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Authors Notes: I had this on before, but I for got the Disclaimer, so I thought I would just re-upload it.
I've always wondered what it would be like to be him. I want to know how it feels like to be lonely even though everyone loves you. Because if I did, maybe I could comfort him. Even if it was just a little bit. Just so I could take a little of the weight off his shoulders. So he wouldn't fell so sad and angry and lonely. I wish I could help him. It would make me so happy just to see him laugh again or at least smile.
He's been acting really odd around Ron and Hermione lately too, as if he wants to tell them something but at the same time doesn't. Like they would take it the wrong way or something like that. He could tell me. I wouldn't judge what he says. I never have and never will. I've always believed him.
I love him so much. It almost hurts. Last year I though that maybe if I dated someone else it would go away. It didn't but now it seems it hurts even more. I have sudden urges to go and talk to him but I don't, it would be too awkward for me. I haven't been on major speaking terms with him and to tell him I want him to tell me everything would be strange. But I want him to know that I care, that I would do anything for him.
But if I could tell him one thing it would be: I am forever yours.