*Appears in a flash of fire* Hey all, well I'm on Chapter four wow this is
going by fast. *Smiles* Anyways do I really have to say it. Sayge, Guido,
Kiley, Kayden. Mine. If you steal *flashes fangs* we will have problems. If
not then well get along just fine *smiles* Now on with the fanfic.
Chapter Four: Forbidden Love
Hiei stopped at the door and sat me down; I looked up at him pleading with my eyes. He turned away from me and walked in the door. I followed behind him my heart breaking, I had fallen for him and I knew it. I wanted to know did he feel the same way but I didn't have the heart or the guts to ask. I had seen the way he had looked at me his eyes wide and I had wanted to break down and cry. I now understood why my parents had left me with my foster parents. There love had been a forbidden one my father had been a healer half demon but my mother had been a full-blooded wolf demon.
I could feel their blood and could taste another part of my fathers blood, it was laced with pureness he was at least one half angel. So somewhere deep in me was angel blood, I searched for it. It was only a tiny fraction of me I surged it forward wanting to see what would happen a light sky blue color surrounded me and then I felt wings sprouting out of my back. Hiei turned around to look at me and froze, I was glowing white and silver wings were coming out of my back. "Wow, I was right." I said looking at Hiei. He just stared at me, it was then that Kurama came into the hallway he took one look at me and then gasped. "What in the world." He said looking at my angel form. I smiled at the two of them and changed back to my human form.
I had three different types of blood angel, demon, and human. "My father had angel and human blood. He must have got the healing powers from his angel blood." I said looking at them. "My mother had full demon blood." I said looking at them smiling at the two of them. "I wonder." I whispered and brought forth all of my blood and mixed them together. I had silver wings and black fire was all around me I had my green eyes still and other than that my hair had strips of red through it instead of black. Hiei and Kurama gaped at me, I smirked at them and then surged forth my human blood the wings and the black fire disappeared. While the red strips in my hair turned back to blue.
I smiled at Kurama and Hiei and then went upstairs trying to get away from the two of them. I needed to think all of this in only three days I was going to go insane if things didn't slow down. I was so confused about my feelings and about my power and all of my forms. There was a knock on the door, I looked at the door and then called, "Come in." Hiei walked through the door and then looked at me. "I still need some clothes." He said and I nodded at him and then me and him left. We walked down the street I looked over at him but he was looking ahead I could tell he was ignoring me. I turned away from him and felt a tear slip down my cheek.
Fine if that's how you're going to be I though I looked around and spotted Kayden I stopped and walked over to him. "Hey Kayden." I called walking up to him. He looked up at me and smiled, "Sayge hey haven't seen you for a while." I nodded, "Yeah." Then I sat down next to Kayden I could feel the tears threatening to fall. I glanced up Hiei was still walking and had yet to notice that I was gone. Like he cares anyways I thought bitterly and then turned to Kayden smiling. "What school do you go to?" he asked me. I racked my brain, "I don't know." I said truthfully. "I've only been here for three days." I said smiling at him.
I glanced a look at Hiei he had disappeared but it was obvious that he had yet to notice I was gone. Either that or he didn't care I couldn't tell which. Kayden smiled, "where did you use to live?" he asked me. I frowned slightly at that, "America." I said thinking about my 17 years in that horrible place. I hated my old life this one was much better. "Wow America really?" he asked looking at me intently. I smiled at him; "Yup I really love it here though." I said looking at where Hiei had been. Why do I care? I thought wanting desperately not to care and not to hurt anymore.
How could he act like this I remembered when I had that dream the way he had comforted me how gentle he had been. How could he be like this now, it hurt thinking about him I could feel inner tears falling my heart was breaking and my mask was slipping. I could never tell him how I felt I brought pain and hurt to those that I loved and Hiei was one of them, I couldn't let him get hurt. Suddenly a flash of a vision surged through my head it was Hiei his sword pulled out and fighting. "Hiei." I growled slightly knowing he was in danger. I felt anger rising how dare they try to take him from me too. I will not allow it, my mothers blood was pounding ready to take over. I waved bye to Kayden and ran towards Hiei.
It was then that the tears came they slipped down my cheeks I surged forward my demon blood but strangely I didn't take my wolf form. Claws appeared on my hand and the blue strips in my hair turned crimson. Fire began to circle around my form and I ran harder pushing my demon blood to its limits. I reached him quickly he was fighting a whole group of demons I watched one of them knock him to the ground ready to deliver a final blow. "NO." I screamed and jumped at the demon my claws out in front of me I struck the demon hard knocking it over.
