*Appears in a flash of fire* I know I said that chapter 8 would be my last for a while, but I didn't want to leave you hanging that much. Plus Hiei might just decide to kill me. *Covers in fear of Hiei*I really need to try to leave it at a better place.. *Drum roll* Now let's get started on chapter 9..

Chapter 9: Shattered memories

I stood rotted to the spot as Hiei disappeared a look of sadness and betrayal on his face. "HIEI." I screamed and went to jump after him but was suddenly being held back. "You can't Sayge." Whispered Adriana. I growled. "Let me go Alan." I yelled and then started to fight against Alan's grip. Suddenly I was back in Alan's arms, I growled. "If you don't let me go now you will be sorry." I growled my hand already on the dagger in my pocket. When Alan made no move to put me down I swiped the dagger forward across his face and then I jumped out of his arms and ran after Hiei, using my demon speed.

I caught sight of the blur that was Hiei quickly; suddenly I was in someone's arms again. I looked up into deep blue eyes. "Alan." I screamed. "Put me down or I will kill you." I growled the dagger still in my hand ready for use. At that moment Hiei spun around to see me slash Alan across the face and turned to look at him my golden eyes locking with his deep crimson ones. "Hiei." I whispered and then he looked at me sadly. Suddenly I was pulled back into Alan's arms and his lips were pressed against mine. A bright silver light surrounded the two of us and my wings shot out of my back.

Suddenly a loud booming voice said, "Angel Sayge, judgment has been passed on Hiei you must forget him." I pulled away from Alan, "But I can't I love him." I yelled. Hiei stood there looking at me arguing with a deep voice. "Then I am afraid that we must take more drastic measures Sayge." The voice yelled. Suddenly a bright golden light surrounded me and I screamed but Alan held me close to him not allowing me to move. "Hiei I want you to know that I love you and I always will." I whispered and then I feel to the ground out cold.

My golden eyes opened and I sat up two deep blue eyes were staring into my own. "Alan." I whispered and then hugged him. "How long have I been out?" I asked. Alan shook his head, "about an hour or so I think." Alan said softly then I saw another figure standing over by a chair it was Rayne. "Hey Rayne." I said and then I looked over at the window I caught sight of a short man with his hair in a flame like shape. He had black hair and deep crimson eyes, I blinked and then he was gone.

"Strange." I whispered and then looked at the door in walked Kurama and Kiley. "Oh good you're awake Hiei has been worried sick about you." Kiley said crossing over to me. "Hiei, who is that?" I whispered looking at Kiley confused. Kiley's mouth fell open, "They made her forget." She whispered. "Made me forget what?" I asked and then suddenly Adriana was at my side pushing Kiley out of the room. I saw her hiss something into Kiley's ear and then Kiley turned around and left the room an angry look on her face. Kurama followed her glaring openly at Adriana.

"What's going on?" I whispered my eyes widening in confusion. Rayne gave Adriana a dark look and then she turned away from her looking angry. "I'll tell him he can come in." Rayne said stepping away from Adriana. Adriana spun to look at Rayne a white light illuminating off of her hand. "No you can't." Adriana growled. Rayne narrowed her aqua eyes in anger at Adriana, "Ocean breeze." Rayne whispered and a sky blue light surrounded her and then she turned away from Adriana and stepped out the door. I looked strangely at Adriana, "What is going on?" I demanded and then I felt warm hands hugging me. "Alan." I whispered and hugged him back.

The same man I had seen outside my door entered the room, his crimson eyes locked onto my golden ones. I felt a rush of emotions take over but then suddenly they vanished as though they had evaporated. "Sayge." He whispered and then he started towards me. Adriana jumped in front of him blocking him from getting any closer but then suddenly Adriana was surrounded in a sky blue light and thrown against a wall. "Waves of destruction." Howled Rayne and then she threw water straight at Adriana who dodged and then turned to Rayne. "Let him see her." Rayne growled. "But heaven." Adriana growled. "I don't give a damn what heaven wants." Rayne hissed water surging around her form. "Fine." Adriana whispered defeated and then she left the room.

