Little things change so much Part 33:
Their little girl

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Andy placed Prue on the bed and covered her up. He sat down next to her and looked down at her, starting to cry again. Prue and him had already so much plans. In just one second, everything changed. Everything was gone. Everything was over.
"Why?"
He asked silently into nothing
"What did we do to deserve that? What?"
He continued. He wasn't able to work anything out yet. Now was the time. He got the picture of the baby out and stared at it
"Love you princess"
Andy said in a whisper... suppressing some more tears. Andy then laid it away. He didn't want to make himself suffer more than he had to already anyway. He carefully placed Prue's head in his lap, gently caressing her face. His eyes fell onto Prue's eyes. When Prue was happy they had a little glamour or shining in her blue eyes. Like the sun reflects in a lake or the sea. He loved those eyes so much. But when he saw Prue before, her eyes were frozen. They were cold. Ice cold. As if no life would be inside of them anymore. As if Prue died with their child. They were red and swollen from crying over their baby girl. Andy always believed their baby was female. Everyone did.
'Would our baby have had the same wonderful blue eyes as Prue's?'
Andy broke down at the thought of how their little girl would have looked. He rested his head on Prue's, knowing she anyway wouldn't wake.
"I promise, I get you our baby back"
He told her. He'd get her pregnant again. He'd loved to fuck Prue right now. While she was off, so it would be just a bad dream for Prue. And as soon as she woke, the nightmare was gone, and Prue pregnant again. He'd do anything to make Prue happy. Get this shining back into her eyes. But just after a few seconds he shook that thought off of him. It would be completely sick. Like raping. He couldn't rape Prue. He loved her way too much to hurt her. He pushed some hair out of her face and then gently kissed her forehead. He looked down again at Prue's head in his lap, crawling her hair and stroking her face.
A few minutes later, Julia entered with Piper and phoebe
"Okay, lay down you two"
She said gently. The girls were completely shocked. They had seen what Andy, thankfully didn't. They were up since 3 a.m. Julia had decided to get them to sleep for just a little while and Piper and Phoebe agreed on that, if they could sleep with Prue. Julia had grabbed a glass of water and put a sleeping pill inside, before going upstairs, to get Andy to sleep a little as well. Let everything sink in. the girls nodded and walked up to Phoebe's ex-bed. They lay down close to her sister. Piper taking one of Prue's hand and Phoebe wrapping her arms around a leg of Prue. Julia sat down on the edge of the bed and then noticed Andy's empty stare on Prue, while tears ran down his pale face.
"Andy. Come on. Lay down a little as well. You need some rest now. Let everything sink in"
Andy just shook his head slightly
"No"
"Honey, you can't bring the baby back to life. This was too much for you. For all of you. Come on. Just lay a little down. Just a tiny little while.
Julia begged. Andy didn't react at all. Julia then gently pushed Andy down on the bed, making him lay down. Andy struggled to sat up again as well but Julia just pushed him gently back down
"c'mon... stay down a bit..."
She said gently and crawled his head a bit, then remembered the sleeping pill
"There. I brought you glass of water"
She told him handing him the water with the drug inside. Andy knew what was inside, but still took the glass and drank it all by once. He knew it was probably good to let everything sink in a bit at least. Rest a bit. And he still was with Prue. Even thought he'd be asleep.
"That's my boy"
She told him and then started to caress, his, Piper's and Phoebe's head gently. One after the other. Always for just a little while. She stayed at the edge of the bed till all four were asleep. Then grabbed some blankets to cover each of them as best as it was possible. Then checked on all of them, if they were really sleeping, then pecked their foreheads and then crept silently out of the room. She closed the door gently and then leaned her head against the door. Closing her eyes tight. Some tears also leaving her eyes. He couldn't see the girls and Andy like this. She was for not even 24 hours a grandmother. Just when she realized, she really would get one, she wasn't anymore.