Anger was surging through my veins, "You will not kill him to." I growled and crimson fire surged up around me swirling around the black fire. My hair shot straight up my eyes turned blood red and I lengthened my claws I dug them into the ground and screamed, "Arise my warrior wolf." The ground began to shake and then it opened up the huge silver wolf jumped out of the hole and then attacked the demons. "No more will you take what I love." I screamed and dug my claws deeper into the earth. "Come forth fires of hell." I howled. The ground shook hard and cracks appeared in it fire surged up from the cracks trapping the group of demons in side the fire.
A demonic rage was consuming me my eyes were bloody looking and reflected my anger. My teeth were barred and black and crimson fire swirled around my body making it glow black and crimson. The group of demons tried to get free from the fire but my rage held them there. They were cowering trying to hide I was scaring them and I knew it. Good I wanted to scream how do you like not being able to do anything as the people you love and care for die around you. I towered over them my blood calling for there blood, my mother's demonic blood was pounding horribly telling me to kill them.
They had awoken the sleeping demon inside me and now they had to pay the price, I understood that my demon blood was in some kind of hibernation and only awakened when I was angry or when I needed it the most. Well right now rage and vengeance and hatred was coursing through my veins, and those emotions where making my demon blood stronger. I could hear nothing other than the pounding in my ears and the cries from the demons in the fire. My warrior wolf stood beside me it looked into my eyes and probably saw the very gates of hell in them.
I had tossed my control to the heavens and dug into hell to bring forth my demon blood. The fire began to swirl around me faster and then I changed. I took my wolf form my eyes stayed blood red and my wings shot out I growled. I was in my wolf form black and crimson fire swirling around my body. "No more." I howled. "No more will I stand by and watch those that I love and care for die because of me." I howled. It was then that I threw back my head and howled, the howl sent shivers through my body.
It was eerie and sounded deadly. I turned back towards the demons. "I can never forget those to try to take those I love away." I growled and then I screamed, "Gates of Hell open." The ground started to shake a huge crack appeared underneath the demons and then they fell thorough it I closed the crack and then transformed back to my human form but I still had the blood red eyes and the red strips in my hair. I looked at Hiei and then felt all my power leave me I fell to the ground and then everything went black.
My eyes fluttered open they had returned to their green color and my rage had vanished I looked around the room. I was back in my room and Hiei was nowhere to be seen. I felt the tears long before they came. I let them fall, how could I have been so stupid as to think that he would care about me. He probably couldn't even look at me anymore, and if he was hurt and it was my fault I would kill myself. I had dug into the very pits of hell to save him and he was gone anyways. I knew he was alive but that didn't change anything where was the Hiei that I had fallen in love with the kind gentle one?
I didn't try to stop the tears, I remembered everything I had pretty much admitted to him that I love him. And much like my mothers and father's love ours would of been forbidden because of my tiny bit of angel blood. I cried not paying any attention to anything I let the tears fall. If I was to ever get over this I had to let out my emotion. I heard the door open I just rolled away from the door and continued to cry. No one put a comforting hand around me there was no thanks for saving me the door shut again and I cried even harder. Letting all of my pain and hurt flood me, I had to get it all out or I would never get over it.
"Why do I care?" I whispered in between sobs. I heard the door open again but I still didn't stop crying. I ignored whatever the person was doing and continued talking to myself. "Why does it hurt this bad?" I sobbed feeling the tears on my face. I had heard footsteps but suddenly they froze. "Why?" I cried harder letting the tears hit my pillow and the bed. Without realizing it I surged forward my angel blood and was now in my angel form. I felt the wings though and it didn't' take me long to realize that I had pulled the blood forward because of how sad I was.
"Why won't this pain go away?" I almost screamed and then I pulled the pillow up to my face and buried my head in it. I felt someone sit on the bed and ignored them completely I felt a hand on my shoulder, "Leave me alone." I said and pushed the hand off not removing my head form the pillow. Suddenly I was yanked out of my pillow and someone's hand on my chin. I closed my eyes, "JUST leave me alone." I said louder trying to remove their hand. The grip tightened slightly and finally I gave up and opened my eyes it was Hiei. I felt my heart flutter slightly and then it feel to the ground again remembering everything that had happened.
"Go torture someone else." I whispered, "I'm not in the mood" I finished looking at him. He smiled, "but it's funnier to torture you." He said smiling slightly. I felt the tears come and closed my eyes again, "Open you're eyes." He said gently. I shook my head, "No just leave me alone." "Open you're eyes." He said louder. I finally gave up and opened my eyes the moment I did tears slipped out of them. He looked confused for a moment and then he stared at the tears. "Why are you crying?" he asked looking at me. I blinked slightly and my expression turned sad, "It doesn't matter." I whispered and then tried to pull away from him. He would have none of that and turned me back to face him, "Why?" he asked louder.
