Little
things change so much Part 40:
The
need to get out
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Prue's
point of view:
Piper brought me this morning a letter.
It's of Andy. He's gone. He broke up with me and left me with
just one stupid page of random babbling. He said that our
relationship didn't make any sense. He left me as well. I don't
know how to handle this. I loved him and Meghan more than anything.
Loved? Yeah. I can only use the past. It's over. They are gone.
I'll never ever see them again. He told me not to try to contact
him.
I don't know how to tell all of this Piper and Phoebe. Julia
and Richard were in some way also our parents. Andy's like they're
brother. They all left without saying goodbye.
I don't get what I
do to deserve all of this. Everyone I love just leaves me. Dad, Mom,
Meghan, Julia, Richard and Andy. All gone. Andy was always there. Now
I'm alone. Completely alone.
Can I love anybody? It seems not
so. I loved mom. And that I love her were the last words I told her
before she died. I loved Meghan and Andy. I told them that a million
of times. And all of them are gone. I shouldn't love Piper and
Phoebe. I can't. Or they'll leave me as well. What if they're
just gone, because I loved them? What if I loose Piper and Phoebe as
well, just because I love them? I don't know what I'd do if they
would leave me as well.
I need to get out of here! Now! Fast!