Kat: I told you I'd have another up soon! And this is the chapter with the poem I made! My poem sucks (to me anyways) but oh well. Took me 15 minutes to type up, so yeh. Makes no sense to me, and I'm the one that wrote it.
Bakura: that's pretty sad then.
Ryou: be nice...
Bakura: rolls eyes
Kat: here's the key again, just in case you forgot.....
Bold before and after the story are actions, but bold is Bakura to Ryou and (bold) is Ryou to Bakura. Italics are emphasis before, during, and after the story. And (blah, blah, blah) blah, blah, blah (blah, blah, blah) is the dream sequence, or flashback, if stated. These are a bit harsher when emphasizing. They emphasize a bit more angry tone. Buuuut....these words are very, very harsh, and are used by Bakura when he's VERY pissed. Oh, and when Bakura's thinking, or Ryou even, CAPITAL WORDS are the little voices that like to contradict everything you say. These words will be used for the poem, kk?
---Chapter 5: Where are you?---
---Ryou opened his eyes. 'guess I fell asleep. What time is it...?' he wondered and looked over to his alarm clock. "5:42 am...and it wasn't even close to 8 when I came up here...might as well get ready..." he said to himself and got up. He grabbed a duffle bag and stuffed it full of clothes and some other necessities and desired items. Then, bag slung over his shoulder, he crept out into the hallway and down the stairs.
---'I hate to do this to you, Bakura, but it's for the best. Maybe when I'm gone, you'll understand...' the poor boy was afraid of leaving, afraid of being alone with out his other half. Ryou sighed and set his bag down next to the front door. Then he took the note and poem and walked up to his yami's room as quietly as possible. Opening the door without a sound, the boy peeked his head into the room and spied the spirit asleep on his bed.
---'So innocent looking...' Ryou thought and smiled lightly. He slid through the opening and moved in stealth to Bakura's bed, placing the note on the sleeping yami's bare chest and very lightly kissed Bakura's slightly parted lips before slipping out of the door, down the hall, down the stairs, and out of the front door.
((Bakura's Bedroom))
---Bakura woke up only a few minutes too late. He turned over to prop himself up onto his elbow to see the clock when he heard the quiet rustle of paper and spotted a light blue note on the floor. Curious, he leaned over and picked it up.
---Dear Bakura,
---If I am not allowed to say what I feel, then I shall simply write it out to you. I want you to understand me, and I want to understand you, so that, maybe, if we're understanding of each other, we can settle our differences in a civilized fashion...
-()-Oblivious...-()-
---To Bakura,
The one who is the darkness,
The evil spirit of the Millennium Ring,
My abuser.
---My mind says that I hate you,
Yet I cannot,
Convince myself of this,
As my heart is head-over-heels in love with you.
---I've been trying,
For so long,
To keep it hidden,
But it feels like I'll burst if I don't tell you.
---I'll be hit for this I'm sure,
But I don't care,
Because I want you to understand how I feel,
Even if you don't care.
---Please consider this,
Instead of just tossing it aside,
Like it was a rag doll,
As if it were me.
---I want to know you,
And your past,
Tragic or horrific,
It doesn't matter as long as I know.
---You think,
That you really know me,
Just by reading my current thoughts,
But you're truly oblivious to me.
---I want to love you,
And I wish that you'd give me a chance,
Even the smallest one,
But I feel that you wont.
---But if you knew all this time,
Why didn't you do or say anything,
And just let it pass,
As if it was useless to worry about it?
---I bet that when people hear this,
They'll think, 'how can he be in love,
With some one who hurts him so much,
Who treats him horribly?'
---And I'll tell them,
'There is something special inside of him
That no one, not even he, knows about,
And that's why I love him.'
---Whether they believe me or not,
I do not care at all,
But I DO believe there is something inside of you,
That, after enough love and care, will grow.
---As to why I was worried about you,
When you wouldn't wake up,
I'm sure you already figured out,
Because you're a hell of a lot smarter than me.
---But it doesn't matter,
Because after all is said and done,
It'll go right back to like it was before,
Me being your plaything to do whatever your dark soul desires.
---I'm sorry if I made you mad,
By writing this,
But despite you telling me not to say it,
I still had to tell you.
---So go ahead and beat me,
It won't change anything,
Because now and forever,
I love you with every inch of what makes up me...
---I hope that you'll be okay, yami, and that that dream doesn't happen...or come back as I will not be here to wake you up if something goes wrong. I'll leave a couple hundred bucks for you on the coffee table for food and such. Daddy pays the bills online from where he happens to be, so you don't have to worry about that. Now you can do whatever you want. You're free of me, free of the burden that was holding you back from your wildest dreams. Goodbye yami...I'll miss you, much more than you'll know. You'll never know how precious someone truly is to you until you lose them.
Sayonara and Aishiteru,
Ryou...
