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fictional. I am using them to make the story that much better. I own Summer
Ryan Hardy and Amanda from my other story and that is it. Everyone else as
I said is perfectly fictional and they own themselves. It is for the
greater good. But hell, if any of the superstars would like me to own them,
well come on down!
A/N1: So here is the next chapter of this one, I hope you all like it, since my hand now kills from the update overload I did. More chapter updates soon I promise, so what are you waiting for, get to reviewing!
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"Shane what are you doing here buddy?" Matt asked as he opened the door to find his rain soaked buddy standing at the door.
"I just needed a place to crash I guess. I can't go home tonight and be alone."
"Something the matter?"
"Yeah, I just did the stupidest thing in my entire life since Hayley died."
Matt looked at his friend questioningly. It was common knowledge that Shane hadn't come around any of them since Hayley's death and now that he was here it made him wonder if this had something to do with Summer. She was the only person that he had been around recently.
"You always do stupid stuff Shane, I'm sure it's not as bad as you're making it out to be."
"Oh yeah? You think so? I am in love with a woman that is married to my best friend in the entire world and I just went over there and said to his face that I would help get the two of them back together. You really think that it's not that bad?" he snapped, not meaning too, but he was still locked into the frame of mind that he made a mistake.
"You're in love with Summer? Oh God Shane, what the hell is wrong with you?"
"Oh thanks for the support Matt."
"That's not what I meant and you know it. You know what they have been through to be together, I mean look at what I did to her and they still came out above everything."
"I know, that's what I did what I had to do. I couldn't stand it. She told me that she liked me and that she was falling for me and I turned her down and she left crying. God Matt, I love the hell out of her, she helped me get over Hayley, or is helping me and I know her and Jeff have a huge history so I did what I had too, but I don't think I can do it anymore."
"What is that supposed to mean?"
"It means that I am going to tell her how I feel once and for all and let her decide what she wants to do with it. I won't fight her and I won't fight myself."
"Then you aren't going to like what I have to tell you buddy. I think you better sit down and listen to me carefully."
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"I didn't know that it could be that beautiful Jeff."
Rolling over to the other side of the bed, Summer felt him roll over and wrap his arms around her tightly.
"Do you regret it Summer?"
"I know I just said I wanted to be, but Jeff, I needed you, there was no way I could have gone back home and been alone right now. I don't regret it at all."
"So have you figured anything out by doing this Summer? I mean are we going to work on our issues now or are you going to get up and leave when I fall asleep and we go back to being almost divorced?"
"What do you want from me Jeff?"
"Honestly?"
"Always."
"I want you here in my arms every day until the day that I can't be anymore. I want to have children with you and stay married and be happy. We weathered so much stuff to get to where we were. Don't let my stupid mistakes pull us apart for good."
Sitting up in the bed and pulling out of his embrace she seriously thought about what he was saying to her. He had a point, there was so much stuff she was letting get to her that he had done, and it was slowly pulling her away from him and the way that he made her feel. She had to tell him how she felt and that she didn't know what she wanted and didn't know what was right, it was only fair to him.
"You're going to tell me that you still want the divorce, aren't you Summer? You are going to wait until I fall asleep and then leave and go back to Toronto and be alone in that big house of yours again aren't you?"
"Jeff, can you be totally honest with me?"
"I'm laying myself on the line pretty hard right now and risking you still walking out, so yeah I think I can do that."
"Then why did you lie to me countless times in the past. If you love me so much and if you want me so much, why did you feel you had to lie to me?"
Turning away from her, he stood from the bed and put his jeans back on. Walking across the room to where she was sitting, back turned to him, he knelt in front of her.
"I don't know how to explain to you what's been going on in my head lately, and why I felt the need to lie. I just know that it was a mistake and I shouldn't have even done anything close to it. You were my wife and you are my best friend in this entire world and I should have told you how I was feeling about us, about my music about my wrestling. I just should have told you everything and I am sorry I didn't do it."
"Tell me now."
"You really want to go over all of this now, after we had such a beautiful time together?"
"Jeff, I want more beautiful times with you, and the only way that is going to happen with us is if you start telling me everything. So I am giving you the time now to tell me, or what you said earlier will be what I do."
Stunned by the realization that she was still ready to walk out on him even after they had started bonding in the most carnal way they could, he sighed loudly. He knew this was going to all come out eventually, he was just hoping it didn't have too quite this way.
