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Draco: Are you sure that your okay?
Angelfire1589: Yeah I'm fine. Why do you keep asking me that?
Draco: Cause you aren't spazzing.
Angelfire1589: Oh, that. No reason to.
Draco: What why?!
Angelfire1589: Not telling you. (Smirks evilly)
Chapter 14: Sorrow Sex Sucks
Hermione's POV
I walked slowly up to headroom by myself. I had snuck out on my friends. I knew it wasn't right and I was pretty sure that one of them would notice and come looking for me. But that was okay. They would come looking for me for hours. When I finally reached the headroom. Draco was nowhere to be found. I wondered if that was good or bad.
I walked up the stairs and to his room. I was about to knock when I noticed that it was slightly open. I gave it a gentle push. To reveal Draco sitting at his desk writing. I walked up to him slowly. And stopped only a few feet from him. "Draco..." I said so quietly I wondered if he'd really heard me or if he just knew I was there.
He turned around to look me in the eyes. I couldn't see what was going on in his. Once more they were clouded in order to show no emotion. That worried me. "Hermione... your song was lovely. I've never heard you sing so lovely before." he said. He was doing the 'beat around the bush thing.' "Why haven't you ever used it before?"
He was pissing me off. If he didn't want to be with me he should just fucking say so! "I didn't want people bugging me." I said dully. Anger was starting to grow inside of me.
"Oh, yeah we-" I cut him off. That was enough.
"Jesus freakin Christ, Draco. You know I didn't come up here to talk about that." I yelled.
"Well, then what did you come here to talk about." he asked as though he hadn't been there to here me sing.
My eyes filled with rage. "You know damn well what I came up here to talk about! Don't play stupid with me cause I'm really not in the mood!" I screamed.
Now Draco stood up suddenly. Seeming more hurt then angry. "Okay, you know what I do know the reason you came up here. And it can't happen." he said the last two words very quietly. As though it hurt him more to say then it did for me to hear it.
I closed my eye to hold back tears. "Why? Why won't it work?" I said head facing to the floor. I wanted to hear his reason there were so many. But I didn't care about any of them.
"Uh, were not allowed to first off." he was thinking of other reasons then the one he wanted to say. "Were supposed to be setting examples."
"Oh that's BULLSHIT!" I yelled. "Just say the real damn reason you don't want to be with me damn it. Not all this shit you're talking!" I knew I was crying now but I didn't care.
"Cause we can't! Do know the fucking risk your talking about! God, mine. Think about my dad beat the hell out of you just for liking me. Could you imagined what he'd do to you if we were together." he said. I could tell he was trying to keep his voice from breaking. "He'd torture you, probably rape you. Then just out of spite kill you slowly."
I took a step towards Draco. "I would take all that just to be with you. Even if for one moment." I whispered.
"But I wouldn't be able to take it. I'd want that moment to repeat itself over again for the rest of my life and would be able to deal with that." he said.
"We could keep it a secret. No one would ever have to know." I whispered.
"The wall around here has ears, Mione. They hear and know everything. Nothing in Hogwarts is a secret." His voice finally had broken.
"Draco... do you love me?" I asked. He looked up at me in the eyes. His eyes had to many emotions to tell which one he was feeling at moment. "Well, do you?"
Draco's POV
I looked away at the floor again. Did I love her? More than anything in this God forsaken world. Could I tell her that? Not if I didn't want to lose her. (A/N is it just Me. or is this starting to sound like a Spiderman story? if so really sorry.) "No I don't love you." I said making sure never to look her in the face.
I heard her choke down a sob. I looked up at her. Her face was gleaming like it had been only a couple of hours ago. She backed up slowly. "That's okay. Even if you don't love me. I love you, Draco Malfroy." I just stared at her. Unable to believe she'd said that. I wanted to say something but she ran from the room. I followed. It was like something was pushing me to. But by the time I got out of my room she was gone. Out of the portrait.
I let out a scream. Knocking vase to the floor in rage. Two portraits started to shout their disapproval. "Shut you old hags." I hissed before storming to my rooms and slamming the door shut.
