Not' till the sun sets.
by: Miyoko
Miyoko's Notez: Hanyann. Gosh, I think I had too much Kamui and Fuuma fics. I should netreulize myself later. Since my mind is full of yaoiness, I am going to start the fic with shounen-ai!!! Ahahahahaha!!!! *turns serious* Anyway, if you don't want it I am going to place a marker where the scene ends so that you won't read the damned part. *grins again* This won't be the last of my story----YET!!! Are you happy? Huh? Huh? Tell me!!!! But this maybe one of the last, Syaoran will die the next day anyway. *people throws things at her* yeah, I know. Hmm. will Shaoran really die? Maybe.. Maybe not!!! Just read to find out!!!
And yeah, juz wanna tell you that those thingies inside parenthesis (like this) are my comments or just things I want to blabber. 'things that are placed like this' are thoughts. get it?
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Warning: Well, it's not really a warning, but for those who are digusted or offended by two males loving each other, in a.. let say a not so friendly way. Go start reading from this kind of marker to avoid the kawaiiness of T+Y together.
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Actually it's not major shounen-ai, you won't even notice if you try reading it, promise! Yet if still don't want to read, you won't miss so much though, just a lot of kawaii Touya and Yukito moments.
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Chapter 6
Everything. is not a dream
Disclaimerz: I ain't ownin' nothin' ain't mine. If yah gotta purob-lem with that, that's not mah problem.
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Sakura had already gone out, after a serious talk with Yue. Touya had been in a corner, trying to understand what the angel (you know who I am referring to) was saying.
Yue was standing---- floating rather in the center of the room watching as she disappeared behind the door.
"She cares for him, your sister. I can see it in her eyes. She is in pain to see him like that." Yue stated to no one in particular, but obvious it was to Touya. His eyes were still cold as they were, staring into a realm no one could wander. (Shucks, did you understand that?)
He turned to Touya who was looking up at him in awe.
"I know it's inevitable (oooh, I just love that word), I saw the way she looks up at him too."
"Well, I better change now."
"Matte!"
Yue's eyes stared at him in shock.
'Why the urgency in his voice?'
Touya stood up and walked over at the seraph towering him, even in his tallness. He (slowly) raised his hand and gently brushed Yue's cheeks, so soft it just felt like feather.
"Are you still Yukito?" he asked.
His face was so innocent. Sure, he had seen him evolve and turn back to a human again. But still, he wasn't sure who was real, his best friend or
the one he was staring at now.
"Of course, but he is not me."
And with that, his wings enveloped him and once again he turned into the fragile boy. Yukito was still unconscious but Touya caught him before
he fell to the ground. He carried him to his bed, and brushed the silver hair that was covering his glassed eyes.
Yukito's eyes fluttered open, and saw Touya sitting beside the bed, softly caressing his hair.
"Did Sakura get what she wanted?"
"Yes, it's about a card that wasn't sealed yet."
"Should we help her, To-ya?"
"I think not, Yuki-chan. She could take care of herself."
Yukito smiled and slumped back to bed again, Touya resumed his gentle caresses.
"Yuki, wh.." Touya hesitated for a while but just urged himself to go on, "What do you feel when the guardian takes over you?"'
Yukto shifted from his position so he could see his Touya's eyes.
"What. I feel?"
Touya nodded slowly, his hands raking through his silvery white hair.
Yukito paused for a while, thinking. He had a very cute face when he did it, almost bringing Touya into a fit of giggles.
"Actually, I feel nothing. It's just as if I'd be sleeping. yet without a dream."
"Don't you feel scared, Yuki-chan, every time that happens?"
Yukito smiled.
"No. I know that's my reason of living, so I could. I could bring Yue to the land of mortals then back again inside me. I am just a place or a
temple rather, where Yue could live. Yue's sanctuary, yes, that is what I am, Tou-chan. An empty shell without a soul that. that someone filled
up for him to use. It scares me sometimes, knowing that I am different from everyone, knowing that you are just in this world to take up a
person's form to fill up his place every time he is not there. I sometimes even doubt if it's my eyes that I am using to scan through this world, I
feel that he is staring at the world through these eyes, and I can't control him, because I am just a mere shell."