"I loved you so much, and when Hayley kissed me it threw me off, but I didn't totally think it was wrong, but at the same time I did, which made me have a lot of questions about us, and if this was something that was right and if I did the right thing in marrying you when you might have been better off with someone else. You weren't around so all of my thoughts just magnified in my head until I just had to ask you for a leave, some time away from us. During that time things got worse, my music was suffering. When you are around me, my music works, but when you aren't it blows and I was running out of things to do. So when the independent people came knocking I did a couple of wrestling shows for them. I should have told you but I didn't know what else to do and you were in Toronto working all the time."
"Why didn't you just call me and say I need my wife home, come home now? I would have done that for you business or no business but every time I called you blew me off."
"I thought I could handle all of it myself I guess, and now what I realize is that I can't and that I need you. God Summer, I can't breathe unless you are here with me. I have never felt so complete in my life as what I felt earlier with you making love to me and in my arms. I need that back again to function and I need it to live, otherwise I don't think I have much left. Nothing means anything if you aren't there to share it with me."
Feeling the tears on her cheeks and not caring if they showed to him or not, she threw her arms around him and just let the tears come. She knew that she didn't want to leave him, but she was so tired of fighting a loosing battle and now she was here with Jeff and things seemed real again and it looked like she might actually win.
"So what do you say Summer? Will you give our marriage another try?"
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"You drove her where Matt?"
"She showed up here, much like you did, soaking wet and she asked me to take her home. I thought she meant Toronto so I figured the airport and she told me no, she wanted to go HOME."
"So you drove her over to Jeff's house?"
"Yes I did, because it seemed like the right thing to do. Shane I have to tell you, I love my brother and I love you like a brother, but the two of you need to get your heads on straight. She doesn't have a clue what she wants anymore, and it's all because of the both of you. Leave her be, and let her come to you if and when the time is right."
"I didn't make her leave Jeff, he did that!" Shane snapped, a little angry that Matt was lumping him in there like the bad guy.
"That's not what I meant and you know it. Shane, I know you think you love her, and she might feel something for you, I don't know, but you need to let her make this decision on her own. Promise me you won't tell her how you feel, at least not yet?"
"I'm sorry Matt, I can't do that. She might be with Jeff right now, but when she comes back to Raw, I'm telling her everything and I'm going to make it work this time. I won't mess this one up again."
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A/N1: So here is the next chapter of this one, I hope you all like it, since my hand now kills from the update overload I did. More chapter updates soon I promise, so what are you waiting for, get to reviewing!
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"Shane what are you doing here buddy?" Matt asked as he opened the door to find his rain soaked buddy standing at the door.
"I just needed a place to crash I guess. I can't go home tonight and be alone."
"Something the matter?"
"Yeah, I just did the stupidest thing in my entire life since Hayley died."
Matt looked at his friend questioningly. It was common knowledge that Shane hadn't come around any of them since Hayley's death and now that he was here it made him wonder if this had something to do with Summer. She was the only person that he had been around recently.
"You always do stupid stuff Shane, I'm sure it's not as bad as you're making it out to be."
"Oh yeah? You think so? I am in love with a woman that is married to my best friend in the entire world and I just went over there and said to his face that I would help get the two of them back together. You really think that it's not that bad?" he snapped, not meaning too, but he was still locked into the frame of mind that he made a mistake.
"You're in love with Summer? Oh God Shane, what the hell is wrong with you?"
"Oh thanks for the support Matt."
"That's not what I meant and you know it. You know what they have been through to be together, I mean look at what I did to her and they still came out above everything."
"I know, that's what I did what I had to do. I couldn't stand it. She told me that she liked me and that she was falling for me and I turned her down and she left crying. God Matt, I love the hell out of her, she helped me get over Hayley, or is helping me and I know her and Jeff have a huge history so I did what I had too, but I don't think I can do it anymore."
"What is that supposed to mean?"
"It means that I am going to tell her how I feel once and for all and let her decide what she wants to do with it. I won't fight her and I won't fight myself."
"Then you aren't going to like what I have to tell you buddy. I think you better sit down and listen to me carefully."
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"I didn't know that it could be that beautiful Jeff."
Rolling over to the other side of the bed, Summer felt him roll over and wrap his arms around her tightly.
"Do you regret it Summer?"
"I know I just said I wanted to be, but Jeff, I needed you, there was no way I could have gone back home and been alone right now. I don't regret it at all."