Hermione POV
I roamed the school. It was late I knew that much. How late I had no clue what so ever. I didn't really care either. Nothing mattered anymore. Nothing went right for me lately. Then again nothing really went right for me before this either. So what was I talking about? At a point when I was walking though Ron jumped out of nowhere and scared the shit of me.
"Hey Mione." he said. "You ditched us earlier. What's was that all about."
"Nothing." I whispered. I don't know what was wrong with me. But I had the sudden urge to get laid. I thought to myself that would make it all better. (A/N no she's not a hoe, okay. just in depression right now.)
Regular POV
"Are you okay Mione?" Ron asked. Noticing the hurt in her voice.
"I'm fine now." she said pressing her lips to his. She bit his bottom lip roughly. Getting the taste of blood in her mouth. He didn't complain though. She remembered him telling her once that he liked it rough. He hosted her up on to his waist. Her wrapping her legs around him. Then backed up to a wall.
She brought her hand down to his pants and undid them letting them fall to the ground. Next were those damned boxers. She pushed them down as far she could as she battled with his tongue. He merely slid his up her dress to find she had no underwear on. The kind of dress she ad on didn't allow for any. Without the show of panty lines. She didn't figure she was going to need it anyway. So he just pushed her dress up and slid into her. Hermione let out a loud moan. Arching her back against the wall. He pushed in and out of her slowly but faster and harder with every thrust.
Ron could tell Hermione was about to peak and so was he. He just let it come. It was loud and long. Gryffindor house was able to hear them. And was slightly sickened by it. Others were turned on.
Ron slid out of Hermione. She unwrapped her legs from around him. Thinking to her. God that really sucked...
End chapter 14! I hope you understand the title now. And sorrow for the little Spiderman wannabee part in there. Don't flame please. Well I hoped you liked it. I personally think this chapter really sucks, but that's just my opinion. I still just think I've written way better. Well any way. Please review. I thank you for who already have. Please give advice. I'm really sure I need it. Thank you.
Draco: Are you sure that your okay?
Angelfire1589: Yeah I'm fine. Why do you keep asking me that?
Draco: Cause you aren't spazzing.
Angelfire1589: Oh, that. No reason to.
Draco: What why?!
Angelfire1589: Not telling you. (Smirks evilly)
Chapter 14: Sorrow Sex Sucks
Hermione's POV
I walked slowly up to headroom by myself. I had snuck out on my friends. I knew it wasn't right and I was pretty sure that one of them would notice and come looking for me. But that was okay. They would come looking for me for hours. When I finally reached the headroom. Draco was nowhere to be found. I wondered if that was good or bad.
I walked up the stairs and to his room. I was about to knock when I noticed that it was slightly open. I gave it a gentle push. To reveal Draco sitting at his desk writing. I walked up to him slowly. And stopped only a few feet from him. "Draco..." I said so quietly I wondered if he'd really heard me or if he just knew I was there.
He turned around to look me in the eyes. I couldn't see what was going on in his. Once more they were clouded in order to show no emotion. That worried me. "Hermione... your song was lovely. I've never heard you sing so lovely before." he said. He was doing the 'beat around the bush thing.' "Why haven't you ever used it before?"
He was pissing me off. If he didn't want to be with me he should just fucking say so! "I didn't want people bugging me." I said dully. Anger was starting to grow inside of me.
"Oh, yeah we-" I cut him off. That was enough.
"Jesus freakin Christ, Draco. You know I didn't come up here to talk about that." I yelled.
"Well, then what did you come here to talk about." he asked as though he hadn't been there to here me sing.
My eyes filled with rage. "You know damn well what I came up here to talk about! Don't play stupid with me cause I'm really not in the mood!" I screamed.
Now Draco stood up suddenly. Seeming more hurt then angry. "Okay, you know what I do know the reason you came up here. And it can't happen." he said the last two words very quietly. As though it hurt him more to say then it did for me to hear it.