Touya suddenly hugged the small man, almost crushing him in the tightness of the hug.
"No, Yukito. No."
Tears were threatening to spill fro the corners of Touya's eyes. He couldn't believe what Yukito had just said. He had thought like that of himself?
"No Yukito, you are not just a place someone could cower in. You are Yukito, a real person, not some kind of a building. Don't ever think like that
of yourself again, you should never."
What was it in his voice? Anguish. It pained him to let Yuki be like this.
"You are real Yukito."
Yukito melted in his arms and sobbed quietly. He always knew that he wasn't like normal people, that there was something special in him. That he
wasn't human at all. Yet To-ya, his To-ya, had always made him real, and how he wished he could just be real for him.
"But I am not, To-ya. And you know that. I am not anything real."
Touya loosened his grip on Yukito and held him by the shoulders and looked at him in the eyes.
"You are wrong, Yuki. You are the only real thing that happened in my life. I don't care of anything else. Now, you must believe in me."
Yukito couldn't help but let the tears flow. He clasped the man in front of him, clutching the back of his shirt. Touya returned the embrace,
enveloping the quivering Yukito and nuzzled his hair with his lips.
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(okay, did you see? That wasn't even shounen-ai! Just the love one male feels for his male friend. so kawaii, ne? Well, read on and continue with the fic!!!)
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Sakura stared at her ceiling. Kero was already asleep and was proven by the loud snores coming out from the drawer. She was still in total
confusion. This card she was facing now must be the toughest one she has ever fought with. This card had the strength and the power of all her
52 cards and more, she couldn't even locate where the card is. She could sense it all the time but because of it's greatness, she couldn't pin
point where it is actually from.
She turned to her side and looked at the picture frame that was placed beside her bed, on top of the side table. It was a picture of her and her
friends when they were at the beach. She smiled at the thought, thinking on how it used to be. The were all wearing swimming attires in the
pictures, obviously ready for swimming. Rika, Chiharu, the stupid Takashi, Naoko, Eriol with his ever mischievous smile, Tomoyo, she and. She
stared at the messy chestnut-colored hair person beside her (in the picture). He was in his grumpy moods, eyes glaring, hands folded. he
was Syaoran.
Sakura thought about his conversation with Yue. He said that this was already serious; the card may never be sealed again.
*FLAZHBAK*
"Card Mistress! You must not waste any more time!" Yue hissed, looking down at her with those cat-like eyes.
Sakura was taken aback by him.
"Yue, do you know something about the card? Please tell me. "
Touya looked to and fro at Sakura and Yue, trying to understand their converstation.
"You only have by tomorrow to figure out where the card is hiding. Only one card could harm the card, yet even I do not know, it is only for you
to find out. You have to do this before the sun sets, because by that time, the card could be destroyed yet not sealed, this will be fatal to those
who depended on the cards. And."
Yue paused for a while and focused his eyes on her.
"The card will drain the life force of the one it has taken prisoner, the person it had enchanted with."
Sakura gasped, she had already heard some of what he said from Clow, but she still couldn't imagine it. Syaoran dead.
"I can't let Syaoran die! What must I do?"
"Do not give up, have faith, have. hope."
Sakura nodded.
"Is that all you need to know, Card Mistress?"
"Is there still anything you know?"
"Well, no more."
"Well then, thank you, Yue. I must go to my room now, it is getting awfully late.
Yue bowed a little, then Sakura opened the door and stepped out, leaving the two boys in the room.