The man continued his walking towards me and then he looked at me, "Sayge." He whispered and then he sat on the bed. "I'm so glad you're all right." He whispered. "How do you know my name?" I asked looking at him lost in thought. The man's eyes widened hurt and then I saw something slip down his cheek, then a small black and white figure jumped next to him and began to rub against him. "Guido." I whispered and then was confused Guido never rubbed up against anyone so why this man I had never met before. Suddenly I felt warm hand touching my hand, warm familiar hands. "This seems familiar." I whispered and then suddenly I was yanked away from the man and into the arms of Alan.

The man's eyes narrowed angrily and then he unsheathed his sword and brandished it at Alan, "Let Sayge go." He growled. Suddenly I was in the hands of the man and he was moving quickly. For some strange reason I didn't fight but I shut my eyes all of this it all seemed familiar. This man, his crimson eyes and then moving this fast all of it was familiar. Did someone make me forget him, had I known this man had maybe I loved him? I thought remembering the rush of emotions I had felt when he had entered the room. All of a sudden it felt as if my heart had burst and I hugged tighter to the man. What is his name, I thought please tell me what his name could be.

I racked my brain what is his name I screamed inside my mind. Suddenly I saw a flash of a dream, or so it looked like. "Hiei." I whispered and then I shook my head. Even his name all of it was familiar, but why couldn't I remember him and why did someone make me forget? Suddenly he landed on the ground grabbed my hand and then whispered, "Take you're demon form." I nodded and surged forward my demon blood. Black streaks appeared in my silver hair and my eyes sparkled with power. Claws appeared on my hands and fangs grew out of my mouth. Suddenly the man grabbed my hand, "Hang on." He whispered and then he ran into a building.

There was a green A portal or so it looked like then suddenly Hiei jumped into it. Both him and me landed on our feet and then he pulled me into his arms and was running again using his demon speed. All I could see was trees moving by quickly. Then Hiei sat me on the ground and hugged me close to him. "I-I don't remember." I whispered tears falling down my cheeks. "Why don't I remember you?" I whispered. Hiei pulled away from me slightly, "I've brought you here so you can remember without them stopping you." Hiei whispered and then I felt his lips touch my cheeks. "It's you're angel blood that they used to make you forget, but if I bring out you're demon blood then perhaps you will remember.

"Hiei that just might work." Rayne whispered stepping out of the shadows. "Rayne." Hiei said stepping away from her. "Wait Hiei, I am not like Adriana I do not take orders from heaven I want her to remember just as much as you want her to remember." Rayne whispered. "Us two." Said Kiley and Kurama as they stepped out of the shadows. "Okay then we all will help Sayge to remember you." Rayne said softly. "So I knew him, why did I forget him?" I yelled angrily looking around at everyone. "I believe it was because you refused to forget him, when Alan kissed you heaven took drastic measures to make you be with Alan." Rayne said and then she shook her head.

"So they made me forget him, but why?" I whispered. Rayne gave me a sad look, "Because you were in love with him and they deemed him not worthy for you." Rayne said and then she turned to look at Kiley. "We must all promise not to tell Adriana, Alex, or Alan where Sayge and Hiei are." Rayne whispered. "We promise." Whispered Kiley and Kurama at the same time. Rayne nodded at them and then she looked at Hiei and me. "We shall leave you, Hiei call any of us when needed. Watch over her well." Rayne whispered and then she left followed quickly by Kiley and Kurama.

I looked at Hiei my mind was pounding, I was so confused what was going on, "Come with me Sayge." Hiei whispered. I looked at him as he outstretched his hand without hesitation I grasped his hand tight in my own and then he smiled and we left the clearing traveling deeper into the forest. "Where are we going?" I asked looking at him confused. "I'm taking you to a place with hot springs and a good place to hunt and watch out for intruders other than Rayne, Kiley, and Kurama." Hiei whispered. I nodded and continued to walk, my mind felt like it had split in two I was so confused and didn't completely understand exactly what was going on.

My mind was so deep in thought that I didn't realize that Hiei had stopped and ran into him. I was instantly in his arms and then we were running fast. "What happened?" I whispered. Hiei pointed back to a figure to the clearing in it I saw a figure and I recognized it as Alex. "Did he see us?" I whispered. Hiei shook his head, "No I moved to fast for him to have." He said looking at me sadly. I felt tears forming in my eyes, "I wish I remembered you." I whispered. Hiei nodded, "So do I." Then we reached a clearing the smell of a hot spring was in the air, Hiei sat me down and then looked at me smiling. "Go take a bath, I'll get a fire going." Hiei whispered. I nodded and then walked towards the scent of the hot spring.