"LEAVE ME ALONE." I said and burst into tears I yanked myself away from him and hid in my pillow. Of course that did me no good he yanked me back over to him and sat me in his lap. "What is wrong?" he asked looking sad and confused all at once. "I saw the way you looked at me when I was in my wolf form." I said crying harder. "You were disgusted and upset I could tell." I screamed and fought his grip. He gaped at me, "Why would you care?" he asked. At that my eyes filled dup with tears and a few slipped out, "because." I growled and tried to pull away. "Because why?" he asked louder. I growled, "I care that's why." I said and yanked myself away from him got to my feet and ran out of the room.
I ran all the way downstairs and then into Kurama's backyard I hid in a bush and cried. I saw him come out of the house he was calling my name then he gave up and went back inside. I shut my eyes tight, "Because I've fallen in love with you." I whispered and then I felt exhaustion over come me and I fell back to sleep. I awoke to the sounds of water falling; I stepped out of the bushes and glanced up at the sky. It was raining; I had always loved to be in the rain. I stared up at the heavens and let the rain wash over my face. It began to rain very hard so in a matter of minutes my hair and my clothes were soaked. I spun around in circles loving the feel of the rain against my face.
I heard someone open the door but I continued to stare up at the sky, finally I brought my eyes down towards the door. Hiei stood looking at me I gave him a sad look and then looked down at the ground. I could hear him walking towards me and looked up from the ground my wet hair covering my eyes and my emotions from him. I shook my hair out of my face and tried my best to smile, Hiei stared at me for a moment and then he crossed over to me and looked down on me. "Sayge I." He started. "Look Hiei, I know I've been acting weird lately but what I said while I was fighting those demons is true I wont' let them take someone else away from me that I love." Hiei stared at me for a moment I stared deep into those crimson eyes and then I watched something playing in those eyes and I smiled brightly.
Okay, I know I'm evil. Sorry for the cliffy but I promise a lot of action and romance in the next chapter. Well I must be going please read and review oh and for Big Riku Fan- Thank you I'm glad you like it here's the next chap. Snoop Dog- Ahh... you make me wanna cry, thank you so much I feel so loved. *Sniff sniff* must be going now bye bye all!! *Waves and then disappears in a flash of fire*
Chapter Four: Forbidden Love
Hiei stopped at the door and sat me down; I looked up at him pleading with my eyes. He turned away from me and walked in the door. I followed behind him my heart breaking, I had fallen for him and I knew it. I wanted to know did he feel the same way but I didn't have the heart or the guts to ask. I had seen the way he had looked at me his eyes wide and I had wanted to break down and cry. I now understood why my parents had left me with my foster parents. There love had been a forbidden one my father had been a healer half demon but my mother had been a full-blooded wolf demon.
I could feel their blood and could taste another part of my fathers blood, it was laced with pureness he was at least one half angel. So somewhere deep in me was angel blood, I searched for it. It was only a tiny fraction of me I surged it forward wanting to see what would happen a light sky blue color surrounded me and then I felt wings sprouting out of my back. Hiei turned around to look at me and froze, I was glowing white and silver wings were coming out of my back. "Wow, I was right." I said looking at Hiei. He just stared at me, it was then that Kurama came into the hallway he took one look at me and then gasped. "What in the world." He said looking at my angel form. I smiled at the two of them and changed back to my human form.
I had three different types of blood angel, demon, and human. "My father had angel and human blood. He must have got the healing powers from his angel blood." I said looking at them. "My mother had full demon blood." I said looking at them smiling at the two of them. "I wonder." I whispered and brought forth all of my blood and mixed them together. I had silver wings and black fire was all around me I had my green eyes still and other than that my hair had strips of red through it instead of black. Hiei and Kurama gaped at me, I smirked at them and then surged forth my human blood the wings and the black fire disappeared. While the red strips in my hair turned back to blue.
I smiled at Kurama and Hiei and then went upstairs trying to get away from the two of them. I needed to think all of this in only three days I was going to go insane if things didn't slow down. I was so confused about my feelings and about my power and all of my forms. There was a knock on the door, I looked at the door and then called, "Come in." Hiei walked through the door and then looked at me. "I still need some clothes." He said and I nodded at him and then me and him left. We walked down the street I looked over at him but he was looking ahead I could tell he was ignoring me. I turned away from him and felt a tear slip down my cheek.