I closed my eye to hold back tears. "Why? Why won't it work?" I said head facing to the floor. I wanted to hear his reason there were so many. But I didn't care about any of them.
"Uh, were not allowed to first off." he was thinking of other reasons then the one he wanted to say. "Were supposed to be setting examples."
"Oh that's BULLSHIT!" I yelled. "Just say the real damn reason you don't want to be with me damn it. Not all this shit you're talking!" I knew I was crying now but I didn't care.
"Cause we can't! Do know the fucking risk your talking about! God, mine. Think about my dad beat the hell out of you just for liking me. Could you imagined what he'd do to you if we were together." he said. I could tell he was trying to keep his voice from breaking. "He'd torture you, probably rape you. Then just out of spite kill you slowly."
I took a step towards Draco. "I would take all that just to be with you. Even if for one moment." I whispered.
"But I wouldn't be able to take it. I'd want that moment to repeat itself over again for the rest of my life and would be able to deal with that." he said.
"We could keep it a secret. No one would ever have to know." I whispered.
"The wall around here has ears, Mione. They hear and know everything. Nothing in Hogwarts is a secret." His voice finally had broken.
"Draco... do you love me?" I asked. He looked up at me in the eyes. His eyes had to many emotions to tell which one he was feeling at moment. "Well, do you?"
Draco's POV
I looked away at the floor again. Did I love her? More than anything in this God forsaken world. Could I tell her that? Not if I didn't want to lose her. (A/N is it just Me. or is this starting to sound like a Spiderman story? if so really sorry.) "No I don't love you." I said making sure never to look her in the face.
I heard her choke down a sob. I looked up at her. Her face was gleaming like it had been only a couple of hours ago. She backed up slowly. "That's okay. Even if you don't love me. I love you, Draco Malfroy." I just stared at her. Unable to believe she'd said that. I wanted to say something but she ran from the room. I followed. It was like something was pushing me to. But by the time I got out of my room she was gone. Out of the portrait.
I let out a scream. Knocking vase to the floor in rage. Two portraits started to shout their disapproval. "Shut you old hags." I hissed before storming to my rooms and slamming the door shut.
Hermione POV
I roamed the school. It was late I knew that much. How late I had no clue what so ever. I didn't really care either. Nothing mattered anymore. Nothing went right for me lately. Then again nothing really went right for me before this either. So what was I talking about? At a point when I was walking though Ron jumped out of nowhere and scared the shit of me.
"Hey Mione." he said. "You ditched us earlier. What's was that all about."
"Nothing." I whispered. I don't know what was wrong with me. But I had the sudden urge to get laid. I thought to myself that would make it all better. (A/N no she's not a hoe, okay. just in depression right now.)
Regular POV
"Are you okay Mione?" Ron asked. Noticing the hurt in her voice.
"I'm fine now." she said pressing her lips to his. She bit his bottom lip roughly. Getting the taste of blood in her mouth. He didn't complain though. She remembered him telling her once that he liked it rough. He hosted her up on to his waist. Her wrapping her legs around him. Then backed up to a wall.
She brought her hand down to his pants and undid them letting them fall to the ground. Next were those damned boxers. She pushed them down as far she could as she battled with his tongue. He merely slid his up her dress to find she had no underwear on. The kind of dress she ad on didn't allow for any. Without the show of panty lines. She didn't figure she was going to need it anyway. So he just pushed her dress up and slid into her. Hermione let out a loud moan. Arching her back against the wall. He pushed in and out of her slowly but faster and harder with every thrust.
Ron could tell Hermione was about to peak and so was he. He just let it come. It was loud and long. Gryffindor house was able to hear them. And was slightly sickened by it. Others were turned on.
Ron slid out of Hermione. She unwrapped her legs from around him. Thinking to her. God that really sucked...
End chapter 14! I hope you understand the title now. And sorrow for the little Spiderman wannabee part in there. Don't flame please. Well I hoped you liked it. I personally think this chapter really sucks, but that's just my opinion. I still just think I've written way better. Well any way. Please review. I thank you for who already have. Please give advice. I'm really sure I need it. Thank you.