I found it quickly and then looked around no one was around so I stripped down and then stepped into the hot spring. The water came up to above my chest but below my neck, I leaned back and let the warm water sooth my muscles and my thoughts. My mind was a jumble so confused and mistaken. Suddenly a noise came from a brush that was close to the hot spring, instantly I knew it wasn't Hiei. A male demon stepped out, he looked mostly human but I could sense he wasn't. The male had blonde spiky hair and sparkling golden eyes like my own. He took one look at me and a grin came across his human-ish face. "Well, well what have we got here." He said his voice was cold and made me shiver despite the warm water.

In a second he was next to me his hand gripping my waist, "If you scream I'll kill you." He growled and then ran a clawed hand down my back. I hissed in pain as he cut the skin, blood ran down my back. My eyes narrowed in anger and dislike, I would not be taken by this pathetic demon. "Let me go now unless you want to face the wrath of the angel Sayge." I hissed and then remembered I couldn't take my angel form or I would completely forget Hiei. "Damn." I growled and then I surged forward my flames. "Fine face the wrath of the guardian of hell." I growled and then slammed my flame into the demon.

My flames surrounded him locking him in place, he narrowed his eyes angrily at me, "Let me go now bitch." He growled. I howled angrily and then I turned to look at the demon. "How dare you try to take me my heart it already taken?" I growled and then I hissed barring my huge white fangs at him. I surrounded him with dark flames that look like they came from the very pits of hell, which they probably did. "Arise wolf of hell." I screamed my eyes bleeding crimson. Anger surrounded me, this pitiful demon thinks he can control me an angel and the guardian of hell. My mind became clear and the black marks in my silver hair grew larger my eyes still golden but with slashes of crimson in them.

My claws and my fang elongated growing larger stronger. I barred my fangs at him red blood covering the tips of them. The blood began to burn slightly and I new it was poison I jumped forward and bit onto his neck. The demon screamed and then started to glow crimson and sizzle. Suddenly Hiei was by side he looked at me as I stared my eyes narrowed at the other demon. Soon the other demon fell to the ground dead the smell of his blood surrounded the clearing. I looked at Hiei my eyes turning back to their normal golden color and then I smiled showing my huge fangs. "Poison blood." I hissed and then I turned away form Hiei blushing slightly.

I looked at my clothes sitting on the ground and put them on then I turned back around Hiei had vanished. I took one look at the demon lying on the ground dead and then I traveled back to our campsite. I found a fire already going but Hiei wasn't around I sat down next to the camp fire and touched my fangs I saw the crimson liquid touch my finger and then I rubbed the blood and then wiped it on the grass. At that moment Rayne came into the clearing, "Hiei told me to tell you that he was going to take a bath. Also he wanted me to keep you company." Rayne said and then she sat down next to me.

"He also told me about you little visitor. So the guardian of hell has poison blood huh?" asked Rayne looking at me intently. I nodded, "I only figured it out when I bit him." I said and then looked at Rayne intently. "How's Adriana taking it?" I asked. Rayne smirked slightly, "She's going insane." Rayne answered and then she laughed slightly. "She is looking everywhere even here but of course Hiei is smarter than she thinks he is?" Rayne said laughing. "I do not see what is funny." Kiley said as she stepped out from the bushes. "Adriana thinks you know where she is perhaps you should stay here." Kiley said looking at Adriana. "I do not fear Adriana." Rayne growled. "Besides if I do stay here then she will know where they are." Rayne said and then she smiled at Kiley. "So I suggest we act as though we have no idea what she is talking about." Rayne finished laughing.

"Why is Adriana determined to keep her and Hiei apart." Kiley said stepping towards Rayne and me. Rayne laughed, "Isn't' it obvious somehow the man after Sayge made it look like Hiei was a killer although I don't believe he is. Don't you see what is happening he is trying to tear those two apart because you see that's the only way he will be able to take Sayge as his own." Rayne finished and then a frown appeared on her face. "Unfortunately I didn't know that heaven would make Sayge forget all the time she spent with Hiei." Rayne said and then she sat down. "Stupid heaven judging him and tearing those two apart if we can't get Sayge to remember than heaven, hell and earth are doomed." Rayne whispered.