*EnD oF FLAZHBAK*
Author's Notes: I would like to consider this my favorite chapter. I decided not to end the story so fast. and sorry for not updating for a really long time. how many months has it been? Gomen ne. but anyway, I hope you like this chapter too. Also,I would like to thank everyone who reviewed my story, Arigatou!!!! Ja-ne!!!
by: Miyoko
Miyoko's Notez: Hanyann. Gosh, I think I had too much Kamui and Fuuma fics. I should netreulize myself later. Since my mind is full of yaoiness, I am going to start the fic with shounen-ai!!! Ahahahahaha!!!! *turns serious* Anyway, if you don't want it I am going to place a marker where the scene ends so that you won't read the damned part. *grins again* This won't be the last of my story----YET!!! Are you happy? Huh? Huh? Tell me!!!! But this maybe one of the last, Syaoran will die the next day anyway. *people throws things at her* yeah, I know. Hmm. will Shaoran really die? Maybe.. Maybe not!!! Just read to find out!!!
And yeah, juz wanna tell you that those thingies inside parenthesis (like this) are my comments or just things I want to blabber. 'things that are placed like this' are thoughts. get it?
---------------------------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------------------------
Warning: Well, it's not really a warning, but for those who are digusted or offended by two males loving each other, in a.. let say a not so friendly way. Go start reading from this kind of marker to avoid the kawaiiness of T+Y together.
~|~|~|~|~|~|~|~|~|~|~|~|~|~|~|~|~|~|~|~|~|~|~|~|~|~|~|~|~|~|~|~~|~|~|~|~|~|~ |~|~|
Actually it's not major shounen-ai, you won't even notice if you try reading it, promise! Yet if still don't want to read, you won't miss so much though, just a lot of kawaii Touya and Yukito moments.
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Chapter 6
Everything. is not a dream
Disclaimerz: I ain't ownin' nothin' ain't mine. If yah gotta purob-lem with that, that's not mah problem.
============================================================================ ================================
Sakura had already gone out, after a serious talk with Yue. Touya had been in a corner, trying to understand what the angel (you know who I am referring to) was saying.
Yue was standing---- floating rather in the center of the room watching as she disappeared behind the door.
"She cares for him, your sister. I can see it in her eyes. She is in pain to see him like that." Yue stated to no one in particular, but obvious it was to Touya. His eyes were still cold as they were, staring into a realm no one could wander. (Shucks, did you understand that?)
He turned to Touya who was looking up at him in awe.
"I know it's inevitable (oooh, I just love that word), I saw the way she looks up at him too."
"Well, I better change now."
"Matte!"
Yue's eyes stared at him in shock.
'Why the urgency in his voice?'
Touya stood up and walked over at the seraph towering him, even in his tallness. He (slowly) raised his hand and gently brushed Yue's cheeks, so soft it just felt like feather.
"Are you still Yukito?" he asked.
His face was so innocent. Sure, he had seen him evolve and turn back to a human again. But still, he wasn't sure who was real, his best friend or
the one he was staring at now.
"Of course, but he is not me."
And with that, his wings enveloped him and once again he turned into the fragile boy. Yukito was still unconscious but Touya caught him before
he fell to the ground. He carried him to his bed, and brushed the silver hair that was covering his glassed eyes.
Yukito's eyes fluttered open, and saw Touya sitting beside the bed, softly caressing his hair.
"Did Sakura get what she wanted?"
"Yes, it's about a card that wasn't sealed yet."
"Should we help her, To-ya?"
"I think not, Yuki-chan. She could take care of herself."
Yukito smiled and slumped back to bed again, Touya resumed his gentle caresses.
"Yuki, wh.." Touya hesitated for a while but just urged himself to go on, "What do you feel when the guardian takes over you?"'
Yukto shifted from his position so he could see his Touya's eyes.
"What. I feel?"
Touya nodded slowly, his hands raking through his silvery white hair.
Yukito paused for a while, thinking. He had a very cute face when he did it, almost bringing Touya into a fit of giggles.
"Actually, I feel nothing. It's just as if I'd be sleeping. yet without a dream."
"Don't you feel scared, Yuki-chan, every time that happens?"
Yukito smiled.
"No. I know that's my reason of living, so I could. I could bring Yue to the land of mortals then back again inside me. I am just a place or a
temple rather, where Yue could live. Yue's sanctuary, yes, that is what I am, Tou-chan. An empty shell without a soul that. that someone filled
up for him to use. It scares me sometimes, knowing that I am different from everyone, knowing that you are just in this world to take up a
person's form to fill up his place every time he is not there. I sometimes even doubt if it's my eyes that I am using to scan through this world, I
feel that he is staring at the world through these eyes, and I can't control him, because I am just a mere shell."