Fine if that's how you're going to be I though I looked around and spotted Kayden I stopped and walked over to him. "Hey Kayden." I called walking up to him. He looked up at me and smiled, "Sayge hey haven't seen you for a while." I nodded, "Yeah." Then I sat down next to Kayden I could feel the tears threatening to fall. I glanced up Hiei was still walking and had yet to notice that I was gone. Like he cares anyways I thought bitterly and then turned to Kayden smiling. "What school do you go to?" he asked me. I racked my brain, "I don't know." I said truthfully. "I've only been here for three days." I said smiling at him.
I glanced a look at Hiei he had disappeared but it was obvious that he had yet to notice I was gone. Either that or he didn't care I couldn't tell which. Kayden smiled, "where did you use to live?" he asked me. I frowned slightly at that, "America." I said thinking about my 17 years in that horrible place. I hated my old life this one was much better. "Wow America really?" he asked looking at me intently. I smiled at him; "Yup I really love it here though." I said looking at where Hiei had been. Why do I care? I thought wanting desperately not to care and not to hurt anymore.
How could he act like this I remembered when I had that dream the way he had comforted me how gentle he had been. How could he be like this now, it hurt thinking about him I could feel inner tears falling my heart was breaking and my mask was slipping. I could never tell him how I felt I brought pain and hurt to those that I loved and Hiei was one of them, I couldn't let him get hurt. Suddenly a flash of a vision surged through my head it was Hiei his sword pulled out and fighting. "Hiei." I growled slightly knowing he was in danger. I felt anger rising how dare they try to take him from me too. I will not allow it, my mothers blood was pounding ready to take over. I waved bye to Kayden and ran towards Hiei.
It was then that the tears came they slipped down my cheeks I surged forward my demon blood but strangely I didn't take my wolf form. Claws appeared on my hand and the blue strips in my hair turned crimson. Fire began to circle around my form and I ran harder pushing my demon blood to its limits. I reached him quickly he was fighting a whole group of demons I watched one of them knock him to the ground ready to deliver a final blow. "NO." I screamed and jumped at the demon my claws out in front of me I struck the demon hard knocking it over.
Anger was surging through my veins, "You will not kill him to." I growled and crimson fire surged up around me swirling around the black fire. My hair shot straight up my eyes turned blood red and I lengthened my claws I dug them into the ground and screamed, "Arise my warrior wolf." The ground began to shake and then it opened up the huge silver wolf jumped out of the hole and then attacked the demons. "No more will you take what I love." I screamed and dug my claws deeper into the earth. "Come forth fires of hell." I howled. The ground shook hard and cracks appeared in it fire surged up from the cracks trapping the group of demons in side the fire.
A demonic rage was consuming me my eyes were bloody looking and reflected my anger. My teeth were barred and black and crimson fire swirled around my body making it glow black and crimson. The group of demons tried to get free from the fire but my rage held them there. They were cowering trying to hide I was scaring them and I knew it. Good I wanted to scream how do you like not being able to do anything as the people you love and care for die around you. I towered over them my blood calling for there blood, my mother's demonic blood was pounding horribly telling me to kill them.
They had awoken the sleeping demon inside me and now they had to pay the price, I understood that my demon blood was in some kind of hibernation and only awakened when I was angry or when I needed it the most. Well right now rage and vengeance and hatred was coursing through my veins, and those emotions where making my demon blood stronger. I could hear nothing other than the pounding in my ears and the cries from the demons in the fire. My warrior wolf stood beside me it looked into my eyes and probably saw the very gates of hell in them.
I had tossed my control to the heavens and dug into hell to bring forth my demon blood. The fire began to swirl around me faster and then I changed. I took my wolf form my eyes stayed blood red and my wings shot out I growled. I was in my wolf form black and crimson fire swirling around my body. "No more." I howled. "No more will I stand by and watch those that I love and care for die because of me." I howled. It was then that I threw back my head and howled, the howl sent shivers through my body.
It was eerie and sounded deadly. I turned back towards the demons. "I can never forget those to try to take those I love away." I growled and then I screamed, "Gates of Hell open." The ground started to shake a huge crack appeared underneath the demons and then they fell thorough it I closed the crack and then transformed back to my human form but I still had the blood red eyes and the red strips in my hair. I looked at Hiei and then felt all my power leave me I fell to the ground and then everything went black.
My eyes fluttered open they had returned to their green color and my rage had vanished I looked around the room. I was back in my room and Hiei was nowhere to be seen. I felt the tears long before they came. I let them fall, how could I have been so stupid as to think that he would care about me. He probably couldn't even look at me anymore, and if he was hurt and it was my fault I would kill myself. I had dug into the very pits of hell to save him and he was gone anyways. I knew he was alive but that didn't change anything where was the Hiei that I had fallen in love with the kind gentle one?