---Bakura nearly fell out of bed. 'oh shit...' was the only thought that crossed his mind. Tears formed in his eyes when he skimmed over the very last line. 'You'll never know how precious something/someone truly is to you until you lose it/them.' Bakura immediately got out of bed, threw on a shirt and his shoes and raced downstairs, 5 steps at a time. He looked over to the coffee table and saw $200 sitting there.
---Bakura put a hand over his mouth to stop from breaking down into tears. Uncontrollable sobs escaped him and he collapsed to the floor, shaking horribly. GET UP AND FOLLOW HIM, DUMBASS. 'but he's probably long gone by now...' THE RING, IDIOT...MIND LINK RING A BELL? 'o-oh...yeah....' Bakura waited a second to regain what little composure he could before he tried to contact Ryou. Ryou? Ryou, please answer...
((Bus stop))
---Ryou stopped walking. Ryou? Ryou, please answer... what he hearing things? Bakura was actually calling him by his name? (B-Bakura...?) Silence. Ryou? oh, Ra, Ryou... Ryou sighed. (what, Bakura? I'm not coming home...) I understand you're mad at me...and you're right....'You'll never know how precious someone truly is to you until you lose them.' I'm so sorry Ryou...when I read the note, I nearly died knowing you left... Ryou's eyes began to tear up, hearing his yami's saddened voice. (Bakura.....no, yami. It'll--) no, it wont...not if I end up dying, Ryou...and if you'd miss me, then why are you leaving me? I....I can't do this...please reconsider coming home....o-onegai?
---Ryou's throat nearly closed up. Luckily for him, he was on a bench and not standing up, or he would have fallen. (Bakura, I've made up my mind. I'm not coming home. And you can't st-) "Excuse me, is this seat taken?" someone asked, interrupting him. "oh, no sir, you-" Ryou looked up at the person in front of him and gasped. "I may not be able to stop you, but I can sure as hell try..." Bakura whispered. Ryou lowered his head. "how did you find me?" he asked. Bakura sighed and sat down next to his Hikari.
---"I kept using mind link, even after I knew you wouldn't agree to anything, but I kept you in one spot, didn't I? I guess I staled for enough time to find you." He replied. Ryou nodded. "well, you are a tomb robber." He said. Bakura shook his head. "Iie...former tomb robber." He said, making Ryou turn his head towards him. "what suddenly made you sorry?" he asked. Bakura shrugged. "I don't know...I guess, I've always felt that somewhere deep in me, I cared for you...when I read that note, I started crying, knowing I could never see you again....and something inside me didn't want that." Bakura replied, looking down.
---Ryou nodded. "I see..." was the only thing that came from him. "you really do love me, don't you? You kissed me when I was sleeping.....didn't you?" Bakura asked. Ryou blushed. "H-hai...how did you find out?" he asked. Bakura smiled lightly. "because, for one thing, you're the only one of us that wears that vanilla, cinnamon, and mint-flavored lip-chap shit, and for two, I could smell you're strawberry shampoo AND your kiwi conditioner." He said all knowingly. "but, I didn't know if I was imagining it or not." Ryou blushed harder.
---then the Hikari looked up, and noticed the vague smile on Bakura's lips. "y-you're....oh, Kami-sama, it's a miracle! You're smiling!" he said and nearly died laughing. Bakura frowned. "that's not funny...." He hissed and immediately looked down, realizing he was blushing. Ryou stopped laughing and tried to subdue his giggles. "I'm sorry Bakura. Not just for laughing at you, but for everything...I've been an arse to you..." he said quietly and laid his head against Bakura's shoulder.
---"forgive me?" Ryou asked, moving his head so that his chin was on Bakura's shoulder, looking at the side of the yami's face. Bakura's eyes closed, and a slight smile played his lips. "oh....I s'pose so, since I have no choice...." He said, side-glancing at Ryou. "Yatta! Now we can go home!" the overly ecstatic teenager cried happily and stood up, bag in one hand, Bakura's hand in the other.
---Ryou and Bakura walked home, side-by-side, hand-in-hand, Ryou resting his head against Bakura's shoulder, both ignoring the few stares that they would receive from time to time. Finally, they reached home. The new lovers walked into the house and Ryou threw the duffle bag down in the foyer. Bakura dragged Ryou into the living room and laid him down on the couch and got on top, straddling Ryou's waist, nearly sitting on Ryou's crotch (which, of course, Ryou didn't mind. Hehe! .).
---Ryou smiled up at his yami, and Bakura smiled right back, then the once evil yami leaned down and crushed Ryou lips with his, then proceeded to slid his tongue into the boy's eager mouth. A tongue war had begun, and neither side was willing to lose or give up. Soft moans escaped both beings as they continued they broke apart for air about every 30 seconds.
---Owari---
Kat: WAIT! Do NOT think I am closing this story without a very fluffy (in my opinion) ending AND a yaoi scene!
Bakura: sighs she already has everything planned out...
Kat: HEHEHEHEEHHEHEHEHEHEEEEEE!!!!
Ryou: erm....why do I get the feeling that this should be on ? aren't you going to get in trouble?
Kat: no, not if no one reports me....(please don't....I worked so hard on this....T.T)