My eyes widened, "What exactly does this demon want with me." I asked. Rayne's eyes widened, "You are half right Sayge he is a demon but he has angel blood he wants you to make you his own so he can rule heaven hell and earth with you're powers no one will be able to stop him from doing that." Rayne said looking at me sadly. "He wants me to take over the world all of the world." I whispered and then I fell to my knees. "I never asked for these powers for the responsibilities why am I so cursed like this?" I growled. "I just wish that I could remember Hiei and then maybe I wouldn't feel so alone anymore." I whispered tears starting to fall from my eyes.

"Sayge." Rayne whispered and then suddenly warm hands were hugging me. "Hiei." I whispered and embraced his hug. "I wish I remembered everything we went through." I whispered and then hugged him back tightly. "You're not alone." Hiei whispered softly into my ear. "I know I just feel like I'm missing something important." I said and then I pulled away from Hiei. I sat down on the ground and looked around the clearing Rayne had already vanished along with Kiley, Hiei was busy with some fish he must of caught. I watched as he started to cook the fish, and then I shut my eyes and thought about what had happened.

All these demons want my powers, they wanted to claim me to take me for their own. Then they underestimated me and I kill them easily. My mouth began to tingle from my fangs, I had no idea that my blood was poison until just a short few minutes ago. I was exhausted all of the days events had taken a lot out of me. My mind was confused and jumbled together. Slowly I was starting to remember little parts how much I had loved his eyes, but that was really it. My heart felt like it was being torn in two, I always felt a rush of emotions when I saw him but then they would just seem to vanish.

My heart was just so confused torn and shattered into a million pieces along with my memories. I wasn't sure even if some of them were true anymore, why heaven had done this to me I didn't understand but I was determined to remember everything that I had been through. I was angry at heaven for deciding that it was okay to make me forget things. Flames flickered around my heart anger coursing through my veins. The angel in me was vanishing and quickly, I shook my head I couldn't make the angel vanish altogether. Perhaps when heaven realized I would not stop loving him no mater what they would lift his judgment.

I shut my eyes and remembered when I had taken my demon form my mind had been cleared and I already knew about Hiei. So he was right the more I unleashed my demon side the more of him I would remember. My eyes opened as some fish was sat in front of me. I took the fish eagerly and ate quickly. I ate as though I had never been feed in my life. Soon my fish was gone and then I laid back and stared up at the sky. The sky here seemed to be much clearer than the one we had left. I smelt no pollutants in the air and somehow everything had many more colors than back at home.

My eyes shut again, this day had been exciting and I figured that Hiei would want to train as soon as it got dark. My mind became somewhat clear and I yawned showing my two huge white fangs and then I rolled over and fell into a deep dreamless sleep.

Brimstone: Much better, now Hiei won't kill me. *Gulp* at least I hope not!!!!

Hiei: *Glares at Brimstone*

Brimstone: *Gulps* I had to do it this story is going to be long!!!!

Hiei: Hn

Sayge: *Growls* Leave poor Brimstone alone do you really think she would let me forget forever??

Hiei: *Growls* Lucky for her I didn't!!

Brimstone: err.. HELP SAVE ME *runs out of the room*

Hiei: *Looks confused* Hn

Rayne: Leave poor Brimstone ALONE!!!!

Adriana: *Dodges things being thrown at her* WHY DO YOU HATE ME SOO??

Brimstone: *Comes back in the room with a body guard*

Hiei: O.o

Brimstone: Everyone this is Vash, I've hired him to protect me from all of you!!!

Vash: Hi

Hiei: He is supposed to protect you from us??

Brimstone: Yup

Vash: um.. Errr.

Hiei: *Laughs*

Brimstone: *Growls*

Rayne: Hi

Vash: Hello *Shakes Rayne's hand*

Rayne: *Blushes* Brimstone: *Drags Vash away from Rayne* Quit flirting and do you're job!!!

Vash: uh. sorry

Hiei: *rolling around on the floor laughing*

Brimstone: *Puts on headphones and starts singing*

Vash: O.o

Brimstone: Please read and review!! Thank you!! *Continues singing*