack was better, but this guy came close. His hair was very curly and it blew in the wind. His face was kind, he had a small moustage, and a little bit of a beard. His eyes were brown and sparkled with excitement. His face had a look of concern on it. 'Are you alright? It looked like you were running from something.' He held out his hand and i willingly took it. I brushed myself off and stared at him. 'I was running from, never mind.' He smiled and looked around, was he looking for someone? 'Do you need any help?' I shook my head slowly, i'll be fine when he's gone and i can think. He waved at me as he walked in the direction I came from. I smiled and nodded, but then i felt alone. Maybe I should go back to Jack and talk...Will he be too pissed? I growled as a bunch of men came up to me, they circled me and i looked around. 'Maybe they wanna talk?' Sweat dripped off my forehead. 'Dont be stupid.' (that was the little voice that you get in your head sometimes). I felt danger, but i stood were i had before, not willing to move. One of the men came up to me, he had white hair, nasty teeth, and a small moustage. He smiled, teeth barring. 'Wanna come with me lil' girly.' Little girly? Ok that was weird. Fear clutched my throat. 'N...n...no.' I squeaked out my answer as all the men laughed, and all I could remember is a large object clipping me in the back of the head.

Waking Up

I woke up with a pulsing headache, all I could see is red. I groaned and sat up, I was on a floor, with a pillow and a blanket beside me. I looked around, I was in a room, it was really bare. It only had a dresser and a small rickety chair. I got up quickly and remembered those men, ggrr, i'm gonna kill em. I heard voices outside my door and I walked over to it. I didnt want to open it, for risk of being caught so i pressed my ear against the door, and heard this:

'Is she awake sir'
'I dont know, havent been in there yet'
'Is she nice'
'Well, let just say we are gonna have alot of fun with her'
'Oh sir, let me be first please, i'm so lonely'
'GET AHOLD OF YOURSELF MAN'
'Sorry sir'
'Go in there and see if she's awake'
'Yes sir.'

Well obviously the 'sir' was head honcho, and the little lonely guy was his assistant. I quickly got into my 'bed', if thats what you really want to call it, and pretended to sleep. The man came in, took one look at me and stuck his head out the door. 'Sir, she isnt awake!' She heard a growl and then glass shatter. 'WAKE HER UP THEN!' The man grabbed me roughly by the shoudler and shook me. 'Wake up girl, I said wake up!' I 'woke' up and looked at him, I quinted my eyes, making me look like i just woke up. 'Captain wants to see you.' Captain? Ah, so we were on a ship.The man dragged me outside, I was right, we were on a ship, but it wasent moving. We were still docked. 'Over there.' He pointed to the captain...Hey! I remember him, he was the old guy that called me 'girlly'. The man behind me pushed me to the Captain. The Captain smiled and looked me up and down. 'Hmmm very nice, very, very nice.' I felt like kicking the shit out of him, but then I realized I would probably be killed. The Captain walked behind me and pinched my ass, i cringed. 'Hmmm nice treasure ye got there missy.' Gross, disgusting, eeww. I did a fake smile, a very fake smile. 'Ohh your happy about this little arangement are ye?' You wish..... 'Yes, sir, i'm delighted.' I didnt even try to sound cheerful, I didnt care. Before I knew it, the Captain picked me up and threw me over his shoulder. I can take alot of things, men pinching me, kissing me, but I will not be picked up! 'PUT ME DOWN YOUR SON OF A BITCH! PUT ME DOWN...GGRR!' I slammed my fists on his back and he just chuckled. He set me down on the bed as I screamed some more. 'Save your screaming missy..' He unbuttoned his shirt. 'You'll be doing alot of it.' Then it hit me, I was going to be raped. Right there, and not with the man I loved, not Jack. If I hadent of been stupid and ran away I wouldnt be in this mess. I should of said i loved Jack, because I did. The man came towards me as I whimpered. 'No, no please no, dont do this, no.....' He seemed to get pleasure by my fear because he advanced closer. He leaned over me, and started taking off my dress. Tears slipped down my face. 'Please sir...no, stop please.' I hated feeling weak, because I wasent weak, I was strong, but I was still here being raped and not doing anything about it. Hows that for strong? Now I was in my bra and underwear, the man looked strangly at my bra. He took out his knife and held it out in his hand. I turned my head away in shame, the man laughed and used the knife to cut off my bra. He stared with his mouth open and started kissing my breasts. I cryed, and as soon as a tear hit his old head he brought his head up to my face. 'STOP YER CRYING BITCH!' He slapped my across the face, causing me to collaspe on the bead. I was sprawled out. The man crawled ontop of me, he put the knife to my throat. 'Undo my pants girly...' Oh god no, no, not this, anything put this. I stared at him and felt the knife digging deeper into my throat, I could see blood running down my bare chest. I advanced my hand to his belt buckle and got his belt off. 'Go on missy, take them off.' More tears streamed down my face as I pulled off his pants revealing what I did not want to see. 'Lay down...' He took the knife off my neck as I sat there, as I did before. 'LAY DOWN OR I'LL KILL YE.' I layed down as the man lifted my legs off the bed. He pulled off my underwear and spred my legs apart. I could hear his snicker, his laugh which made me sick to my stomach. I could feel him press into me as he moaned, I whimpered and brought my hands to my face. The Captain took my hands and pinned me down. He thrust into me as I cried out, but it wasent a pleasure cry, I actully yelled. 'STOP PLEASE, STOP IT.' After about five mintues, it was over. My pride was taken, taken without my permisson. I lay as a sobbing heap on the bed as the Captain pulled on his pants, belt, and shirt. 'Thanks for your services missy.' He laughed and slammed the door coldly. I wiped the tears from my face and felt the wound on my neck, at least I wont bleed to death. I needed to get out of here. I walked over to the window and saw a rowboat, similar to the one that I ran away on. I propped the door open with the knife that the Captain left on the floor and started my way down to the rowboat, and on my way to Jack.

Now thats disgusted. I love this character because she's strong and she hides her feelings, just like me! Ok guys please read and review!

!Sara!