I don't think I want to write tonight. You see, I'm having a very upsetting time.

I was recently at a retreat. I made a best friend. She was actually on staff, but we grew SO close.

She was the only one I could trust.

But unfortunately we haven't kept contact. I've written a letter, an email, emails to other people requesting she email me back.

But there hasn't been any response.

You don't come by someone this special very often and this is a devastating thing.

To lose ties with someone you thought cared.

So much pain.

So good night all ye readers. Wish me luck in the search for her.