I didn't try to stop the tears, I remembered everything I had pretty much admitted to him that I love him. And much like my mothers and father's love ours would of been forbidden because of my tiny bit of angel blood. I cried not paying any attention to anything I let the tears fall. If I was to ever get over this I had to let out my emotion. I heard the door open I just rolled away from the door and continued to cry. No one put a comforting hand around me there was no thanks for saving me the door shut again and I cried even harder. Letting all of my pain and hurt flood me, I had to get it all out or I would never get over it.
"Why do I care?" I whispered in between sobs. I heard the door open again but I still didn't stop crying. I ignored whatever the person was doing and continued talking to myself. "Why does it hurt this bad?" I sobbed feeling the tears on my face. I had heard footsteps but suddenly they froze. "Why?" I cried harder letting the tears hit my pillow and the bed. Without realizing it I surged forward my angel blood and was now in my angel form. I felt the wings though and it didn't' take me long to realize that I had pulled the blood forward because of how sad I was.
"Why won't this pain go away?" I almost screamed and then I pulled the pillow up to my face and buried my head in it. I felt someone sit on the bed and ignored them completely I felt a hand on my shoulder, "Leave me alone." I said and pushed the hand off not removing my head form the pillow. Suddenly I was yanked out of my pillow and someone's hand on my chin. I closed my eyes, "JUST leave me alone." I said louder trying to remove their hand. The grip tightened slightly and finally I gave up and opened my eyes it was Hiei. I felt my heart flutter slightly and then it feel to the ground again remembering everything that had happened.
"Go torture someone else." I whispered, "I'm not in the mood" I finished looking at him. He smiled, "but it's funnier to torture you." He said smiling slightly. I felt the tears come and closed my eyes again, "Open you're eyes." He said gently. I shook my head, "No just leave me alone." "Open you're eyes." He said louder. I finally gave up and opened my eyes the moment I did tears slipped out of them. He looked confused for a moment and then he stared at the tears. "Why are you crying?" he asked looking at me. I blinked slightly and my expression turned sad, "It doesn't matter." I whispered and then tried to pull away from him. He would have none of that and turned me back to face him, "Why?" he asked louder.
"LEAVE ME ALONE." I said and burst into tears I yanked myself away from him and hid in my pillow. Of course that did me no good he yanked me back over to him and sat me in his lap. "What is wrong?" he asked looking sad and confused all at once. "I saw the way you looked at me when I was in my wolf form." I said crying harder. "You were disgusted and upset I could tell." I screamed and fought his grip. He gaped at me, "Why would you care?" he asked. At that my eyes filled dup with tears and a few slipped out, "because." I growled and tried to pull away. "Because why?" he asked louder. I growled, "I care that's why." I said and yanked myself away from him got to my feet and ran out of the room.
I ran all the way downstairs and then into Kurama's backyard I hid in a bush and cried. I saw him come out of the house he was calling my name then he gave up and went back inside. I shut my eyes tight, "Because I've fallen in love with you." I whispered and then I felt exhaustion over come me and I fell back to sleep. I awoke to the sounds of water falling; I stepped out of the bushes and glanced up at the sky. It was raining; I had always loved to be in the rain. I stared up at the heavens and let the rain wash over my face. It began to rain very hard so in a matter of minutes my hair and my clothes were soaked. I spun around in circles loving the feel of the rain against my face.
I heard someone open the door but I continued to stare up at the sky, finally I brought my eyes down towards the door. Hiei stood looking at me I gave him a sad look and then looked down at the ground. I could hear him walking towards me and looked up from the ground my wet hair covering my eyes and my emotions from him. I shook my hair out of my face and tried my best to smile, Hiei stared at me for a moment and then he crossed over to me and looked down on me. "Sayge I." He started. "Look Hiei, I know I've been acting weird lately but what I said while I was fighting those demons is true I wont' let them take someone else away from me that I love." Hiei stared at me for a moment I stared deep into those crimson eyes and then I watched something playing in those eyes and I smiled brightly.
Okay, I know I'm evil. Sorry for the cliffy but I promise a lot of action and romance in the next chapter. Well I must be going please read and review oh and for Big Riku Fan- Thank you I'm glad you like it here's the next chap. Snoop Dog- Ahh... you make me wanna cry, thank you so much I feel so loved. *Sniff sniff* must be going now bye bye all!! *Waves and then disappears in a flash of fire*