"So have you figured anything out by doing this Summer? I mean are we going to work on our issues now or are you going to get up and leave when I fall asleep and we go back to being almost divorced?"
"What do you want from me Jeff?"
"Honestly?"
"Always."
"I want you here in my arms every day until the day that I can't be anymore. I want to have children with you and stay married and be happy. We weathered so much stuff to get to where we were. Don't let my stupid mistakes pull us apart for good."
Sitting up in the bed and pulling out of his embrace she seriously thought about what he was saying to her. He had a point, there was so much stuff she was letting get to her that he had done, and it was slowly pulling her away from him and the way that he made her feel. She had to tell him how she felt and that she didn't know what she wanted and didn't know what was right, it was only fair to him.
"You're going to tell me that you still want the divorce, aren't you Summer? You are going to wait until I fall asleep and then leave and go back to Toronto and be alone in that big house of yours again aren't you?"
"Jeff, can you be totally honest with me?"
"I'm laying myself on the line pretty hard right now and risking you still walking out, so yeah I think I can do that."
"Then why did you lie to me countless times in the past. If you love me so much and if you want me so much, why did you feel you had to lie to me?"
Turning away from her, he stood from the bed and put his jeans back on. Walking across the room to where she was sitting, back turned to him, he knelt in front of her.
"I don't know how to explain to you what's been going on in my head lately, and why I felt the need to lie. I just know that it was a mistake and I shouldn't have even done anything close to it. You were my wife and you are my best friend in this entire world and I should have told you how I was feeling about us, about my music about my wrestling. I just should have told you everything and I am sorry I didn't do it."
"Tell me now."
"You really want to go over all of this now, after we had such a beautiful time together?"
"Jeff, I want more beautiful times with you, and the only way that is going to happen with us is if you start telling me everything. So I am giving you the time now to tell me, or what you said earlier will be what I do."
Stunned by the realization that she was still ready to walk out on him even after they had started bonding in the most carnal way they could, he sighed loudly. He knew this was going to all come out eventually, he was just hoping it didn't have too quite this way.
"I loved you so much, and when Hayley kissed me it threw me off, but I didn't totally think it was wrong, but at the same time I did, which made me have a lot of questions about us, and if this was something that was right and if I did the right thing in marrying you when you might have been better off with someone else. You weren't around so all of my thoughts just magnified in my head until I just had to ask you for a leave, some time away from us. During that time things got worse, my music was suffering. When you are around me, my music works, but when you aren't it blows and I was running out of things to do. So when the independent people came knocking I did a couple of wrestling shows for them. I should have told you but I didn't know what else to do and you were in Toronto working all the time."
"Why didn't you just call me and say I need my wife home, come home now? I would have done that for you business or no business but every time I called you blew me off."
"I thought I could handle all of it myself I guess, and now what I realize is that I can't and that I need you. God Summer, I can't breathe unless you are here with me. I have never felt so complete in my life as what I felt earlier with you making love to me and in my arms. I need that back again to function and I need it to live, otherwise I don't think I have much left. Nothing means anything if you aren't there to share it with me."
Feeling the tears on her cheeks and not caring if they showed to him or not, she threw her arms around him and just let the tears come. She knew that she didn't want to leave him, but she was so tired of fighting a loosing battle and now she was here with Jeff and things seemed real again and it looked like she might actually win.
"So what do you say Summer? Will you give our marriage another try?"
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"You drove her where Matt?"
"She showed up here, much like you did, soaking wet and she asked me to take her home. I thought she meant Toronto so I figured the airport and she told me no, she wanted to go HOME."
"So you drove her over to Jeff's house?"
"Yes I did, because it seemed like the right thing to do. Shane I have to tell you, I love my brother and I love you like a brother, but the two of you need to get your heads on straight. She doesn't have a clue what she wants anymore, and it's all because of the both of you. Leave her be, and let her come to you if and when the time is right."
"I didn't make her leave Jeff, he did that!" Shane snapped, a little angry that Matt was lumping him in there like the bad guy.
"That's not what I meant and you know it. Shane, I know you think you love her, and she might feel something for you, I don't know, but you need to let her make this decision on her own. Promise me you won't tell her how you feel, at least not yet?"
"I'm sorry Matt, I can't do that. She might be with Jeff right now, but when she comes back to Raw, I'm telling her everything and I'm going to make it work this time. I won't mess this one up again."
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