Touya suddenly hugged the small man, almost crushing him in the tightness of the hug.
"No, Yukito. No."
Tears were threatening to spill fro the corners of Touya's eyes. He couldn't believe what Yukito had just said. He had thought like that of himself?
"No Yukito, you are not just a place someone could cower in. You are Yukito, a real person, not some kind of a building. Don't ever think like that
of yourself again, you should never."
What was it in his voice? Anguish. It pained him to let Yuki be like this.
"You are real Yukito."
Yukito melted in his arms and sobbed quietly. He always knew that he wasn't like normal people, that there was something special in him. That he
wasn't human at all. Yet To-ya, his To-ya, had always made him real, and how he wished he could just be real for him.
"But I am not, To-ya. And you know that. I am not anything real."
Touya loosened his grip on Yukito and held him by the shoulders and looked at him in the eyes.
"You are wrong, Yuki. You are the only real thing that happened in my life. I don't care of anything else. Now, you must believe in me."
Yukito couldn't help but let the tears flow. He clasped the man in front of him, clutching the back of his shirt. Touya returned the embrace,
enveloping the quivering Yukito and nuzzled his hair with his lips.
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(okay, did you see? That wasn't even shounen-ai! Just the love one male feels for his male friend. so kawaii, ne? Well, read on and continue with the fic!!!)
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Sakura stared at her ceiling. Kero was already asleep and was proven by the loud snores coming out from the drawer. She was still in total
confusion. This card she was facing now must be the toughest one she has ever fought with. This card had the strength and the power of all her
52 cards and more, she couldn't even locate where the card is. She could sense it all the time but because of it's greatness, she couldn't pin
point where it is actually from.
She turned to her side and looked at the picture frame that was placed beside her bed, on top of the side table. It was a picture of her and her
friends when they were at the beach. She smiled at the thought, thinking on how it used to be. The were all wearing swimming attires in the
pictures, obviously ready for swimming. Rika, Chiharu, the stupid Takashi, Naoko, Eriol with his ever mischievous smile, Tomoyo, she and. She
stared at the messy chestnut-colored hair person beside her (in the picture). He was in his grumpy moods, eyes glaring, hands folded. he
was Syaoran.
Sakura thought about his conversation with Yue. He said that this was already serious; the card may never be sealed again.
*FLAZHBAK*
"Card Mistress! You must not waste any more time!" Yue hissed, looking down at her with those cat-like eyes.
Sakura was taken aback by him.
"Yue, do you know something about the card? Please tell me. "
Touya looked to and fro at Sakura and Yue, trying to understand their converstation.
"You only have by tomorrow to figure out where the card is hiding. Only one card could harm the card, yet even I do not know, it is only for you
to find out. You have to do this before the sun sets, because by that time, the card could be destroyed yet not sealed, this will be fatal to those
who depended on the cards. And."
Yue paused for a while and focused his eyes on her.
"The card will drain the life force of the one it has taken prisoner, the person it had enchanted with."
Sakura gasped, she had already heard some of what he said from Clow, but she still couldn't imagine it. Syaoran dead.
"I can't let Syaoran die! What must I do?"
"Do not give up, have faith, have. hope."
Sakura nodded.
"Is that all you need to know, Card Mistress?"
"Is there still anything you know?"
"Well, no more."
"Well then, thank you, Yue. I must go to my room now, it is getting awfully late.
Yue bowed a little, then Sakura opened the door and stepped out, leaving the two boys in the room.
*EnD oF FLAZHBAK*
Author's Notes: I would like to consider this my favorite chapter. I decided not to end the story so fast. and sorry for not updating for a really long time. how many months has it been? Gomen ne. but anyway, I hope you like this chapter too. Also,I would like to thank everyone who reviewed my story, Arigatou!!!! Ja-ne!!!