I cant take it no more…

I close my eyes and I see you…

I fall asleep and I dream of you…

The only time I am really happy is when I am dreaming of you..

Sometime I wish I could just dream forever…

But I know that isn't possible..

This feeling I have towards you is love…

I know it.

The feeling is the only real thing that makes me happy…

There isn't anything in this world I would trade it for…

But at the same time…

I feel pain….

Pain of wanting you…

Pain of needing you…

Pain of not having you…..

All I ask is to be with you..

Nothing more.

Its just not fair.

I love you so much tidus..

I love you as much as a person could ever love someone..

I just want an answer..

If I knew that you were dead..

Than I would happily end my life…

If it meant being with you…

I would do anything…

I am tired of not knowing…

I am tired of waiting..

When will it end?

I want this pain that I am in to just go away…

I will find a way.

Some how.

Without you I am nothing.

I am no one.

I am just a girl..

Crying out for the one that I love..

But tears mean nothing…

If you've got nothing..

If you got no one….

I try and try but its not enough..

I don't know what to do..

But as of now all I can do is hope…

Dream…

Search….

For you..

My one and only love.

Tidus….